Wildfire - Chapter 125
Li Yanzhi has always been worried about Qi Man’s mental problems. She has migraines and a precedent of amnesia caused by mental confusion, so she is particularly afraid that Qi Man will be like her, but Qi Man is tougher than she thought. She takes Qi Man back to the ward. After Qi Man had no other symptoms, she should eat and drink. Except for depression, she was no different from a normal patient.
He just didn’t like to talk, and often looked out the window. It was a long, long time. The wreckage of the plane was also found after a week of snowfall. He Suyuan came to the hospital after he finished cooking. He stood in front of Qi Man as if looking at a stranger. Human, Qi Man is skinny and has a nutrient solution on her hands. She is in good spirits. When she saw He Suyuan, she recognized him and said hello: “Secretary He.”
Li Yanzhi, who was sitting on the side, was in no better condition than Qi Man, except that she had always been firm, and she didn’t let anyone see the difference, except for her slightly pale face and occasional frowning brows.
He Suyuan’s clothes are very loose. The straight suits on his body didn’t fit well and looked very funny. He heard Qi Man’s voice and thought for a few seconds, and said, “Qi Man, there are some words in the small letter for me to bring you.”
Qi Man’s expression moved slightly when she heard the words “Xiaoci”, her eyes lit up, as if the starlight came in, and she turned her head to look at He Suyuan, sat up and asked, “What–” before she said the words, she turned her head to look at He Suyuan. The voice choked, she swallowed fiercely, and whispered: “What’s the matter?”
He Suyuan lowered his eyes and spoke to Qi Man’s eyes: “She said, she knows what you are doing, she is willing to go with you, no matter what happens, you are her sister.”
The guilt in Qi Man’s heart deepened sharply, breeded, spread, and regret completely enveloped her. It was all her selfishness. If it wasn’t because she lied to get on the plane, if it wasn’t because she wanted to leave, why would it happen?
He Suyuan’s eyes flashed wisely, his voice was surprisingly gentle, and the expression when speaking to Qi Man seemed to be what he said. There was a kind of father’s tenderness. He sat next to Qi Man, bowed his head and said, “Qi Man, there are some things that cannot be avoided. It was destined to be good.”
If his small words were not on the plane, he believed that Tang Yun would have another way for them to choose, because of the evil he planted, Tang Yun had never thought about letting them live well.
He is not only Tang Yun’s accomplice in dealing with the Li family, but also the murderer of Heshi.
Qi Man twisted the sheets with both hands, and all the muscles and veins from the back of the hand to the arm were highlighted. She was thin and could not see the previous style, and she was different from the previous Qi Man.
The door of the ward was knocked, and a man in uniform looked inside He Suyuan. He Suyuan stood up. He took a deep look at Qi Man and said, “Live well.”
Qi Man looked up at him, the light was dense, falling on his shoulders, passing through layers of halo, the sound in his ears was suddenly far and near, it seemed that he was talking, and it seemed that it was He Suyuan, their voices converged and floated. Shen Shen, He Suyuan’s voice hit her eardrum through the layers of fog: “Qi Man, Dai Xiaoci, live well, you can only live better, and Xiaoci’s departure will make sense.”
“You are all people who can sacrifice for each other. She will not hate you, but if you continue to be depressed, she will be very sad.”
If you continue to be depressed, she will be very sad.
Qi Man twisted the sheet with his hands hard, and then hard, the whole body was tight, his face turned pale, Li Yanzhi sat on the edge of her bed, supported her shoulders with both hands, and called out: “Manman! Manman!”
The weight of the palm of her hand was light and fluttering, Qi Man seemed to be a ray of ghost, she was held tightly by Li Yanzhi, her eyes lost focus until she saw her eyes clearly, Li Yanzhi watched her soberly hugged her and said everything Does not come out.
She couldn’t say comfort, or persuasion. She couldn’t even say a word about me, and she couldn’t say to Qi Man.
If it weren’t for her, Qi Man wouldn’t have to experience this, and he would be very happy. In the final analysis, she brought it all.
The regret in Li Yanzhi’s heart turned overwhelming, and she slowly flooded her. She hugged Qi Man fiercely and buried her face on Qi Man’s shoulders. Her nose was sour and her eyes were burning, but she couldn’t shed a single tear.
She can’t cry, at least for now, she can’t.
Qi Man’s body was stiff. She raised her eyes to the door. He Suyuan left the direction, those words were in her ears, and she passed through her heart. She closed her eyes, and the corners of her eyes rolled into Li Yanzhi’s clothes, wetting her clothes, Li Yanzhi After a whole meal, he didn’t dare to move.
This week, Qi Man eats and drinks normally, and responds normally, but she does not cry or make trouble, just like a puppet. Now this puppet has mood swings. Li Yanzhi does not dare to disturb her, so she can only hug her tighter, Qi Man Like a child who realized that his favorite thing was missing, he lay on her shoulder and started crying quietly.
Those cries of blood, like cones of ice, pierced into the softest part of Li Yanzhi’s heart. Her hands trembled and her body trembled, but she gritted her teeth without making a sound. Ren Qiman cried louder and louder in her arms, and finally Howling and crying like a child.
“It’s okay.” Li Yanzhi hugged Qi Man and pressed her in his arms, ignoring her and waving casually. Qi Man’s inner emotions were relieved at this moment, and she broke down and kept crying, crying to the eyelids. High swelling, crying until his voice hoarsely said: “I hate you.”
Li Yanzhi didn’t dare to move, he still hugged her stiffly, and his voice was particularly hoarse: “I know.”
She knew that Qi Man hated her and why she tied the parachute to her that day, but if she had it again and asked her to choose between Qi Man and Qi Man, she would still choose Qi Man.
“I hate myself even more.” Qi Man whimpered, “I am useless, but I am useless.”
“It’s not your fault.” Li Yanzhi hugged her, fiddled with her hair, and said with scarlet eyes: “Qi Man, this is not your fault, let alone the fault of any words. Let us not take the fault of others on our backs. For us, this is not fair to us, Xiaoci is gone, you should live better, if you want to live to those people, you have to let them know that you can’t be defeated!”
“I can’t defeat it.” Qi Man nodded, and muttered nervously: “Yes, I can’t be defeated. I want to live better. I want to give Xiaodi and live a good life.”
Li Yanzhi didn’t dare to act too hastily. Qi Man’s current symptoms are not good at all. There are even worse signs. She did not dare to be disturbed and could only agree with: “Yes, you can’t defeat it. My family Manman is the most powerful. .”
Qi Man nodded: “Yeah.”
She was put down by Li Yanzhi, lying on the bed, Qi Man cried a little tired, and the nutrient solution continued to hang. The white, thick and greasy liquid slowly entered her body. Qi Man stared at the tube, and was not affected for a while. Li Yanzhi coaxed to fall asleep.
Li Yanzhi immediately went to the doctor.
“Emotional fluctuations are not a good thing.” The doctor looked down at the medical record: “It is still recommended to see a psychiatrist.”
Li Yanzhi did not hesitate: “Can I be transferred now?”
The doctor looked up: “Where to go?”
“Back to Haicheng.” Li Yanzhi went on strike for too long, and the company was in a mess. She couldn’t stay here, and Qi Man was alone here. She was very worried and could only take it back.
“It can be.” The doctor said, “Try to keep her from touching things in the past, so as not to get overwhelmed.”
Li Yanzhi nodded slightly, and the doctor ordered a generalist to leave. That night they packed up and returned to Haicheng. Lou Ya came here to pick up people. After getting in the car, Qi Man stayed asleep. Li Yanzhi took care of her like taking care of Yi. The broken porcelain doll, for fear that she would accidentally bump into it, Lou Ya took the co-pilot to report the company’s situation, and Li Yan replied from time to time.
“The company’s affairs are temporarily handled by Vice President Li, and my wife has also gone to the company to help.”
Li Yun said that she was going to the company to help, but she actually looked at Li Sui, fearing that she would do anything excessive, but she didn’t know anything about the company’s affairs. Lou Ya could explain many things to understand, but perhaps it was because she was afraid of her, and Li Sui also Didn’t really do anything, just temporarily controlled the company.
“Are you going back to the company directly?” Lou Ya asked, and Li Yanzhi thought for a few seconds: “Go to the hospital first.”
Settling Qi Man down, Lou Ya nodded, “Okay.”
Li Yanzhi said again, “Where is my aunt?”
Lou Ya looked at the watch: “It should be still in the company now.”
“Let her come to the hospital.”
Lou Ya responded: “Understood.”
When Li Yanzhi arrived at the hospital, Li Yun also arrived. She was anxious: “How is Manman? How is it?”
Just after speaking, she saw Qi Man coming out of the examination room. She was stunned. Qi Man was as thin as paper, with no blood on her face, pale lips, dry eyes, lack of energy, and lifelessness. She Without saying the rest, he turned to look at Li Yanzhi: “What are you going to do now?”
“When the inspection here is over, I want to take her home.” After Li Yanzhi finished speaking, Li Yun was slightly surprised: “She can go home now?”
“Not yet.” Qi Man’s body hasn’t fully recovered, especially the wounds. She didn’t get a good rest. He recovered very slowly from the incision. She still occasionally oozes blood, but she will only become more and more lifeless when she stays in the hospital. The clean place is like a beast. After a long time, it will swallow Qi Man completely, so she wants to take Qi Man back.
“It’s okay to go back.” Li Yun nodded: “Go back and I will take care of her.”
Li Yanzhi did not refuse. During this time, she was also exhausted and her headaches became more and more serious. Sometimes the pain could not be relieved overnight, and the dose of medicine was increased. She asked Li Yun to accompany Qi Man to the ward first and go to Chu Yu by herself. .
Chu Yu didn’t say anything. Everyone knew about the accident in her plane. They also called in frequently this week, so he knew exactly what Li Yanzhi’s symptoms were. He took Li Yanzhi for an examination and said, “It’s best. Let’s rest, your current state is already strong.”
“How long can I last?” She knows Li Yanzhi’s body better than anyone else, but Tang Yun didn’t catch it, so she didn’t dare to rest.
“I can’t guarantee.” Chu Yu said: “I am on the advice of a doctor, so you’d better rest.”
Li Yanzhi didn’t say a word, turned his head to let Chu Yu prescribe the medicine, and sighed softly behind him, Chu Yu gave her a double dose of medicine and asked her to take it away.
The group returned from the hospital to the villa. Li Yanzhi hugged Qi Man and got out of the car. Li Yun opened the door and immediately rushed out a white dumpling, meowing twice, as he approached Qi Man. It paused, grinning, all the hair exploded, and Li Yanzhi shouted, “Knowledge.”
Knowing this was the time when he walked to her carefully on the catwalk. After taking a closer look at Qi Man, it leaned to Qi Man’s side and smelled the smell. It was all the smell of disinfectant. It meowed and just wanted to jump away. Qi Man shouted: “Zhi know?”
Zhizhi jumped for a while, turned his head, shaking the tip of his ears, and it rushed towards Qi Man: “Meow.”
As if saying, you shout again.
Qi Man met its big round eyes and shouted, “Knowledge.”
Zhizhi heard her voice, rushed into her arms with a meow, rolled on her chest, and looked up and kept meowing, as if reproaching her for not coming back for so long after going out, new and old hatred, It keeps meowing like an abandoned person. It keeps crying in the living room, but it is not annoying, adding some smoke and fire.
Qi Man held Zhizhi in her arms and looked at it, her eyes seemed to look at others through it, and she smiled softly: “Zhizhi.”
Zhizhi raised his head and rubbed Qi Man’s chin, sticking out the tip of his tongue to lick her chin from time to time, and itchy, Qi Man finally had a different expression on his face.
Li Yanzhi and Li Yun looked at each other and breathed a sigh of relief.
In the evening, they rarely sat together and had a good meal. Qi Man drank a lot of soup and had to go to the toilet before going to bed. Li Yanzhi helped her sit on the toilet, knowing that he squatted next to him, and the bathroom light was warm and yellow. Man said: “You go out.”
Li Yanzhi stood at the door, and his voice was not light or heavy: “I’ll be waiting for you here.”
Qi Man tilted his head to look at her slender back. He didn’t say anything. After going to the toilet, Li Yanzhi helped her wash her hands, feet and cheeks. She still couldn’t take a bath, so Li Yanzhi helped her simply wipe her chest with the towel covered. Qi Man’s body, warmth penetrated through the pores, Qi Man lowered her head and saw Li Yanzhi busy, she felt a little distressed: “Well, are you tired?”
Li Yanzhi squatted beside her, her hair was slightly messy when she raised her head, her forehead bangs were very long, covering her eyebrows, she used to be clean and spotless everywhere, but now she squatted here to wash her feet, Qi Man was uncomfortable Li Yanzhi said, “I’m not tired.”
“Don’t cry.” She still didn’t talk much, but she was very powerful. Li Yanzhi got up and was as high as Qi Man. She leaned in front of Qi Man, pressed her forehead against Qi Man’s, and said softly, “It’s not yet. When crying.”
“Wait for me again.”
Qi Man asked: “Waiting for?”
Li Yanzhi gritted his teeth: “Wait until I get Tang Yun.”
Qi Man breathed slightly, those swelling soreness turned into courage, she nodded and said in a low voice: “Okay.”
Li Yanzhi put Zhizhi in her arms, and continued to help her soak her feet with gentle movements. After leaving the bathroom, Qi Man said that she wanted to eat more. Li Yanzhi knew she wanted to get better soon, but she couldn’t. Overeating, so she refused Qi Man’s request and forced her to go to bed.
They all slept on the same bed in the hospital this week. She did not dare to let Qi Man sleep alone. She was always afraid that Qi Man would do something stupid after she fell asleep, so she kept sleeping with Qi Man and now she is back. Qi Man’s spirit was obviously much better, so she just stood by the bed and didn’t go to bed.
Knowing that he was jumping by the bed, jumping back and forth, it was obviously very happy tonight, it has been sticking to Qi Man, like a pleasing little padded jacket, Qi Man’s moodless face can’t help but add a warm smile, look. His eyes were surprisingly gentle, and he kept touching his head. Upon seeing it, Li Yanzhi said: “You go to sleep first.”
After she finished, she tucked the quilt for Qi Man and sat on the side of the bed. Qi Man hugged Zhizhi and turned her side, without replying.
There were walking footsteps outside the room, Li Yanzhi saw it sideways, and said to Qi Man after thinking about it, “I’m going out first, good night.”
As soon as she got up, her hand was gently held by someone. Li Yanzhi lowered his eyes and saw Qi Man holding her finger. The finger was white and thin, with distinct joints and bulging tendons on the back of his hand. Li Yanzhi bowed his head and shouted, “Man vine.”
“I’ll be back when I’m done.” Qi Man said, “I’ll wait for you to sleep together.”
There was a pain in Li Yanzhi’s throat, she calmed down and nodded: “Okay.”
She walked out of the room and didn’t forget to bring the door. Li Yun was pacing outside. Seeing Li Yanzhi came out and asked, “Asleep?”
“Not yet.” Li Yanzhi thought of Qi Man whose mood had changed a little, and her mood eased a lot. She said to Li Yun, “What’s the matter?”
“What else?” Li Yun said: “Just the recording pen.”
The recording pen was sent to her by Tang Yun in advance. After receiving it, she always wanted to open it to see what was recorded, but Li Yanzhi was not allowed to open it, so she kept it with her. Now Li Yanzhi is back. Now, she wondered what was inside.
Now, she still has a sense of unreality. She has been acquainted with Tang Yun in the past few years. If you think about it, it seems that she has been really acquainted with Tang Yun four or five years ago. Relationship, so she was completely unsuspecting Tang Yun, and never thought that these things in the Li family would have something to do with her.
“What the **** is it?” Li Yun puzzled: “This Tang Yun is so frantic? If you tell me the truth, why is it?”
Li Yanzhi looked at Li Yun and knew that He Suyuan’s incident hadn’t come out yet. She wasn’t sure if it would come out. If it did, it would be a stormy sea again. If it didn’t come out, Li Yun would never know. The truth is out.
She looked at Li Yun deeply and shouted, “Auntie.”
Li Yun’s eyes were divine: “Don’t try to fool me, tell the truth.”
Li Yanzhi leaned on the sofa. She and Li Yun talked about patents. Li Yun affirmed: “Impossible!”
“Your parents are definitely not such a person!”
Li Yanzhi didn’t believe it either, but all the information she later found showed that He Suyuan did not lie, and He Suyuan still retains the evidence to this day, and there is no reason to lie. Li Yun was lost and she shook her head: “Impossible, I don’t believe… …”
She was just a few words back and forth, her expression in a daze, Li Yanzhi didn’t want her to become the second Qi Man, and her voice raised slightly: “Auntie.”
Li Yun turned to look at her, Li Yanzhi walked to her and hugged her, and said softly, “Auntie, don’t think about it.”
“Your mother…” Li Yun wanted to refute, and she suddenly thought that Li Yanzhi asked how Rong Tian got up not long ago. She recalled that it was because of the patent for unmanned driving that she stood out.
She was silent for a long time without speaking.
The living room was quiet, the clock ticked by slowly, Li Yanzhi patted her on the back, and turned off the subject: “Where is the recorder?”
Li Yun was still lost, she numbly returned to the room and took out the package and handed it to Li Yanzhi. Li Yanzhi turned around and was about to leave. Li Yun grabbed her: “Listen together.”
Li Yanzhi cried out uneasy: “Auntie?”
“I’m not that fragile either.” Knowing the cause and effect, Li Yun’s heart is extremely complicated. She doesn’t know how to describe her current mood. There are thousands of spices and all kinds of flavors. Li Yanzhi sees that she insists and said: ” Then let’s go to the study.”
Two slender figures entered the study.
Li Yanzhi turned on the recording pen. It was Tang Yun’s voice. She shouted, “Li Sui.”
Li Yanzhi shook her hand and pressed the recording to pause. She turned her head and looked at Li Yun puzzledly. The two of them had a faint puzzling eye. Li Yun said, “Keep listening.”
Press the recorder again to start, the thorns and pulls the electric current sounded, Li Yanzhi heard Tang Yun’s cold voice sounded: “Li Sui, I guess you haven’t forgotten your husband’s cheating? What a good person, that’s it. I’m stuck with others…”
Li Yanzhi seemed to understand something. She looked down at the recorder in silence, listening to the people inside as if swallowing a knife, taking a mouthful, disturbing her, and Li Yun’s face was completely black.
The recording was very long. It was two hours after Li Yanzhi finished listening. The latter was secretly recorded, which was very unclear, but Li Yanzhi could clearly hear his own voice, immature, and Li Sui.
Li Yun gritted his teeth and stood up: “Despicable! Shameless! Indecent! Inferior——”
She couldn’t speak any swear words. The last recording poked at the deepest emotion in her heart. Li Yun’s blood pressure soared. She stepped back two steps and fell on the sofa. Li Yanzhi looked at her worriedly: “Aunt?”
“I’m okay.” Li Yun waved his hand: “It’s in vain that I thought I had seen all kinds of human nature in my life, because I underestimated the evil of people.”
Li Yanzhi held her hand with warm palms: “Auntie, it’s not that we underestimate the evil of human nature, we just don’t have the experience of dealing with animals.”
Li Yun was startled: “Say it.”
“Auntie, I will catch her with my own hands.”
Li Yun’s nose was sore, and her eyes were reddish, and she nodded.
The lamp in the study was on until midnight, and Li Yanzhi sent Li Yun back to his room. He thought Qi Man was already asleep. As soon as he raised his eyes, he saw that she was looking at Zhizhi. One person and one cat lying on the bed, Zhizhi wagging his tail, Qi Man Li Yanzhi walked over and asked her, “Why haven’t you slept yet?”
Qi Man raised his eyes, his eyes were dim and empty. Li Yanzhi walked over to sit by her bed and asked again: “Why haven’t you slept yet?”
“Can’t sleep.” Qi Man saw and knew: “Look at how cute its eyes are.”
Zhizhi was complimented with a meow, and he approached Qi Man, begging to be touched, Qi Man smiled softly and put his hand on top of Zhizhi’s head. The soft hair swept across her palm, which looked like human hair.
Li Yanzhi pulled Qi Man’s hand over her palm. She put Zhizhi on her feet, lay down beside Qi Man, pulled her into her arms, and lowered her head to kiss Qi Man on the top of her hair.
Qi Man didn’t move for a long time, so she let her hold it.
The room is quiet, with only one bedside lamp, the light is warm and yellow, and the two people in the quilt hold each other for warmth. Qi Man’s hands are cold all the year round. Now he is held in his hand by Li Yanzhi, and it will be warm after a while. Watching the two cuddling together at the bedside, occasionally yelled: “Meow.”
After a long time, Li Yanzhi said, “I was chatting with my aunt just now.”
Qi Man stared at him, but did not return to his senses, Li Yanzhi called: “Man Man?”
“Huh?” Qi Man raised his eyes to look at Li Yanzhi. She was a lot thinner, with clear facial lines, clear facial features, obvious contours, and the roots of the mountains were quite deep. Li Yanzhi lowered her head and explained patiently: “I was just talking to him. Aunty chatting, do you want to know what to talk about?”
Qi Man was in a daze: “What are you talking about?”
“Talk about you.” Li Yanzhi’s tone was natural, adding warmth and softness in such a quiet atmosphere, Qi Man raised his eyebrows: “Talk about me?”
“Yes, let’s talk about you.” Li Yanzhi bowed his head and kissed Qi Man, gently touched and let go, but his hands were still around Qi Man’s shoulders. She said: “We are talking about when you can go to work.”
“Go to work?” Qi Man gradually recovered from chaos, Zhizhi meowed, she looked over, but Li Yanzhi stretched out his hand to block her sight and blindfolded her.
Qi Man’s world is dark, she can only hear the heartbeat in her ears, pounding, regular and powerful, the tip of the nose is a familiar fragrance, shallow, not strong, when she can’t see, her sense of hearing and smell will be amplified a hundred times , She immediately distinguished who was holding her, it was Li Yanzhi.
Li Yanzhi is still saying: “Man Man, do you remember what I said to you before?”
Qi Man closed his eyes, listening to her heartbeat echoing in his ears: “What are you talking about?”
“If I leave Rongtian, I will find you.” Li Yanzhi spoke slowly, like a lover’s murmur. Some memories were drawn out by her voice. Qi Man thought of these jokes, and she nodded: “Yeah. ,I remember.”
Li Yanzhi laughed, mixed with bitterness, she said: “Then you have to be prepared.”
Qi Man’s expression moved slightly, Li Yanzhi could feel her eyelashes running across her palms, like feathers stroked, shaking up, she put down her hand, Qi Man opened her eyes and met her clear eyes, Li Yanzhi raised his lips: ” Hurry up, hurry up, let’s go to Yanxing together, and you will be the boss.”
Is she the boss? Qi Man was startled: “What about you?”
Li Yanzhi hadn’t seen a change in Qi Man’s face for a long, long time. She was still so obviously astonished. She throbbed for a while, lowered her head and kissed the corner of Qi Man’s lips, and said softly, “I’ll be the boss’s wife.”