Winner Takes All - Chapter 59
The man in front of him was surrounded by a loose towel, the water on his hair was not dry, and there were kiss marks on his neck and chest. It was Ken whom he had seen in a nightclub that day.
Although Li Shuo was ready to see any bad pictures, the moment he saw it, he still felt uncomfortable and couldn’t breathe. The noisy music that rushed out made him extremely upset.
Ken saw him, apparently surprised, leaning on the door frame, laughing lazily and saying “Hi, are you looking for Leon?”
“Yes, is he there?” Li Shuo smiled slightly, looking personable.
“Not here, how are you looking for me?” Ken blinked and said in some jerky Chinese.
Li Shuo waited for a while, and he heard something moving inside.
Ken laughed, “easy, I’mkidding.” He opened the door and shook his head. “Come in.”
Li Shuo frowned, and stepped into the door with all his repulsion: “Can you let him out?”
Ken glanced back, then shook his head, grinning unwillingly.
Li Shuo’s eyes cooled down, crossed Ken, and went in.
The entrance is a spacious living room with a modern minimalist style. There is a huge carpet in the middle of the living room. There is a set of sofas on the carpet. A person with bare tops and only jeans wears lying on the sofa. The sound of music was nothing. Messy bottles around, cigarette butts everywhere, crumpled clothes, I do n’t know the takeaway lunch box that I have n’t cleaned in a few days. People who come to this picture will believe more that it is decadent.
Li Shuo’s eyes were pungent, his fists clenched unconsciously, he felt heartfelt and deeply angry.
He walked over, and it was Zhao Jinxin who had a disheveled hair and an unshaven drunkenness.
Ken also came over, “You came just right, help me carry him into the bedroom?”
Li Shuo did not speak, bypassing the bottle of wine that was like an obstacle, picked up the mineral water on the table, unscrewed it, and poured it according to Zhao Jinxin’s face.
Ken couldn’t stop it and had to spread his hands.
Zhao Jinxin bounced with an electric shock. He waved his hands in front of his face, vainly trying to “push away” the cold water, and yelled, “Fuck! Fuck!”
Li Shuo dropped the water bottle and looked at Zhao Jinxin coldly.
Zhao Jinxin wiped off the water on his face and opened his eyes confusedly, but his eyes were difficult to adjust the focal length. After looking at Li Shuo for a long time, he sneered and closed his eyes again. But soon, he opened his eyes suddenly again.
“Li …” Zhao Jinxin rubbed his eyes with his fingers, “Li Shuo?”
Li Shuo looked at him blankly.
“Li Shuo?” Zhao Jinxin stood up slowly, her gray eyes suddenly looked like a cloud, and suddenly she was fascinated, “Really you? How did you … how did you …”
Li Shuo said coldly: “Uncle Zhao commissioned me to see you. If you are fine, call him back and then go to work and don’t worry your family.”
“I …” Zhao Jinxin was still awake. He wanted to say something, but suddenly saw Ken, his face slightly changed.
Ken shrugged. “I’ll go back first.”
“Don’t go,” Li Shuo said quickly, “My mission is done, I’m gone.”
Zhao Jinxin stepped in front of Li Shuo, looked at him silently, his eyes were red.
Li Shuo frowned, trying to get around.
“Who allowed you to come to my house casually?” Zhao Jinxin suddenly spoke, his voice trembling, and he was drunk. “Isn’t it you who said you didn’t want to see me? You just listen to my dad?”
Li Shuo took a deep breath: “I’m not good at rejecting, you can rest assured that I will never come again.” He pushed away Zhao Jinxin.
Zhao Jinxin suddenly grabbed his hand and twisted it behind his back, forcing Li Shuo to raise his chest and look directly at him.
“What are you doing?” Li Shuo gritted his teeth.
“This is what you brought to your door.” Zhao Jinxin’s eyes were scarlet, and he was drunk, and the whole person looked abnormal.
“Send a fart, it’s your dad who let me … hmm …”
Zhao Jinxin suddenly held Li Shuo’s back of his head, blocked his lips, and kissed him fiercely, so hard that he touched his gums with pain.
Li Shuo was shaking with anger and struggling fiercely. He stepped on Zhao Jinxin’s foot. Zhao Jinxin frowned, and stumbled Li Shuo. He pressed the person down on the carpet, his high body pressure. Go up.
“Zhao Jinxin!” Li Shuo roared and waved his fist inexorably. He felt ashamed to think that there were still people standing beside him, or someone who had flesh — body relations with Zhao Jinxin.
Zhao Jinxin held his wrist in one hand, then clamped the bowl in his other hand as well, held it to the top of his head, and rubbed his soft lips more roughly.
It was he who brought it to his own door … it was him … why and why should I let him see him!
Li Shuo was kissed by a lack of oxygen in the brain. His anger and humiliation made his face flushed. He stubbornly kicked Zhao Jinxin’s calf. Zhao Jinxin was so distorted that his facial features were not loose, and even reached into Li Shuo’s cashmere sweater. Here, carelessly stroking that warm skin.
Ken was awkward and helpless by the side, neither walking nor staying.
Zhao Jinxin’s brain was not so clear, and he was almost acting by instinct. He kissed his lips and released Li Shuo’s hand, trying to tear his clothes.
Once Li Shuo’s hand was liberated, he pushed Zhao Jinxin fiercely and sat up.
Li Shuo’s complexion was pale, and his eyes were disgusted: “You **** …”
Zhao Jinxin looked at him with a sudden smirk, and his eyes were filled with unspeakable sadness: “Knowing that I’m a **** is still coming to me, and still like me, shouldn’t you deserve it? Isn’t it fun for you?”
“Yes, I deserve it.” Li Shuo felt his heart was hollowed out, and he said fiercely, “But I play.”
“Hey, guys …” Ken helplessly, “This is too embarrassing, I’m leaving.”
“Don’t leave.” Zhao Jinxin said this. After that, he laughed. The smile made him feel cold, so he looked at Li Shuo with his eyes straight, “What is playful? Ken only makes playful, and he doesn’t talk about childish likes, I do n’t want to live with me, and I do n’t want to confess or promise … ”Zhao Jinxin said, his eyes were redder, he laughed,“ Li Shuo, do n’t you think you are funny? You are white Have you lived for so many years? If you can really afford it, how can we be like today? We will … will be together, will be well … together … “He said at the end, already choked.
Li Shuo was stunned. Every word that Zhao Jinxin said was like a weapon that had penetrated into his body, causing him to be bruised all over. He almost worked hard to get up from the ground. When he heard this, he thought he would be angry, he would retort loudly for dignity, and sharply satire, but he didn’t say anything at the end. At this moment, he Really realized what sorrow is greater than death, and he has no even the slightest strength to argue for himself. If the heart is hollowed out, what’s more important.
Yes, he can’t afford to play, he can’t afford it.
He just never wanted to play.
Why can it be a mistake to even love such a good thing?
Ken patted Zhao Jinxin’s shoulder and whispered, “Leon, you drink too much, don’t say it.”
Zhao Jinxin turned a deaf ear and stared straight at Li Shuo, saying mutely: “Li Shuo, sometimes I think, are you playing with me? Do you like everybody a bite, really like it, But as soon as you break up, you can go to the next one immediately? Will you let me disappear from here? ”
Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin, suddenly suddenly blurred.
Zhao Jinxin smiled even more ugly than crying, “How long has it been? How many have you changed? How much do you like, but how much is it?”
Li Shuo suddenly laughed and laughed: “My likes are worthless, so it’s no pity to throw them away. Your likes are just as cheap. I counted more if I change more, or do you change more? “It’s ridiculous, it’s ridiculous. From the moment he entered this relationship, everything, all of him, has become a joke.
Zhao Jinxin also laughed, his eyes were wet, he laughed and said: “Li Shuo, go, I’m not rare, you come to see me, I am very good …” He said indifferently, I spend all my energy on one person. It’s boring, chatting, transparent, and I’m finally free now. ”
Li Shuo nodded and said weakly, “… Congratulations.” He turned and walked towards the door.
Zhao Jinxin looked at the back, like the one who rejected him a month ago, as if the nightmare had been done again, and he refused to wake up … He closed his eyes.
Until coming downstairs, Li Shuo couldn’t hold back the collapsed mood any more, and he slammed his feet on the wall, his entire leg was shaken.
Why did he run away today to get humiliation? Even if Zhao Rongtian was holding him with a knife, he shouldn’t have come because it was more painful than a knife injury. In this life, he didn’t want to get a little bit of anything in connection with Zhao Jinxin.
He returned to the car, staring blankly at the flowers and plants in the community, without any action for a long time.
Great, he thought. Zhao Jinxin would never come to provoke him again, and since then the two have separated from each other and walked in different ways.
He took out his mobile phone, pressed the keyboard mechanically, and sent a text message to Zhao Rongtian: Uncle Zhao, I went to see Jin Xin. He is really not in good shape, but I ca n’t ask why, I suggest you find him More trusted people to visit.
After sending the text message, Li Shuo turned off the phone.
At this moment, he saw Ken stepping out of the apartment building not far away, with a quick pace and a clear anger on his face.
Another “enough to play”? Li Shuo smiled slightly.
He no longer felt angry and jealous, he just felt tired.
Never want to be so tired again.
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