When I Found the Heroine As a Teenager - Chapter 85
“What about you, what about your life after I leave?”
Xia Wanshuang knew everything about Zhou Qinglang, knowing that Zhou Qinglang wanted to know, and she said them all. When Zhou Qinglang had asked everything he wanted to know, Xia Wan spoke.
Xia Wanshuang also wanted to know what happened to Zhou Qinglang after she left.
“Actually, it’s nothing, it’s normal, but I can’t forget you.”
Zhou Qinglang said lightly, with undisguised affection on his face.
In fact, Zhou Qinglang thought about telling Xia Wan Shuang before.
She was so painful, sunken in the abyss of hopelessness day and night, tortured repeatedly back and forth, the world will laugh at her for doing useless work and obliterate the existence of Xia Wanshuang.
During the time when he could not wait for almost despair, Zhou Qinglang hated Xia Wanshuang. That extreme emotion blinded all the goodness in the past, leaving only confusion, pain and hatred.
She thought that if she found Xia Wanshuang, and Xia Wanshuang still loves her, she must trap her in her arms, whisper her pain softly, and let Xia Wanshuang know what it is like. taste.
But when the day of meeting really came, Zhou Qinglang knew that he couldn’t bear it.
Summer evening is kind and soft, even a little sentimental.
She also loved her, Zhou Qinglang knew.
But it is precisely because Xia Wanshuang loves her, she also loves Xia Wanshuang, on the contrary, she can’t bear to say those words with a sharp blade hidden.
She has already tortured her anyway, so why bother to make Xia Wanshuang feel guilty, she doesn’t want to see Xia Wanshuang sad, not at all.
“Is it just that?”
Xia Wan held Zhou Qinglang’s hand and felt the temperature of the girl’s palm.
“Langlang, lovers must communicate well, I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable.”
Xia Wanshuang knew that Zhou Qinglang must have hidden negative emotions in his heart, but if those emotions were not vented, they would be hidden in his heart.
Perhaps it was the word lover that made Zhou Qinglang happy. She played with Xia Wanshuang’s fingers and talked about the past.
Zhou Qinglang experienced three similar and different lives, obviously in the same world, but after Xia Wanshuang disappeared, the world suddenly changed its appearance.
The original friend became unfamiliar, and her experience as Zhou Qinglang was obliterated, and she was bluntly put on a new shell.
In a state of getting worse, Zhou Qinglang chose to end up by himself.
Although I have guessed or known that the world pillar of suicide is Zhou Qinglang, when he heard Zhou Qinglang say this, Xia Wanshuang was still unconsciously afraid.
Zhou Qinglang felt that he was wasting a lot of time: “It would be nice if I died earlier, so that I can see you soon without having to endure those years.”
This is Zhou Qinglang’s true thoughts. If he knew that death would reorganize the world, and that Xia Wanshuang could appear in front of her earlier, she would commit suicide earlier.
Why bother to live and suffer, after repeated consultations for eight years.
Zhou Qinglang lost her Xia Wan double when she was sixteen and committed suicide at the age of 24. Now she meets Xia Wan double at sixteen.
“You can’t talk nonsense about this, and you won’t be allowed to say it next time.”
Xia Wan covered Zhou Qinglang’s lips and spoke in disapproval.
Although they are all people who have lived and died several times, Xia Wanshuang still has respect for life. It is actually a terrible thing for a person to be fearless of death.
Fear of death and want to live well can be more hopeful.
“Okay, don’t say it.”
Zhou Qinglang took the opportunity to kiss the palms of Xia Wanshuang’s hands. The sprayed nose made Xia Wanshuang uncomfortably withdraw his hands, but Zhou Qinglang grabbed him and kissed him twice before letting go.
“The current world is probably my world and yours.”
“Is that so?”
“It should be said that I brought things related to me with my will and entered your world.”
Zhou Qinglang has checked, this world is not the same as there is no Haicheng, although the territory is the same, but the name of the region has changed, so it should be based on the world of Xia Wanshuang.
This can also explain why she has no previous memories, because this is the sixteen-year-old when she did not have any progress in Xia Wan Double’s life.
She was adopted by Lin Qiushui’s uncle and aunt, and she is in high school.
But when Zhao Tianhang became Lin Qiushui’s little girl, Zhou Qinglang also vaguely guessed, perhaps because of the influence of her will.
Zhou Qinglang always regretted that Zhao Tianhang and Lin Qiushui could not make it.
Although Zhou Qinglang also knew that feelings could not be forced, and even felt that Lin Qiushui didn’t know it from beginning to end, but she still felt very sorry.
It seems that that kind of incompleteness has also been placed on her.
“Do Qiushui and Tianhang also exist? That’s really great.”
Xia Wan Shuang felt quite happy when he heard the news at first glance. After all, she was also watching the grown-up teenagers, which brought her a lot of warmth and touch.
“And Zhao Tianhang likes Lin Qiushui, but I don’t know what will happen to them in this world, maybe it’s brotherhood.”
The waiter happened to bring the drink with the tray, Zhou Qinglang took the coffee and arranged the dessert.
Xia Wanshuang was still digesting this fact, his face full of shock did not conceal it.
Wait, wait!
What?
Lin Qiushui and Zhao Tianhang?
“when did it happen?”
What’s wrong in the plot? She and Zhou Qinglang, who is the heroine, are in the wrong place. How did the hero and the male partner get together? Xia Night is puzzled.
“It was when you were there, but you never knew it.”
“What about Qiushui? Does Qiushui know?”
“As for Lin Qiushui’s big-hearted character, Zhao Tianhang is more tolerant than me, how could he let Lin Qiushui know. I asked him, he said that he wanted Lin Qiushui to live without being disturbed, and he didn’t want to do it without his friends in the future. .”
Zhou Qinglang stirred the coffee in the cup, she ordered black coffee, and Xiawan looked very bitter.
“So at the beginning, I didn’t dare to say anything to my sister, I only dared to like you secretly, and sister, you always avoid me.”
It was a long time ago in the timeline, but it seemed like yesterday.
“By the way, what about Qingluo, did she… have you come?”
The shock that Qingluo brought to Xia Wanshuang was really too great. It was the despair that was actually placed before Xia Wanshuang, including the blood all over the floor, and the knife that was unwilling but not regretful.
“I have no idea.”
Zhou Qinglang really didn’t know, and she didn’t know if she had made Qingluo appear here.
In the last world, Zhou Qinglang rescued Qingluo. She had a little memory vaguely remaining. She recruited people into her hands ahead of time and helped Qingluo get rid of her family. Qingluo followed her until she became Her right-hand man.
“So…”
Xia Wan sighed lightly, and suddenly lost words about Qingluo.
I just hope that there are fewer ugly people in this world, and a little more kindness.
After talking about the past, they began to talk about the present.
Now that it is confirmed that this place is real, there will be no inexplicable interference, and they have to manage their lives well.
“I still live on campus. It takes about 20 minutes to come by taxi to you. Are you staying on campus or studying on a day trip?”
“It should be a day, sister, I want to live with you.”
Zhou Qinglang is not proposing, but deciding.
“Okay, you are now in the second year of high school, should you just want to study for another year?”
Xia Wanshuang knew Zhou Qinglang’s level, he was one of the best when he was studying, let alone experiencing several identical worlds over and over again, those things are probably already clear to his heart.
Had it not been for the inconvenience of time, Xia Wanshuang felt that Zhou Qinglang probably wanted to come to the university directly to find her.
“Yes, does my sister live on campus?”
“Yeah, but I can rent a house now. Just apply at that time. Can I rent a house near your school first?”
“good.”
The conversation ended temporarily, Xia Wan dug a spoonful of cake into Zhou Qinglang’s mouth, and sighed unconsciously.
“I really can’t believe it, I’m really together like this, I hope it will go smoothly in the future, and I won’t be separated again.”
“I won’t be separated, even if I crawl, I will crawl back.”
Zhou Qinglang’s voice was low, not like a joke at all.
Both Zhou Qinglang and Xia Wan had classes in the afternoon, but neither of them had the mind to focus on what they had already experienced so quickly. The two stayed together and wandered around in Qinghe City to see the house.
Zhou Qinglang’s mood is more urgent than Xia Wanshuang. For her, perhaps only seeing Xia Wanshuang every day can give her a little sense of security.
Qinghe City is the capital city of the province. There are many houses. There is enough money in both hands in the summer evening to rent a house.
They followed the agent several times, and they found a two-bedroom, one-living room in Chaoyang with good light and a moderate distance. The rent was also suitable. Except for the intermediary fee, they would pay one by one, and the rent was paid on a monthly basis.
Xia Wanshuang and Zhou Qinglang immediately finalized the house. When they saw Xia Wanshuang paying, Zhou Qinglang touched his chin and fell into thinking.
Logically speaking, she is still a poor student.
If her life experience also existed in this world, then Zhou Qinglang would have wealth within reach.
But Zhou Qinglang still rejected it in her heart. She just wanted to live their little life with Xia Wanshuang quietly, and didn’t want to participate in the mess.
Besides, the current technology is not as developed in future generations, and she has many opportunities to make a profit.
Zhou Qinglang arranged the schedule in his heart, and Xiawan Shuang signed the contract and watched the agent and the landlord leave.
There are simple furniture in the house, two beds, dining table, sofa and coffee table, but the rest is empty.
“Clean up first.”
Xia Wanshuang looked at the dusty furniture and floor, went to the supermarket to buy brooms and mops, and went back to the rented house with Zhou Qinglang.
Cleaning is very time-consuming, and with Zhou Qinglang’s interference, the work is even slower.
“Lang Lang, stop making trouble, the water splashed on your body.”
Xia Wanshuang was washing rags in the bathroom, and Zhou Qinglang flushed the bathroom floor next to him, swaying slightly in the direction of Xia Wanshuang.
“It’s okay. My sister’s clothes are wet. Just wear mine. The curtains are closed and no one can see.”
Zhou Qinglang wrapped Xia Wan’s waist from behind, his voice was low and full of smiles.
Zhou Qinglang was a bit taller than Xia Wanshuang, and his school uniform fell on Xia Wanshuang’s body, which could cover the light of spring.