Winner Takes All - Chapter 57
Back at the resort, Li Shuo was tired and sleepy. Zhou Jinxing helped him to the room and poured him a glass of water. After a rest, he went to take a bath, and took off the smell of tobacco and alcohol. Quite bad.
After taking a shower, he was too lazy to blow his hair, rubbed it, and fell to the bed. It was so lacking that he could hardly think about anything, but he couldn’t forget a kiss between Zhao Jinxin and Ken.
It’s just a kiss, it’s just a kiss. Is it worth it?
This doesn’t seem to have much to do with the value …
Li Shuo smiled bitterly, rolled up the quilt to cover himself, closed his eyes, and soon, sleepy struck his nerves, and he slept asleep.
In the confusion, something warm covered Li Shuo’s head lightly. Li Shuo’s eyelids trembled, but it was difficult to open. He groaned and turned over subconsciously. But the slight pressure on his head still didn’t disappear, he finally woke up and opened his eyes slightly.
A pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes came into view, and those eyes were full of helplessness, and there were some emotions that could not be understood.
“Why not dry your hair? I will have a headache tomorrow.” Zhao Jinxin’s fingers shuttled between Li Shuo’s hair, his tone was a gentle blame between the lovers.
Li Shuo frowned, and it took several seconds to distinguish the dream from reality. He squeezed his eyes uncomfortably, and said dumbly, “How did you come in?” He remembered as he said.
Zhao Jinxin held him down and shook the hair dryer in his hand: “I help you dry your hair before you sleep.”
Li Shuo pushed his hand away, exaggerating: “How did you come in?”
“General Manager Cui brought me in, why are you worried that Zhou Jinxing will not let me in? What kind of thing is he and what is his position not to let me in.” Zhao Jinxin felt that his heart was still beating up to now. He entered the villa as soon as I ran to Li Shuo’s room and saw that Li Shu and Zhou Jinxing had not slept together, and felt that the hand holding his heart was loose.
“I don’t discuss his position, but you don’t have a position to enter my room.” Li Shuo tried to make a cold expression, but he was too sleepy, and the words he spoke were only tired.
Zhao Jinxin turned a deaf ear. “I’ll blow dry your hair and don’t get sick.” Then he turned on the hair dryer.
Li Shuo felt only boundless anger at Zhao Jinxin’s hypocritical care. Maybe he drank too much alcohol, maybe there is no outsider here. He doesn’t need to care about cultivation and face. The anger accumulated in his body is usually released instantly. Opening Zhao Jinxin’s hand fiercely, roaring loudly: “Get off—”
The hairdryer fell to the ground fiercely, and there was no movement.
Zhao Jinxin froze.
There was a breathless silence in the bedroom.
After taking off the mask of “demeanor”, Li Shuo simply broke out. He grabbed Zhao Jinxin’s collar and pushed it hard. His eyes were scarlet, and he gritted his teeth and said, “We broke up, we broke up with you Understood? I don’t want to see you again, don’t want to hear your voice again, do you **** understand ?! What do you care about pretending to be, and you still expect me to continue to strip you to me? Can you get out of mine? The world? Can you show your face and stop provoking me! ”
Zhao Jinxin looked at Li Shuo dullly. He had never seen such a Li Shuo, so hysterically, so angry and … sad. It seemed as if he had suffered a severe blow, and there was a dense dullness in his chest, and suddenly he couldn’t even make a sound.
Li Shuo pushed Zhao Jinxin again and pushed him to the door: “Go, go, go! Don’t let me see you again! Go—”
Zhao Jinxin grabbed his wrist, his heels took root. No matter how Li Shuo pushed, he didn’t take a step back. His nose was sore and his voice was trembling uncontrollably: “Sorry …”
Li Shuo looked horrified, staring at Zhao Jinxin’s eyes blinking, “I don’t need you to apologize, I need you to disappear.”
Zhao Jinxin bit her lip gently, her eyes were a little red, and her voice was slightly like a mosquito: “Uncle Li, don’t do this to me …”
Li Shuo’s heart was very painful, Zhao Jinxin’s slightly begging tone, just like countless times before he coquettishly to him, countless past pictures of horses and lanterns passing by in his head. He remembered such fine details so clearly. As for the amount of information, it was a headache for him. He resisted all the pain he felt at the moment, and said mutely, “What are you doing to me, what am I doing to you, without loss, and clarification.” He took a deep breath and said with all his strength, ” go.”
Zhao Jinxin closed his eyes and laboriously changed his breath. When he opened his eyes again, the person followed and calmed down. He released Li Shuo’s hand, but gently dialed Li Shuo’s hair: “Listen to me at the end A few words, will you? ”
Li Shuo looked at him silently.
“I don’t want to hurt you at all, and I have never liked anyone as much as I do.” Zhao Jinxin’s eyes showed a strong sadness. “But I don’t like bondage, I don’t like commitment, I can’t imagine living alone. What a lifetime is like, a lifetime is too long, who knows what will happen tomorrow, so I ca n’t respond to the feeling you want … ”
Li Shuo trembled and said, “Enough, let’s go.” In fact, he already knew it, but just said it from Zhao Jinxin’s mouth, the blood was particularly dripping. Zhao Jinxin was too young. At this age, he could not imagine his whole life, but Zhao Jinxin should not know his feelings but played with it. He could not forgive the deceit and humiliation he had given him.
“But I think about you every day.” Zhao Jinxin’s eyes gradually became confused and helpless. “Every moment … why, why not forget?”
Li Shuo closed his eyes, turned his back, and refused silently.
“Sorry, I won’t bother you again.” Zhao Jinxin looked at Li Shuo’s back, stepping backwards and backwards, the more he felt his eyes were astringent, and his heart was suddenly torn. It was a pain he had never experienced before. This strange feeling gave him an inexplicable fear, as if Li Shuo’s back would eat people, he almost fled and left the bedroom.
Li Shuo stood dead for a long time before falling to the bed suddenly. All the strength in his body seemed to be evacuated with the sound of Zhao Jinxin’s footsteps.
That’s it, that’s great, that’s it …
Li Shuo covered his eyes gently.
The next day, Li Shuo didn’t get up. It wasn’t really uncomfortable. He just didn’t want to see people, so he used the hangover as an excuse.
Zhou Jinxing paused outside the door for a moment: “Sorry, because I didn’t stop Mr. Zhao from coming in yesterday?”
“No.” Li Shuo said with a dumb voice, “I’m really uncomfortable, I’m sorry, you go first.” Zhou Jinxing had no reason to conflict with Zhao Jinxin for him, and it was already very moral to insist on bringing him back yesterday.
“Okay, I’ll let the hotel give you medicine and take a good rest.”
Li Shuo breathed a sigh of relief, rubbing his sour temples, facing the empty bedroom, not knowing what to do. He thought about it and called his mother, and now he wanted to hear a voice that would calm him down.
Upon answering the phone, Mrs. Li asked anxiously, “Son, are you sick?”
“No. Yesterday at the dinner. Someone smoked. My throat was choked.”
“Oh, let ’s go to the dinner party less. Our family is not short of money. If you want to work, just work. Go out and relax.”
“It’s boring not to work.” Li Shuo smiled. “Moreover, I have rested long enough, what should I do. If this hotel project can be negotiated, I will leave a custom suite for our family, you You can wear various beautiful skirts to take photos at the beach. ”
Mrs. Li was so happy that she said, “Okay, the climate there is good, and I want to live for two months …”
The mother and son chatted about some common things, Li Shuo’s heart lake gradually calmed down, he talked while enlightening himself in the heart. His family is healthy and happy, and he has loved from heaven. He should n’t embarrass himself too much for his feelings. All the grief will pass. Just wait for the past, and the past will be fine.
Li Shuo hid for two days before packing himself to meet people. Although you can’t get upset, you won’t get too embarrassed.
Zhou Jinxing and President Cui have been dealing with various organizations these days. In order to get a lower land requisition price and higher policy support, he is also embarrassed to continue to pretend to be sick, help to open up relationships at all levels, negotiate and promote Get busy soon.
The deeper the contact with Zhou Jinxing, the more Li Shuo found that this person’s city government was deeper. On the surface, the gentleman Sven was polite to everyone. The way to solve the problem was somewhat overcast, especially those difficult to solve, although it worked, but also Does not break the law, but often makes Li Shuo startled. He strives to be bright and decent, and he never feels naive or simple, but he does not force others to be like him.
President Cui left temporarily for a few days because of family affairs. When Li Shuo and Zhou Jinxing were left, they often ate, drank and drank together. They shared a common language, and on the surface they were both gentle and polite. It is calm communication and resolution. This mature and intelligent way of life makes them appreciate each other and gradually change from a partner to a friend.
Zhou Jinxing showed Li Shuo a picture of the so-called “wife” and the child. The “wife” in the photo was clearly a man. He was full of facial features, his smile was cool, he was not so handsome, but he had a casual, carefree attitude. Manly, from the perspective of GAY, you can smell a trace of wild hormones across the screen.
Li Shuo was quite surprised by Zhou Jinxing’s sexuality. After all, Zhou Jinxing was married. Zhou Jinxing didn’t explain much about it. Li Shuo was not easy to ask. He could only bless from the bottom of his heart.
A month has passed since that day, and Zhao Jinxin did not show up and had no news. Li Shuo knew they were really over, but he never felt relaxed for a moment and never thought about Zhao Jinxin, but he knew that one day he would forget this person completely.
He is also the same as Zhou Jinxing, hoping that one day he will find someone who truly belongs to him and be blessed for life. 2k novel reading network