Willing To Be a Minister For the Princess Dress - Chapter 29
“I remember that I often had nightmares at that time, the elder sister would hug me, coax me, and tell me many stories of great heroes…”
Zhao Qin was also brought to her memory by her, “At that time you often woke up from crying, and asked what you dreamed of, but you refused to say it. Every time I said that the hero would protect you in the dream, then you would go to sleep.”
Shen Fu turned over, looked at Zhao Qin, and said, “Sister, do you know? In fact, at that time, I could not sleep because you told the story of the great hero, but because you were by my side, I was not afraid. .”
“So you come to sleep next to me every night, do you consider me a protector?” Zhao Qin pretended to be angry.
“Yes, Senior Sister is my protector.” Shen Fu leaned her head on Senior Sister’s shoulder, and she smiled, “Senior Sister used to protect me, now it’s time for me to protect you.”
Zhao Qin knew that she was talking about the things that went well.
The ups and downs gave her a kind of gratification of having a young girl in my family, and some inexplicable loss.
“Who wants you to protect… you are still a little girl, whoever can be protected, just protect yourself.”
This time, Ups and Downs did a good job.
If it weren’t for her and Chu Baige, risking a fatal risk, finding a place where you wished and found that valley, such a large amount of poppy/poppy planted would not know how much impact and damage it would cause Zhao Guo.
But Zhao Qin is essentially a very selfish person.
She supported her younger brother and aimed at the family. Compared with the so-called for the people of Li people, she did not want to be a puppet in the hands of the family, and wanted to have real freedom. It is too great and glorious for the sake of the world. Zhao Qin prides herself on it. Not worthy of such words, at best, she happened to complete certain things at the same time when she achieved her goal.
If compared with ups and downs, other things are nothing.
This is the child she raised by herself. This is the product of her passion for decades. It cannot tolerate the slightest damage, nor is it allowed to be tainted by others. From beginning to end, this person must be hers.
So even though she was very pleased in her heart, she still had to say something cruel.
How can Shenfu not know the mind of the senior sister.
“I know that Sister loves me, spoils me, and protects me. Since I was little, the one who loves me the most is Sister. The person who feels the most sad every time is the Sister, but Sister, A-Fu has grown up, and A-Fu is now an adult. …”
“So when I grow up, can I not listen to senior sister’s words?”
“If I listen to Senior Sister, when can I climb into Senior Sister’s bed…”
Ups and downs muttered, Zhao Qin blushed instantly.
She continued, as if she didn’t say anything, “I didn’t listen to what the senior sister said. I just wanted to tell the senior sister that I already have the ability to protect myself. The child is here to treat me, I know you want me to stay on the mountain, accept the protection of the Xiuchun knife, and do nothing, but sister, I can’t do it, I can’t know that you are facing many difficulties and obstacles, but I stood by with cold eyes, and I was also scared…”
“afraid of what?”
Zhao Qin couldn’t understand, what’s so scary about Ups and Downs.
“I’m afraid… the senior sister on Shenxian Mountain is my senior sister, but the senior sister who has left Shenxian Mountain is the eldest princess of Zhao Guo, the emperor’s sister. There are so many young talents looking up to you, admiring you, and me on the mountain. It’s unique, but under the mountain? I’m so afraid that one day you will forget me, forgot that there is a little sister on Shenxian Mountain…
“What I am even more afraid of is that if I did not face those difficulties with you and stepped through the thorns together, from beginning to end, I would be the naive and ignorant younger sister on the Shenxian Mountain. When you were a teenager, you would love me. When you’re in your twenties, you’ll like me, but when you’re older, there will be more people around me who are more innocent and prettier than me. What should I do…”
She can’t be the canary in that cage.
Waiting for the master’s teasing.
If you can’t fly out of the cage, you will never get true freedom.
This freedom not only refers to the physical, but also includes her love.
To be honest, Zhao Qin never thought so much.
Shenfu’s words made her heart twitch. She never thought that in places she couldn’t see, her Ah Fu thought about so many things, and more importantly, these things that Shenfu said… It’s totally unreasonable.
People are going to change.
No one dared to make up his mind to make sure he stays the same.
The two are separated for one year or two years, and perhaps the change is still acceptable.
If it is three years, five years?
From descending the mountain to finding her in the princess mansion, the two were separated only for more than a year or two.
If it hadn’t been for Shenfu to give her a preemptive strike, Zhao Qin actually didn’t know how to face her.
She has changed too much.
People in the court are scolding, Xiuchundao is a group of royal eagle dogs, lackeys, and executioners.
Where can the person holding this knife get clean?
What is the best means to be deterred?
It’s not about pulling a batch and hitting a batch, but killing.
Killing people heads rolling, killing people panic, killing people with fear, killing people with fear, killing people look down on her and dare not provoke her.
Everyone who kills will call her a lunatic in front and back, compare her to a butcher, femme fatale, and call her a poisonous woman.
For a while, Zhao Qin closed his eyes, feeling the smell of blood in his nose, and the screams echoed in his ears.
To put it bluntly, she is also a human being. Before taking over such a sharp tool as Xiuchundao, she was just a little clever girl.
She was able to sit and watch the prisoner being tortured without changing her face, not because of her cruel and cold nature, but because in front of outsiders, she was accustomed to being displeased and angry, even if the nausea had reached her throat, she had to forcefully Press it down and pretend that nothing happened.
She does not ask people to serve in close proximity, and she does not allow others to wait on her side when she sleeps. It is not because she likes to do it herself, but because she is afraid that the close maid heard her screaming when she dreamed back at midnight, and saw her panic face and forehead. Of cold sweat.
In these years, did Zhao Qin dare to say that what he did was absolutely justice?
She dare not.
Eliminating dissidents has never been a just process.
In politics, correctness is always relative, not absolute.
Her hands are full of blood, and what about ups and downs?
As long as she thinks of her innocent smile, Zhao Qin feels that she is not worthy of her.
During the most turbulent two years, Zhao Qin’s only consolation was the letters sent from Shenxian Mountain by Shenfu.
She often sits in the study room and looks at it all night. The first two days of the letter came when she had the worst temper, and the two days after the letter came, it was when she had the best temper.
At that time, she often thought about what kind of husband she wanted to find for Ups and Downs.
The family background is too high, especially the family, the rules are heavy, the status of the woman is not high, the family rules are greater than the national law, not to mention the majesty of her eldest princess, if Shenfu marries the children of the family, it is easy to be wronged, the key is to be bullied. , She hasn’t been able to help her out.
Those with too low family background will not work. Even those with low family background are educated and have little education, especially those with parents in the family. Nine out of ten are filial filial piety. They either put too much emphasis on money or not at all. She grew up spoiled and can’t say anything to such a person.
The children in the entire capital were picked by her, and she couldn’t find a person worthy of ups and downs.
Zhao Qin picked up the irritability.
At that time she didn’t know that this feeling of her own ups and downs was called possessiveness.
Just called…
like.
The feelings that were once innocent and flawless have long been degraded in the day and night getting along.
Zhao Qin didn’t know what to say to comfort the ups and downs.
I had to touch her hair lightly and said, “Afu, you are fine.”
Better than everyone in the world.
She is the one who is not good.
Shen Fu laughed at what she said, looking very happy.
“Senior Sister.”
“Um?”
“Can I kiss you?”
Not waiting for Zhao Qin’s refusal, Shen and Fu had already turned over and pressed on her.
Zhao Qin closed her eyes, feeling her face approaching, her breath sprayed on the tip of her nose, blending with her breath, and finally, a piece of softness was gently pressed against her lips.
This is the second kiss between them.
The first kiss was so anxious, so caught off guard, with a bit of punishment, and a bit of questioning.
That kiss was painful, painful, with blood and tears.
This kiss is extremely tender.
The tip of the tongue is gently twisted, and the breath merges with each other.
The two soft hearts seem to be closely attached to each other, and both can feel each other’s cherishment and affection.
The flowers are fragrant and the moon has yin…
The swing yard, the night is heavy.
…
Song Jiuzhen is a healer.
In Jianghu novels, genius doctors usually have their own tempers.
What three do not save, what to save one person and kill one person…
In short, it seems that there is no quirk, and I am embarrassed to call myself a genius doctor.
So Song Jiuzhen often said that he was not a genius doctor, but just a healer who had studied fairly well from his master.
An ordinary, ordinary doctor who knows a little bit of acupuncture and moxibustion skills.
He wandered around all the year round, staying in this place for a few months, and then going to the next place for a few months.
During the stay, I was either treating illnesses or teaching students.
The doctor beside him always pays attention to what family traditions and what to keep a hand when he teaches students. He doesn’t. He can’t wait to be like a duck, filling all the things he knows with his students in just a few months. Go in, and hope that everyone will become a genius doctor, everyone can treat the disease, and it is best that the world is pain-free.
If someone is seriously ill, just send him a letter. If he has no other patients, even if he is thousands of miles away, he will rush over, but most of the remuneration he wants is for the local medical clinic to treat him free of charge. Free medication for half a month or something like that.
Early the next morning, someone told Chen and Fu that a man had come outside, who claimed to be a doctor, called Song Jiuzhen.
Fan You’s disease can be cured!
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