Willing To Be a Minister For the Princess Dress - Chapter 33

People who live are always more painful than those who die.

To die is just a momentary thing, and to live is a long process.

People who are dead will die when they die. Regardless of whether there is a sixth reincarnation after death, or things like the afterlife, everything will come to nothing when you die. No matter how much you have, how much ambition you have.

People who are alive always have to carry more—on the shoulders of the ups and downs, the lives of 76 people in the Shen family are on their backs.

Many of them had never even been seen before the Shen family was ransacked and exiled.

It wasn’t until everyone got together sadly and sadly that she had a vague impression in her heart: Oh, they are my family.

A child is unaware of the meaning of exile. She doesn’t know that from now on, her prosperity and wealth will have nothing to do with her, and she doesn’t understand that she will be labeled as a criminal minister.

She just had a vague idea that she had to go far away with her parents, and she would never be able to return to the home where she could fly a kite in spring and enjoy the snow in winter. The little girl who used to talk with him every day, never saw her again.

Hatred can motivate a person to move forward, and it can also crush a person.

The ups and downs were not crushed, she just became more silent than ever after waking up.

The change that Zhao Qin witnessed.

The ups and downs known to others, the martial arts are high, it is difficult for the young generation to find rivals, but few people know what she has done for this.

Only the rising sun had seen her swinging the sword every time, and the sunset glow accompanied her running in the mountains and forests.

Talent is talent, ability is ability.

90% hard work, without that 10% talent, can become a second-rate master, but will never be able to enter the first-class.

But when a person has 100% talent and is willing to work hard, he is destined to go far and faster than ordinary people.

There was a painful scream from the door, and a touch of worry appeared on Chen Fu’s face.

“At that time I was very worried about you.” Zhao Qin suddenly said, “You are so young, and you have such a heavy burden on your body. I think you are like a tensioned string, which is broken at any time. Risk. I want to help you, but I don’t know what to do. I can only watch you and can’t do anything.

“But you are stronger than I thought, stronger than anyone. I thought you couldn’t bear the pain, and you took it. I knew then that I underestimated you, so you don’t have to worry about it now.

“The girl has the same eyes as you, and if you can hold it through, she will definitely be able to.”

“Why is that the same?” Shen Fu whispered, “I have a senior sister, but she doesn’t have a senior sister.”

Zhao Qin looked at her in surprise.

Don’t turn your head too far, even through the curtain hat, you can see her embarrassment.

“At that time, although I was immersed in pain, I also knew how much the senior sister did for me.

“If you didn’t apply medicine for me every night, I was afraid that I would not be able to lift my hands when I practiced the sword the next day. If you didn’t find me the master of embroidering spring swords, where would I learn? More importantly It’s—”

She remembered the past, and a smile suddenly appeared on her face.

Zhao Qin is like the candy in a bitter life.

She looked at Zhao Qin, “It is the senior sister who has been with me all the time, which made me survive the most painful days.”

If she is a person walking in the dark, Zhao Qin is the lamp, because of the existence of this lamp, even when the sky is darkest, she has not lost her way.

Zhao Qin knew his own situation.

She is different from ordinary people.

Although she is a daughter, her father and mother love her more than anyone else. Her father even held her in his arms more than once and said loudly, “My son will not lose to a boy!”

The education she received was not about the three observances and four virtues, but the orthodox Confucian classics.

Her mother taught her poems, taught her the seasons, and Chunhua Dongxue; her father taught her the scriptures, taught her righteousness and virtue, and taught her the righteousness of life and death.

The mother would read for her: “Students are indifferent, but you can say it. Women who are indifferent, you can’t say it.”

Then tell her: “You are still young and don’t know what love is and what love is, but you have to remember what your mother said today. When you start a family in the future, you must be careful and careful when choosing a husband. Be cautious, this world cannot tolerate women’s mistakes. Marriage is your second reincarnation. If you make a mistake, your parents just want to help you, but they are also powerless.”

Shenfu still remembered sitting in his mother’s arms, and said in a ignorant way: “I know what love is, I love mother and father.”

The mother hugged her and smiled helplessly.

Being a parent is always proud and worried.

She would rather Shenfu be a man than a girl.

It’s not that she prefers sons, but the way the world is. It’s not that who is more relaxed, women have the responsibility of women, and men have the burdens of men, but men are always more comfortable than women, and it is better for men to marry a wife than to marry a woman. After marriage, men always live with their parents, and when a woman marries, her natal family becomes an outsider.

She still remembered that her father took himself to visit a dying old man, and pointed to the candle on the table and said to her: “A person’s life is like this candle. To live is the process of shining light. Some candles are thicker and send out. The light should be brighter, some candles will be longer, and the burning time will be longer, but whether the candle is thick or thin, long or short, the light emitted is bright or dark, and the burning time is more or less. When it burns to the top, it’s death.”

“I will die, you will die. Everyone’s candle burns to the end, everyone will die. Father’s candle is lit earlier than you, so it will burn out earlier, so it will die in front of you. But you don’t have to be afraid, and you don’t need to be overly sad, because this is a process that everyone encounters.”

Father Shen was from Tanhua Lang.

In fact, he has the talent of champion, because of his handsome appearance, he was appointed by the emperor to search for flowers in the palace examination.

When he said these words, his body was full of Confucianism.

Shen’s mother was actually much higher than him. She is a daughter of a family, and she should have been married to other families. It stands to reason that Father Shen, a poor boy from his birth, could not pick the moon in the sky even on tiptoe, but the moon favored him. , So I would rather come to him without the stars hanging down.

He is not staid and pedantic like other people. He doesn’t know how to make good dishes. He also combs Shenfu’s hair and draws eyebrows for Shen’s mother. When your other children water the ant hole with boiling water, he will hold Shenfu and give it to her. Talking about equality of all beings, but also about being compassionate.

“Humans are giants to ants, so they can kill and kill. You pour boiling water into the ant’s nest, destroying its home, killing its father, mother, sons and daughters. It is also powerless to resist; but the world is the same as humans. The behemoth, when the natural disasters raged, humans also had no power to resist, so they starved for thousands of miles, and corpses were everywhere.

“Don’t hurt others or other things. It’s mercy to others and mercy to yourself. If you have kindness to the world, heaven and earth will repay you with kindness.

“Compassion is not cowardice, nor is it abusive to good people. A gentleman retaliates directly, and others respect you, if you respect others, and others deceive you, then you bully and go back.

“But for the weak, you must always have compassion in your heart, and you can’t deliberately hurt the other party just because of the moment of happiness and anger.”

He was afraid that his daughter was too bad, and he was afraid that his daughter was too good.

His morality does not allow him to teach his daughter badly, and his love for his daughter is afraid that she will be too soft-hearted to protect himself.

For this reason, he would break it up and give it to Shen and Fu to listen to it. It is not enough to talk once, and he has to talk twice, three times, four times, and five times.

He saw that he should always be grateful when he sees Chunhua falling into the mud, and he should be wise when he sees poor students who are devoted to studying.

He is a really good person.

But such a good man was betrayed by his friends, involved in the biggest imperial examination cheating case since the founding of the People’s Republic of China, and became the abandoned son of the family and the royal family. He was even murdered during the exile process. Ordinary, only an only daughter in her early fours survived.

The child next to me may have seen such a tragedy. After crying for a few times, and sleeping for a few nights, only a vague mark is left. The ups and downs are different, because she understands life and death too early, and knows what is. Parting, so although she is young, she can clearly realize what happened—

Is death.

The father, who once told her that it would burn out before her, had the candle cut off before the candle was half burned.

He never told her what to do in this situation.

He didn’t say that the candle would go out halfway through.

Ups and downs waited until the man in black was gone, then climbed down from the tree shiveringly, and ran staggering towards the official road full of blood. Her mother was holding a girl from someone else’s house and was stabbed with a sword from behind. Wears the chest.

Her father fell behind his wife. Before he died, he was standing beside her and said loudly: “If you want to kill or slash, all come at me. My wife and children don’t know anything. Kill me alone. But please let my relatives go!”

Shenfu knelt beside his mother, not knowing where to put his hands.

The pale-faced woman seemed to perceive her coming, and weakly opened her eyes. Seeing her intact, her eyes revealed a light of surprise: “Afu, Afu…”

Ups and downs replied repeatedly: “Mother, mother—”

The woman heard her daughter’s cry, looked around, and finally realized what had happened.

Looking at the ignorant child, she endured the pain and tried to squeeze a smile.

“Afu, don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid… mother and father just go to another place first… you will come here later…”

“Afu, dear, Afu quickly leave here, run into the mountains, how far and how far, listening to Aniang, surviving, survival is more important than anything…”

Shenfu cried and said, “Aniang, I won’t go, I won’t go, I want to be with you.”

“Afu, are you disobedient? My mother is already very sad, do you want to make my mother feel uneasy…”

Ups and downs shook his head.

“Then you go quickly, go…”

Ups and downs walked back three steps.

Mother Shen urged hysterically behind her back, “Go, go, Afu, go—”

The girl turned her head three times at a time, and gradually ran faster and faster. The figure sank into the forest, and finally disappeared.

The woman fell to the ground.

Until she died, she was still whispering: “Afu, don’t be afraid…don’t be afraid… mother is here.”

She gently touched the dead girl in her arms, as if touching her own daughter.

She hugged her in her arms.

“Afu…”

The author has something to say: This one was handwritten and then voice transcribed…

The current author can really do everything because of Carvin.

I haven’t written so many words for a long time, I feel like I’m going to waste qaq

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