White Moon Light’s Exclusive Alpha (Entertainment Circle) - Chapter 81
Tang Xiaoyang looked up at Mu Xue, who was blocking the snow for her, and no longer blinked, for fear that everything in front of her was a dream.
Mu Xue seemed to be a little fatter than when she left, and her face looked a lot more rosy. Besides, the years did not leave any traces on her.
The tall figure, the skin as white as snow, the thin lips slightly pursed, the light gray peach eyes are still as captivating as before.
It’s a pity that those slender brows were slightly wrinkled, and the complex eyes looking at him were a little sullen, far less gentle than before.
But Tang Xiaoyang couldn’t take care of that much anymore, he just looked at the woman from top to bottom, wishing he could keep every strand of her hair in his heart.
The eyes were a little hot.
The two were in a stalemate for a moment, and Mu Xue said lightly: “Get up…”
Then he threw his umbrella to Tang Xiaoyang’s side, and walked into the house in the snow.
Before taking two steps, Tang Xiaoyang staggered to his feet behind him, caught up with her in a few steps, and helped her hold an umbrella.
The housekeeper downstairs received a call from Mu Xia: “What are you doing? Why don’t you get some **** soup? If she really catches a cold, won’t my sister feel bad?”
Tang Xiaoyang followed Mu Xue to the door, Mu Xue suddenly turned her head, Tang Xiaoyang hurriedly stopped, and looked at her with a cute face.
Mu Xue looked at the snow that covered her head, her brows furrowed a little further, “Painted the snow on her body.”
“Hey…” It was just a simple sentence, but Tang Xiaoyang responded with a smile like a sugar kid, and immediately shook the snow off his body.
Mu Xue looked at her bright smile, her expression eased slightly, and she turned to continue walking.
When the two arrived at Mu Xue’s room, Mu Xue found a suit of her own and handed it to her, “Go take a shower first.”
“No, I’m not cold.” Tang Xiaoyang didn’t feel in the mood to take a bath at this time, and the room was very warm, so she had basically recovered after coming here.
Mu Xue looked at Tang Xiaoyang, who was staring at him like a large dog who had been separated from her owner for a long time. Finally, she gave up the idea of persuading her, put her clothes away, sat on the sofa and poured Tang Xiaoyang a hot cup. Cha: “Now that you have seen me, just say what you want to say.”
Tang Xiaoyang looked at the woman who treated him coldly and couldn’t help but feel aggrieved, holding back tears, “I know I did something wrong before, and I will never do it again. But why are you still unwilling to see you after so long? And me.”
Not only that, but we finally met each other, and there was no warmth at all.
Mu Xue didn’t know whether to be angry or look at her with a smile, “I can’t see you, so you’re going to spoil yourself like this?”
After so many years, why doesn’t this child understand? She herself is the most important.
Even someone like him said that if he left her, he would leave her, didn’t he?
Tang Xiaoyang shook his head firmly and looked at her with burning eyes, “You don’t know how important you are to me.”
Her face has faded away from the childishness, showing a kind of surprise like a blooming flower. Her temperament is lonely and deep, as if even if the sky falls, she will not blink any more.
She is no longer the Tang Xiaoyang she used to be.
But her eyes were still as clear and decisive as before, and there was nothing in them except Mu Xue.
It seems like nothing has changed except the passing of the years.
Then what’s the point of leaving?
Carrying such pain and guilt, he left his girl alone in the troubled world, why?
Not why, just had to.
The emotions accumulated in his heart burned, Mu Xue smiled bitterly and wept, her voice trembling and hoarse, “Then do you know how important you are to me?”
Tang Xiaoyang was stunned, she stared blankly at the woman in front of her, this was Mu Xue she had never seen before.
Have you ever seen the collapse of the boundless snow-capped mountains?
“There were four months between when I decided to leave you and when I actually did, and every day, every day, I wondered if I should do it!”
Mu Xue got up and paced back and forth, “Every time I think I should go, but every time I see your eyes, I can’t bear it, I know you need me.”
The woman’s tears were still falling, covering her heart and frowning at Tang Xiaoyang, “But I left in the end, because I couldn’t take this breath.”
Tang Xiaoyang’s lips trembled as he wanted to say something, but he was afraid of disturbing Mu Xue.
Injured by delay
Mu Xue is a fragile porcelain doll, but at the moment in front of her is the broken Mu Xue.
“I spent the night looking for evidence of Qin Chang’s harm for you, and let Tang Mo hold that banquet in order to lock her in forever. I told others that this was to prevent her from doing evil again, but only I know that I am Hate her bullying you.”
Mu Xue’s tone was weak but he was never excited, “So I did the evil that I didn’t do before, not for any noble reason, just because I love you.”
“So it’s the same when I leave you.” Tears flashed across her pale cheeks, Mu Xue looked at Tang Xiaoyang, her hands tightly clutching the clothes at the heart of her heart, like a child who was wronged, “I’ll say another hundred high-sounding reasons. There won’t be many sentences, but I know that I’m just angry with you for doubting me, to the point that every time I think about it, my heart aches.”
“Sister Mu…” Tang Xiaoyang burst into tears, and the guilt in his heart almost drowned himself.
She shouldn’t blame Mu Xue, it’s her fault.
Mu Xue is also the first time to fall in love, the first time to love others, and the first time to carefully hold out her heart and give it to another person.
But what did she do?
Mu Xue laughed self-deprecatingly, “I used to think how could my parents be so disrespectful, but now I know that loving someone wholeheartedly is the most disgraceful thing in itself.”
“Before I left, I was sad because of your doubts, and after I left, I was sad because I couldn’t be with you.
I want to see you for fear of disturbing your life now, but I don’t want to see you but can’t bear you. “
Mu Xue staggered to hold the table beside him and said intermittently, “I don’t know if I’m sad or happy when I see you sitting in the snow.
I can finally see you, but I’m still very angry. The more I look at you and hurt myself so badly, the more I remember that I made you cry like that… I don’t even know if I’m mad at myself or at you. “
In the past, Mu Xue couldn’t say these words to Tang Xiaoyang anyway, because Tang Xiaoyang at that time could come up with a hundred wild versions.
But now Mu Xue can’t control so much anymore, she just wants to cut herself open and tell her mature lover her deep fear and anxiety.
She is afraid of losing her mind and losing her trust in love.
But she has been powerless. In love, she can neither think rationally nor be forced to escape by her lover who is chasing and beating.
She can only choose to confess, choose to be indecent, choose to collapse.
She was not just angry with Tang Xiaoyang, but more uneasy.
Maybe that’s what love is. The holy self will become unbearable, the calm self will become crazy, and no one can escape.
On the table that Mu Xue’s body touched, there was a beautiful but unstable vase. It was hit by the woman’s body and staggered forward, but Mu Xue, who was facing it, didn’t seem to hear the vase falling. sound.
Tang Xiaoyang didn’t even think about getting up and dragging the woman into his arms, avoiding the pouring water in the vase.
The woman in her arms trembled and struggled, as if Tang Xiaoyang’s embrace was a scorching stove.
Tang Xiaoyang felt extremely distressed, and was reluctant to force her any more, so he could only let go of her gently, taking two steps back so that the woman could see her mouth clearly, hesitantly but seriously said, “Are you not listening?”
Mu Xue lowered her eyes, nodded for a moment.
Tang Xiaoyang is even more sad. She can hardly think about how the woman has lived in the past four years. When she thinks about it, she can’t wait to beat herself, “Why lie to me?”
“I don’t want this disease to interfere with your choice.” Mu Xue didn’t look at her, “I don’t want to accommodate me because of this disease if you like someone else.”
Tang Xiaoyang clasped the woman’s chin and made her face him. He didn’t know whether he was angry or sad and said, “I will never like anyone other than you.”
Mu Xue looked at her for two seconds, then broke free from her hand, “Whatever you want…”
Tang Xiaoyang laughed because she saw Mu Xue crying again.
This time, it’s probably not some angry and sad tears.
Of course, she hoped that Mu Xue would never cry in the future.
Except at some point.
In the night of face-to-face tears, the love between them finally achieved a reasonable fairness.
The next day, Mu Xue set foot on the plane back to S country, but he didn’t expect that the door of the villa was knocked open not long after he got home.
Mu Xue was called downstairs by the white whale, and saw Tang Xiaoyang carrying a large bag.
She smiled brightly, as if she was with her again.
Mu Xue nodded and went upstairs again.
return
Not affectionate with strangers.
But Tang Xiaoyang didn’t mind at all. Since then, Mu Xue has changed a small tail behind him. Moby-Dick likes to mention the unlimited vacation, and Xue Mengmeng is going to be crazy.
She was fishing and Tang Xiaoyang watched her fishing, and successfully used his fishing skills to silence the old man next door.
They had a whole fish feast that night.
When she went out to sea, Tang Xiaoyang followed, and she went into the water with the diving team. No matter what she caught, she was happy to come over and show her.
Home stockpiles of shells are growing rapidly.
On days when the weather was bad, they sat on both ends of the sofa watching a movie. Tang Xiaoyang cut the peeled fruit into evenly small pieces, put them on a plate and pushed them to her.
Mu Xue looked at Tang Xiaoyang, who was staring at the screen, “Aren’t you working?”
Tang Xiaoyang should be busy now.
Tang Xiaoyang wiped her juicy fingers and said, “I’ve been busy for a few years now, it’s time to rest.”
“I’m still angry.”
“I know……”
“It’s not good to be angry for the rest of your life.”
“It’s okay, didn’t you tell me to think clearly before? I figured it out, you are more important than anything else, and even if you never forgive me, I will always be with you.”
Tang Xiaoyang looked at her with a smile, “You can choose by yourself or take your time, but I’m not going anywhere but you.”
Mu Xue pinched her cheek and did not speak.
Tang Xiaoyang knew that he would always win, just like that snowy night.
Mu Xue was reluctant to let her freeze, and naturally she was even more reluctant to be a widow.
She used to be so stupid, she loved herself to such an extent, what was she still doubting?
The reconciliation between the two was on an abrupt rainy day. The sunny day suddenly changed its face, and a heavy rain fell.
The two of them didn’t want to go to the coast, so they didn’t drive. Although Tang Xiaoyang brought an umbrella, the solitary umbrella had limited protection in the heavy rain.
Alpha took off his jacket, wrapped Mu Xue, and almost carried her all the way back home.
Although Mu Xue, who was held firmly in her arms, couldn’t smell the pheromone, she knew that Tang Xiaoyang’s cake smell must be surrounding her at this moment.
Although the two took a shower in time after returning home, Mu Xue still inevitably had a fever.
Tang Xiaoyang watched over her all day and all night, his eyes were full of distress and regret, and what he muttered every day was, “I knew I should be driving.”
Under her care, Mu Xue recovered very quickly, and Tang Xiaoyang didn’t know if she was in a hurry or tired. The next day after Mu Xue’s recovery, she also developed a low-grade fever.
She was pressed on the bed by Mu Xue and enjoyed the beautiful treatment of the sick all day.
It was just that when night fell, Tang Xiaoyang began to struggle in his heart.
It may be that the pain makes people vulnerable, and she doesn’t want to be separated from Mu Xue now.
But she was even more reluctant to let Mu Xue sleep beside the bed like herself.
“It’s time to rest, you can go back to your room, I’m fine.” The man on the bed said in a low voice.
But Mu Xue looked into her eyes as if begging the master not to abandon his cub.
“never mind……”
The woman lifted the quilt and got into Tang Xiaoyang’s quilt.
The body temperature of the person with fever will make the bed very warm, like a warm nest isolated from the world.
Too bad I can’t smell her.
Tang Xiaoyang froze and didn’t dare to move, just like a person who was suddenly trusted by a kitten, surprised and worried to frighten her away.
It was not until the woman’s arm wrapped around her waist that she carefully hugged back, for fear of hurting Mu Xue.
After a long time, she heard the woman in her arms whisper.
“This time we have to hug and never be separated again.”
She heard herself crying, “Um…”
The author has something to say: ps: In fact, it can be finished here. Well, I know what you want to see. See you on wb, joking and joking, see you in the next chapter.
Again ps: Sister Mu’s collapse and the sheep’s counter-chasing are what I thought about it a long time ago, I hope I didn’t write about the collapse.
ps again: the rest to write is, mark, wedding, childbirth, official announcement.
The birth of a child and the official announcement will probably be released, as well as the episode of A Nian’s hometown, Tianling Luoxing, what else do you want to see?