Why we meet so late - Chapter 752

Huining’s words can’t be understood any more. If I don’t understand them, I’m really stupid, and I don’t deserve to be a lobbyist.

But my heart is still full of a faint sadness. It seems that there should be another sheath between Shunbo and Huining. Is that the perfect? This… Is also perfect. I drank all the tea in my cup.

Huining has no intention of retaining me. I really need to go.

“Goodbye, master.” I bowed to her to show my respect. She seems to be meditating. This is a daily required course for a promising gaoni. It’s not careless.

I can’t disturb her. I can’t disturb her cleaning.

I walked out slowly and left the nunnery. Down the stone steps one by one, I soon came to the foot of the hill. I saw that group of self combing women in their old age again. They may have finished eating, hand in hand, sitting on the cane chair in the sun. Although they are so old, they have good eyesight. They saw me from a distance, grinning and waving to me.

In my heart, there are many unspeakable feelings. Driving, I want to go back to Taolin, but Lawson is not in at the moment. Well, go straight to the old house. Shun Bo is still waiting for my news.

Sure enough, when I parked in front of the old house, Shun Bo was waiting for me at the door. The expression on his face is very complicated. There was desire, waiting, anxiety, tension… I avoided Shunbo’s eyes, walked up to him and said softly, “Shunbo, I’ve met master Huining. She’s fine

Shun Bo nodded gently.

But I know that’s not what Shunbo wants to hear.

I sighed, truthfully told him: “clove said, the past is in the past, she has put it down. She said, it’s you that can’t let go, not her. She’s no longer in the way. If you go to the mountain, don’t leave as soon as you put down the rice noodles. In fact, master Huining may be waiting for you. After all, you are old friends. ”

My words surprised Shunbo. He stood there like a dead stump. After a long time, he laughed bitterly and shook his head: “I understand. I’m an old fool. I am the one who has been confused, not her… ”

“Shun Bo, you can visit Hui Ning at any time. I’ll take you as long as you like. ”

“No, please. I’m still the same as before. It’s better to walk on two feet. ”

“But…”

“If I’m still healthy, I’ll take exercise. Besides, those rice noodles are not heavy. I can do it. ”

After returning to Taolin, luoweisen has come back. He is a man of purpose. He has finished his dinner and came out of the kitchen. All he cooked were vegetarian dishes without any meat. I had a look. On the table are fried mushrooms with green vegetables, bean curd, taro with cabbage, bean and garlic sprouts, which are very delicious.

“Where’s my mother and Taobao?”

“I went to the cinema.”

“Going to the movies?”

Luoweisen left me: “yes, Taobao, like you, loves to watch movies. When he arrives at the cinema, he is like an adult, quiet and steady, thinking while watching.”

“I’m afraid it’s keeping her up.”

“No. My mother-in-law has a sense of propriety. ”

I once suggested that Luo Weisen should install a home theater in Taolin, but Luo Weisen said no, it’s more atmosphere to watch in the cinema. My mom and Taobao must have dined out after watching the movie.

At home, with me and Lawson.

He helped me with the meal: “today, how are you?”

“All right.”

“Oh.”

“Master Huining has already got daogaoni. She invited me to a fast meal, let me appreciate the pain of life, and let me understand the simplicity of life. In a word, she and Shunbo can’t go back to the past. I think Shun Bo knows this in his heart. But he just couldn’t let it go. It seems that men are more stubborn than women when it comes to feelings. ”

“Well, that’s good.”

“I have told Shun Bo that he will visit Hui Ning soon.”

“Song Yao, you have done a good thing. Shun Bo should be free, too. ”

I laughed. My heart suddenly admired the hill where Huining lived and the nunnery where she practiced. In the world of mortals, it’s not a pleasure to be able to stay in a quiet place and recite sutras? Huining’s smile is really satisfied and peaceful.

I sighed: “we are all laymen, stupid people. We live stupid and stupid. It’s Dingxiang, master Huining. It’s hard to see through all this. ”

“Song Yao, if you want, you can take Taolin as your place of practice. Before, didn’t you say that this is also your paradise? ”

I was stunned, and then shook my head: “no, Taolin is Taolin, not other places.”

“What? Is the idea different from before? ”

“Taolin has always been my paradise. Before, now. But Taolin is not an nunnery. I’m not Huining. She chose the road of becoming a monk, which is the cultivation of a lifetime. This is not what I want. I don’t want to. Envy is envy. But I don’t want to live like this. Drink you have no hatred, some, just full of love. Besides, I have children. I can’t reach the height of Huining. I’m willing to be a layman. When layman, can have love, have you, have our family

“I’m very moved that you said that.”

Lawson stood up and hugged me.

“Song Yao, we are common people. What we want is common people’s love. I don’t care if people have a past life or not, what I want is happiness in this life. ”

This guy is really intoxicated when he talks about love. I think he was influenced by Lear. Lear came back from a business trip and held a bunch of roses. He could talk to Xie Ying for hours without stopping. Lawson was more or less influenced by him. These men, usually also behind our party, open mouth, certainly can not do without talking about women.

I pinched his ear: “well, I always know that you are an infatuated man.”

This meal, we eat very happy.

The next day, in order not to let Shun Bo stagger on foot, I decided to take him by car, at least to the foot of the mountain. He thought about it and agreed. I asked Shun Bo what he had prepared for master Hui Ning?

He was embarrassed to smile: “for decades, I have sent some local products.”

“Local goods? What is it? ”

“Granny sun, as you know, they’re just things from my hometown that can’t be put on the table.”

Yes, it’s not on the table, but Huining loves to eat. I found that Shun Bo had a basket beside him. Shunbo not only delivers rice and noodles, but also some food. His basket also contains some green leaves. I look down and see, isn’t this… Minwu? Shun Bo also planted the old house with rice? Why didn’t I find out before? Suddenly a Zheng.

Minwu is Huining’s favorite weed. Shun Bo also remembers.

He planted, picked and washed the minwu with his own hands, and gave it to master Huining. She must be happy.

Ah… Nature makes people, nature makes people

I drove to the foot of the mountain and helped Shun Bo take out his things bit by bit“ Can we have stone steps? ”

“Yes, thank you.” He bowed respectfully to me again.

“Shall I help you?” I said once born, twice cooked.

“No. I don’t know how many back and forth I’ve walked on the stone steps here. ”

Oh, yeah.

I watched Shun Bo carry the basket on his back and walk up the steps. The oleander growing by the stone steps soon covered his figure. At that moment, I suddenly want to cry. For Shunbo’s waiting, for Huining’s forgiveness.

My nose is sour.

I sent Shun bo here, and naturally I had to take him back. For this reason, I would like to climb at the foot of the mountain all day. The air at the foot of the mountain is also very fresh, so I put my hand in my trouser pocket and walk back and forth. From time to time, villagers with baskets were passing by. They were going to the market to sell mountain products at a nearby farmers’ market. In the bamboo baskets of the villagers, there are nothing but bamboo shoots, mushrooms, fungus, golden needle, wild vegetables and so on, but they are fresh. City people will love it.

I’ll make way for them. If you have a lot of words, just ask me if I come to the temple to offer incense? I just nodded.

Wandering in the mountains, I really don’t feel how fast life goes.

It didn’t seem long before my cell phone rang. I thought it was Lawson. I wanted to answer it, but when I saw the number, it was not. It was Shunbo’s.

“Shun Bo, what’s the matter?” He didn’t go down the mountain all the time. It can be seen that he did meet Huining. They have already chatted with each other. But this conversation is endless. We have to make up all the things we wanted to say but didn’t say before. I think, just one day and one night, that is endless.

“Granny sun, I’m so sorry that you are alone at the foot of the mountain. Master Huining asked you to go up and have dinner together. Now it’s dinner time. ”

Is it? It’s noon so soon? Looking at the time of mobile phone, it is already 11:30 at noon.

Ha ha… Shun Bo, just like me, no longer obstinately called the name Dingxiang. He changed his name and also called master Huining with a group of lay people. It’s a change in his emotions. However, it sounds sad.

“Well, I’ll go up.” In the temple, in front of Huining, it is not appropriate to be polite.

Shun Bo was very happy: “grandma sun, I’ll pick you up.”

“No, it’s just a little path. I’ve walked by. I like walking very much. You don’t have to work hard. ”

I walked easily to the door of the nunnery. The door is already open. A pretty little nun with glasses told me that master had a fast meal in the Zen room, and I just went to the Zen room.

I know Master Huining’s meditation room. In the corridor, through the wooden window, I saw Huining and Shunbo sitting at the table. Huining’s eyes are very calm, but Shunbo’s eyes are still slightly wet.

Is this the right time for me to go in?

But Huining has seen me.