Who Cares - Chapter 188

Since Zhao Chunxi took over the gift, Zhao Wangshu went to the academy to study, Guan Suyi was a transparent person in the Zhenbeihoufu, let alone go out for two or three months, but disappeared inexplicably, and not many people would care about her safety. The old lady interrogated carefully, but finally agreed. Ding withered from the Hou Mansion, she knew that her son was doting on his concubine and annihilated his wife. For the piece of meat in Ye Fan’s belly, she had to pretend to be deaf and dumb. The daughter-in-law threw away everything in the house and ran to pray to the Buddha. She must have resentment in her heart. I hope she can figure it out after bathing in the Dharma.

Guan Suyi went up the mountain smoothly and settled in the Guoyin Temple. Because she had to enter the palace every day, in order to let Minglan help herself to cover, she had to omit the clip that was almost strangled and told the truth. Minglan turned pale with fright, and she discouraged her, “Miss, don’t be confused! Who is the emperor telling you to recite the scriptures badly, but tells you to recite them. If he thinks about you badly, what should you do? Do? You have nowhere to escape!”

Guan Suyi waved her hand indifferently, “If I push this matter, it will be called a self-defeating path. Think about it, how important does a person who can plant a heart demon because of his unknown life experience value his mother? If he is easy to let go I left, even if I promised not to kill people, I still couldn’t sleep peacefully. The so-called golden words, the monarch’s words really can’t be repented, but if he wants to deal with me, there are naturally 11 million unconscious ways. . However, if I was sincerely chanting for the Queen Mother, it would be different. The emperor’s last trace of warmth rests on the Queen Mother. In order to accumulate virtues for the Queen Mother, he will never touch me. As for what you said, he told me. With other thoughts in mind, it is possible to plot wrong with me. This is even more a joke. Being the queen mother is equivalent to keeping filial piety, filial piety, adultery. Woman, is he still a human? Is he still worthy to be a son of man? If you talk about the first two This time I went to see him with this little life, this time it is really safe. Your lady is not a gold ingot, and everyone will like it.”

“So not only can I refuse this errand, but I have to seize the opportunity. Thinking about the love of the first mother and the queen, the emperor will definitely protect me in the future. Of course, no matter how urgent I am, I have to pretend to be reluctant. Looks like, lest he think that I am eager for quick success and short-term profit, and I am not sincere enough to do this job with someone else.”

Guan Suyi knocked on the desktop, her tone getting colder, “You know what life I spent in Hou Mansion, I can’t live anymore. Ye Fan gave birth to bastards, Hou Ye, Zhao Chunxi, Zhao Wangshu, and even the old lady turned to her. She is also a very ambitious person. She is worried that if I get in the way, she will try her best to get rid of me. If I have nothing to rely on, I will not be swallowed up by her? Now the family is all pointing to me for living, if I fall. Next, what should I do if I call my grandfather and parents?”

She looked out the window and sighed, “What was it like to have closed the house? The house was dilapidated, the family had no money, a bad reputation, and was humiliated. If I live one more day, I suffer another day. However, I have been married to the Hou Mansion for four years. Diligent and conscientious, did Master Hou once said that he wanted to pull the Guan family? In his heart, the Ye family is his decent Yue family, and Guan family is afraid that even poor relatives are not counted. In contrast, now, I only have two trips to the palace. I was only frightened twice, the imperial physician, medicinal materials, silver, and the house, all of which were there, and they pulled the Guan family out of the deeper and deeper quagmire at once.”

She looked at Minglan and asked, “What do you think I should choose? Is it to try to please the Hou Mansion, or to concentrate on chanting for the first mother and the queen mother?”

Minglan didn’t dare to say anything to dissuade, so she hurriedly said, “Miss, please go with peace of mind, and the slave maid will help you cover it. Just now it was the slave maid who wanted to make a difference. It’s such a great honor to supersede the queen mother. The truth is extrapolated.”

Guan Suyi rubbed her head and smiled, “Fool, you are worried about me. This heart is good, I remember. Since the emperor said that he would make arrangements for me, there must be no mistakes, you only Just wait for me in the temple, don’t worry about things next to it. The previous painting was so wicked that it almost drove the emperor crazy. The origin is probably not simple. There may be a lot of filth and struggle hidden in it. The emperor has not yet recognized his birth mother. His plan must have his intentions, so it’s good for you to rot in your heart. Don’t talk outside, even in your dreams.”

Minglan nodded in fright, “Miss, don’t worry, from today onwards, I will be a gourd with a sawed mouth, and I will never jump out a word.”

Guan Suyi then let her go down to rest, and he took out a few volumes of scripture and flipped through it. At noon, someone secretly took her down the mountain and brought her into the imperial city. First, he bathed and burned incense in the side hall of Weiyang Palace, and then changed to Suyi. Sacrifice clothing, and then follow the secret path to the Buddhist hall.

Emperor Sheng Yuan had already waited here, his hair draped behind him with wet hair, and he had obviously bathed in incense. He pointed to the futon next to him, and said quietly, “You don’t need to stick to etiquette in front of me, just sit when you come, and then start chanting, as long as the heart is sincere enough.”

Guan Suyi, who was about to kneel down and salute, straightened up in good manner and sat next to him.

Emperor Sheng Yuan glanced at her up and down, and finally handed over a string of Buddha beads carved in red sandalwood, “Give it to you, take it.”

Guan Suyi didn’t dare to refuse, and quickly picked it up. Seeing that there was a string of exactly the same on his wrist, each of the beads was polished and shiny, so he often wears it, so he warned himself not to let outsiders look at it, so as not to cause trouble. . The two knelt side by side and recited the scriptures sincerely. About an hour later, Emperor Sheng Yuan left quietly and went to the Imperial Study Room to handle government affairs.

Nowadays, there are frequent chaos in the Wei state. He wants to stabilize the country and the mountains, he has to devote himself to it, and it is really not easy to take an hour every day to recite the scriptures.

Guan Suyi, who worked on behalf of the emperor, dared not slacken his efforts. After reciting the scriptures sincerely, he went to Weiyang Palace to bid farewell. If the Emperor Shengyuan was free, he would invite her in and talk for a while, and if he had no time, he would send her away. He never forgot to give her a brocade box, which contained either some precious medicinal materials or a few books, all of her. The most needed and favorite thing.

Gradually, Guan Suyi has dispelled his fear of Jinhe, and has become more calm when facing the emperor. The ninety-nine and eighty-one days seemed to have passed in the blink of an eye, burning the sacrificial text written to the first queen mother to ashes, taking off the heavy and grand sacrificial clothing, and Guan Suyi went to Weiyang Palace to bid farewell. It just happened that the emperor was summoning courtiers, and she was not free, so she only worshiped three times before turning back quietly.

During the few months of living in the Guoyin Temple, she lived quietly and contentedly, without welcoming and sending off and intrigues; don’t worry about this, bear with that, except for reading the scriptures for two hours a day, she can do whatever she wants the rest of the time. What to do. Reading and writing in free time; occasionally go home to visit my grandfather and chat with him about the current situation; on a whim, he can also go hiking and enjoy the scenery, life is happier than ever.

On the day she came out of the palace, she thought that she would be relieved, but she didn’t expect it to be empty, as if there was a missing piece. She really wished that she would pass by like this for the rest of her life and never have to go back to Lao Shizi’s Zhenbeihou Mansion. The Emperor Sheng Yuan, who had finally been able to send his courtiers away, had lost his way and sat quietly in the Buddhist hall until midnight.

He has ascertained his life experience and has slept very peacefully over the past few months, but somehow he couldn’t close his eyes anyhow today. He squinted for a while until the early hours of the morning, and then woke up in a nightmare. What happened in the dream? He opened his eyes and forgot. He only vaguely heard a soft voice chanting scriptures going further and further away, disappearing into the sky, making him unable to catch it, or keep it.

He was very upset in his heart, and in the next few days he could not eat well and couldn’t fall asleep, and he killed several corrupt officials one after another, and only then was a little calmer.

Zhao Luli was also anxious with him. He regretted it as soon as he left the palace that day. Although it was important to quell the chaos, it was not so urgent that there was no time to send his wife home in person. Just because the emperor pulled out that tragic past, he was confused and confused and left, and instead threw his wife to the sinister and vicious Ye Zhen. If the wife made any mistakes, he would regret it forever.

During the march, he sent someone to inquire about his wife and learned that she had left the palace safely and with a generous reward. Not only was he not stable, but he was even more anxious. What kind of person Ye Zhen is he still wondering? She only had herself and her interests in her heart, and she had no warmth at all.

In the last life, in order to escape from the Hou Mansion, and fear to live a hard life outside, she actually spurned Zhao Wangshu to do business with Hu Ren, earning a lot of gold and silver in a short time, and buying several manors, but she also sent Zhao Wangshu into it. Death row, the charge is collaborating with the enemy and traitorous country. If it weren’t for the old man to talk about the old feelings and say something for Zhao Wangshu, it would never be as light as a sentence of exile.

She doesn’t even care about the life and death of her children, so how can she uphold her wife and suppress Ye Fan in order to ensure their status? Those rewards could never have been given by her, but rather like Huo Shengzhe’s handwriting. He looks rough and clumsy on appearance. Once he likes someone, he is sure to be careful and considerate for that person. He can’t wait to pave every brick under her feet so that she can walk more smoothly and comfortably.

In just a few months, the Guan family moved from the dilapidated thatched hut to the Sanjin mansion. The head of the Taiyuan Hospital checked the pulse of the old man every seven days. The precious medicinal materials were generally used for eating. These rewards were almost delivered to the wife’s heart. Zhao Luli, who only recognizes the Ye family, ignores the Guan family. When he meets the Zhong family to borrow money, he shook his head and sighed with a smile, “Come to hit the autumn wind again.”

Comparing the two, you can see each other immediately. If Madam really met Huo Shengzhe and got his care, who would her heart be toward?

Zhao Luli didn’t dare to think about this question deeply. At the moment of rebirth, the most important thing he should do is not to please his wife and ask her for her life, but to solve her distress. However, in his previous life, he had become accustomed to not treating Guan’s family as Yue’s family. Later, Heli had no chance to visit the door, and he naturally ignored their situation in this life.

After all, he was not careful enough, not sincere enough, and ultimately fell short of Huo Shengzhe. He felt very tormented in his heart, lest he missed the chance to save again this time, but didn’t dare to mess up the errand in his hand, so he could only restrain himself.