Why we meet so late - Chapter 759

He was sarcastic, but he didn’t mean to let me go at all.

“I’m a virgin, sir. You’ve got the wrong person.”

He paused: “don’t do it again. If you don’t do anything, I believe my uncle won’t give you a cent! ” His breathing became rapid again, and he pressed his head against my chest. I was almost suffocated. Men are rude. The mobile phone in my bag sounded strange at this time. I know. There was no power.

Dad, I’m in danger. Come here and help me!

In the chaos, my body has been completely clamped by him, completely unable to move. The man was wet through. He seems to be sober. Because, when I cried pain, he seemed to grunt, saying sorry to me. I heard you right. It’s really my first time. The first time is not disguised. My whole body arched up in pain. The first time, the first time I was taken away!

He was a lot more gentle, his face on my shoulder, a little incredible feeling. I thought he was going to stop and let me go. I decided to take a heavy loss. As long as he doesn’t force me any more, I’ll never say anything about this humiliating night! But I was wrong. He just took a break, but gently lifted my hair and stroked my face with one hand. His manner is not rude at all. My heart trembled more and more.

“Tell me, who are you… Who are you…”

I want to open my mouth. But he gave me a kiss. Oh, my God! This is my first kiss. I think, as seen on TV, kissing between men and women is just touching their lips. So this is kissing, tongue around the tongue, mouth sucking mouth. I, I’m really going to faint.

I can’t. I really can’t.

For the first time, I was in pain. I feel that my lower body is bleeding.

But the second time, under his touch, I felt a little fun, a little pleasure! I marvel at the change of my body. I feel like a concubine! I know nothing about this man, from his appearance to his name, but… I feel happy! It’s a sin that can’t be forgiven!

I tried not to make a sound.

But when he drove straight in again, I still couldn’t get through it and snorted. It was the voice that inspired him. He became brave again. He is like a soldier in ancient Rome and a knight in the spring and Autumn period. My body is his battlefield. In his territory, he gallops to his heart’s content. No, it shouldn’t be. It shouldn’t be at all! I am the injured and oppressed, he is the intruder and the criminal!

I, I still want to fight!

He fell asleep.

I tried to push and he didn’t respond. The room was quiet. I listened to the slight snoring from the man’s nose. Well, why don’t you just turn on the light and see what he looks like? I can’t know nothing, can I? I got up from the bed, fumbled to put on my clothes, and all kinds of complicated feelings welled up in my heart. Just when my hand touched the switch, I put it down again.

Forget it, even if you see what he looks like, so what?

It’s my weakness, it’s my cowardice. I don’t want to report him to the Public Security Bureau at dawn. This is a secret for me. Keep it in my heart forever.

Yes, he raped me, but later, I also clearly felt happy, the body from the soul shell reaction, very ecstatic. At that moment, I was sad. Maybe in college, I should fall in love. You don’t have to jump out of the thunder pool, but it’s OK to take a walk or something. Under the pressure of my father, I have never been in love. I don’t know what first love is. It was this man who inspired my body. I hated him, but now I’ve changed my mind.

I always boast of being a kind person. Maybe this man has something to hide? I always think that he won’t do this to me for no reason. There must be some reason I don’t know.

I sat beside the bed, neck, shoulders, chest… All have this man’s imprint. He sleeps heavily. I want to help the bed to stand up again, but unexpectedly, my hand was circled back by a strong arm, fell on the bed, and also fell in his arms. His chest is hot and full of male attraction.

I, I don’t know what kind of emotion it is. Anyway, it’s not licentious and frivolous. I buried my face in his chest inexplicably and suffered the caress of a strange opposite sex. I’ve always wanted to be loved. But since my mom left me, my dad never hugged me again. I long for warmth and hugs from others.

All along, I pretended to be careless on the outside, but in fact, I was a hedgehog on the inside. I long for others to get close to me, and I push away those who care about me. Of course, my mother often comes to school to see me. But every time, I will not give her a good look. She does care about me, and as I get older, there’s more and more sympathy in her care. The more expensive she bought me, the more I hated her.

Tonight, let me lean in his arms and feel a little warm. If it’s warm.

It’s strange that the man didn’t push me away, so he put his arms around my shoulder and fell asleep again. I don’t know why he had to encircle me and put me in his arms just now?

Maybe you know I’m a virgin and I’m upset? And then, sleep?

Anyway, if he sleeps, I’ll sleep for a while.

Life is like a play. It’s all about acting.

Man’s hand, touch I really can’t say comfortable. After that, if someone asks me, what do you think is the sexiest part of a man? I won’t say eyes, nose, chest, hips. I’ll say hands.

Several times, I want to sigh. But I’m afraid it will disturb him.

In such a short time, I have forgotten how he forced me to go to bed just now. That’s how forgetful it is. That’s it. I don’t have a long memory. That’s how I hate myself.

He smells good. A faint perfume. Light smell of sweat.

For a moment, I couldn’t help but jump out of bed and turn on the light again to see his appearance. But he let me go, turned over and faced the bed.

The cuddle is gone.

I’d better go while it’s dark. If I don’t come home all night, my dad will question me. And I’m not that good at lying.

Anyway, the clothes have been put on, and the bag is on the bedside table. Let’s go. Let’s go.