White Lotus and White Moonlight - Chapter 116

“萏萏—”

“Fairy Yun Shu is guilty?”

Zhao Hanhan interrupted her abruptly, her eyes lowered, and there was a chill in her voice.

With a sentence of Fairy Yunshu, Shen Yunshu felt as if he was splashed with a bucket of ice water from the beginning in three or nine days, and the chill penetrated from the beginning to the end.

Her lips murmured, and she only shouted a trembling scorpion, and could not say anything else.

“Fairy Yun Shu doesn’t need to be ashamed of me, and the deity doesn’t need your guilt.”

“Yesterday’s various things such as yesterday’s death, today’s various things such as today’s day-to-day life, since the deity has been in Nirvana, it will not account for the past. You don’t have to worry about—”

“No, I’m not worried.”

Shen Yunshu hurriedly denied it.

She wasn’t worried that Phoenix Supreme would provoke revenge, on the contrary, what she was worried about was that Zhao Hanhan didn’t care at all.

It seems that the long-term relationship between them has turned into nothingness overnight.

The only person I remember is her.

If Zhao Hanhan hadn’t remembered, she could still comfort herself, Phoenix Supreme had forgotten, but she still remembered it, but she wanted to say something indifferent.

How can she not care? !

If Zhao Hanhan doesn’t care, how can she make up for her and get her forgiveness?

Without hate, where is forgiveness?

She would rather Zhao Hanlian hate herself, she would rather care about, she would rather think about how to retaliate against herself than she would, she used a totally indifferent attitude, and said what she didn’t care about.

Do not-

If it is revenge, Zhao Hanhan has succeeded.

The less she cares, the more Shen Yunshu feels like a knife.

Some cracks can only be repaired because they can be made up.

Some fissures were missed, so there was no chance to heal.

She wanted to repair the rift between the master and the apprentice, and to repair the wounds she had made on Zhao Hanhan’s heart, so as to dissolve the little guilt in her heart, so as to get such a little bit of peace of mind, but Zhao Hanhan told her, don’t You have no chance of doing useless work.

“Han…Don’t talk to me like this, okay?” She begged, looking at Zhao Hanli with hopeful eyes, two drops of clear tears came out from the corners of her eyes.

“I’m not worried, that Fairy Yun Shu wants me to kiss you, is he trying to make up for me?”

Shen Yunshu’s chin was suddenly pinched, and Her Royal Highness rudely led her towards him. The two of them were very close, and Shen Yunshu could feel the breath she sprayed on his face, “Have you ever thought about it, my deity? Would you like to make up for you? Do you want to make up for me? Why do you make up for me, I have to continue, I have to suffer?”

“Shen Yunshu, listen carefully. The feelings of the deity never require charity from anyone. You don’t have to worry that the deity will avenge you because of the previous things, or revenge against the righteous sect. The deity is not as selfish as you think. .”

Shen Yunshu’s eyes widened, his face pale as he listened to her taking a mouthful of deity.

“Who the deity likes and hates is the deity’s own business. People who like it also like the deity. The deity is naturally happy, but the deity does not need other people’s charity or mercy.”

“Shen Yunshu, this deity likes you, so I never thought that you will return to the deity, and the deity has no intention of reluctantly than you. You don’t have to use the excuse of making up to give to the deity.”

Throwing down a few words coldly, Zhao Hanhan shook Shen Yunshu away, turned and left without looking back.

Shen Yunshu stared at her back, tears falling little by little.

She… She is not charity, she is just, she is just…

Shen Yunshu closed his eyes and suddenly felt that Zhao Hanlian was right.

Why does she think Zhao Hanhan wants her own make up?

After all, she is the selfish person.

The memory was restored, the memory belonging to Zhao Hanlian overlapped with the memory of His Royal Highness, anger and disappointment were intertwined in Zhao Hanlian’s heart, as soon as she left the house, she raised her hand fiercely and blasted Sheng Xuefeng almost half of the mountain.

“Calm down, calm down, your highness, calm down!” Jinjiang System chased after her, “Host, Hanyan, Hanyan, Yun Shu didn’t restore the memory? She definitely didn’t mean it.”

The movement caused by the Phoenix Supreme’s anger naturally attracted the attention of many people, but before they came over, they saw the golden phoenix burning with flames all over the body, rising straight into the sky for nine days, not knowing where it was going.

…

The host suddenly recovered his memory, and the Jinjiang system didn’t know whether it was happiness or worry.

The happy thing is that it finally doesn’t have to be like a fool, being disgusted by the host, but worrying about Zhao Hanhan’s current state.

Boom boom boom boom—

As soon as the golden phoenix raised his hand, countless towering trees fell backward one after another.

The Jinjiang system rarely sees Zhao Hanhan’s angry appearance, most of the time, she is gentle, gentle to even indifferent.

After the surroundings turned into a mess, and countless birds and beasts fled in a hurry, the anger in Zhao Hanhan’s heart slowly calmed down.

But the disappointment is still there.

As long as she thought of what Shen Yunshu said when he was defending that man, she wouldn’t be angry.

There was also the body that resisted instinctively when the two kissed… This made her realize that Shen Yunshu in this world is really insensitive to herself.

“… Han, Han,” Jinjiang system dared to rush over when she saw her almost venting, “You… are you okay?”

Zhao Hanhan raised his hand, grasped the Jinjiang system in his hand, and said in a slightly tired tone: “I’m fine, don’t worry.”

Her palms were as gentle as ever, and Jinjiang system heard the words, but tears almost fell.

As a bystander, it feels that Shen Yunshu in this world is too much. It can be imagined how sad Zhao Hanlian, as the party concerned, is in his heart.

For Zhao Hanlian, it is not so much sadness as disappointment.

She could understand whether it was the abolished cultivation base and the bottomless abyss, or Shen Yunshu’s maintenance of Lin Zhengkun everywhere.

After all, Shen Yunshu did not have the memory of the two being in love. Although he had been her apprentice for more than 20 years, Lin Zhengkun spent more time with her, and she trusted her eldest disciple more, which was understandable.

If Shen Yunshu doesn’t love her, there is no reason to believe her blindly.

Although Zhao Hanlian was sad, he was still able to use Shen Yunshu for not recovering his memory, and he could not blame her for this to convince himself.

After all, from the perspective of an onlooker, whether it was the discovery of evidence that the little apprentice had colluded with the Demon Realm, or he was suddenly told that the big apprentice was the Demon Realm’s person who subconsciously chose to defend, Shen Yunshu’s reaction was not wrong.

She hates the Devil Realm deeply. The evidence of the former is firmly established, and her anger is excusable. After all, she didn’t know that all of this was framed by another person. Before the latter exposed herself, she was a master and did not want to believe in the same. It is also common sense that the disciple who has been with him for nearly a hundred years is actually a member of the devil world.

So Zhao Hanhan is just sad-the kind of sadness that is not favored.

Even for Shen Yunshu, she should have been the favored person.

But Shen Yunshu’s later actions really disappointed her.

When did her Zhao Hanlian fall to the point where she needs others to show her affection?

If you don’t like it, if you don’t love it, just separate openly, so why force yourself.

Even though I thought about it this way, as long as I thought that Shen Yunshu would not love him, Zhao Hanhan’s heart still throbbed uncontrollably…

Obviously you taught me what love is. Obviously you said you would always be with me. Why did you suddenly stop loving me?

fraud.

Shen Yunshu, you are a big liar.

The proud lady did not cry, but in Song Jin’s eyes, she was more uncomfortable than crying.

“Your Highness,” she whispered, suppressing all the pain in her chest, “Are you tired?”

Zhao Hanhan turned her head, and in her eyes, a group of red and green soul lights were shining violently.

…

Emotionally, Zhao Hanhan can be called a clumsy person.

She has always treated her feelings in a simple and straightforward way, like it means liking, and dislike means disgusting.

In the Bottomless Abyss, although she had ridiculed Song Jin’s topic with the Jinjiang system, she did not really take Song Jin to heart.

She never thought that she would have an intersection with Song Jin.

However, after losing his memory, he appeared in front of the other party on his own initiative, giving the other party hope.

Song Jin’s feelings for her would be so strong, and the responsibility lies with him-Zhao Hanhan knows this very well.

She brought Song Jin into the Yu clan and brought out the righteous sect.

She let Song Jin stay by her side.

Song Jin gave up the opportunity for her to participate in the general election of the outer sect and become an inner sect disciple, and for her the opportunity to pass on the disciple in person.

For her, he did not hesitate to abandon his own sect, and only willing to stay by her side, as a human being, stay in the Yu clan, stay in an environment completely unfamiliar to her, without any kind of the same kind of environment.

Because of the meager hope she gave in a sentence, Song Jin gave up a lot for her.

Yes, she could open her mouth to let Hong Yi accept the person, and Hong Yi would also willingly accept such a talented disciple, but if she was like this, what was the difference between what Shen Yunshu was doing at this time.

Song Jin needs her love, not her charity.

But just as Shen Yunshu can’t give her this thing now, Zhao Hanlian can’t give Song Jin this thing either.

All her love has been given to Shen Yunshu, even if the other party no longer loves herself.

Even if Shen Yunshu in this world never remembered it, she couldn’t be with Song Jin.

Because she can’t deceive herself, nor can she deceive Song Jin.

After thinking about it, Zhao Hanhan finally decided that he still had to cut the mess quickly. The longer the delay, the deeper the despair she gave Song Jin.

“Song Jin,” she called, her familiar tone made Song Jin feel nervous, but she couldn’t stop Zhao Hanlian from saying the last thing she didn’t want to hear, “I’m back to my memory.”

Song Jin murmured: “Yes…Is it? Congratulations to your highness.”

She looked at Zhao Hanlian, wanted to pull a smile and split the corners of her mouth, but felt that the muscles on her face were bitter and could not be pulled at all. Finally, she could only ask in a cautious tone: “Your Highness… are you going to drive me away? ?”