Winner Takes All - Chapter 84
Zhao Jinxin was talking, her eyes began to fall apart, and her voice became more and more subtle. His palm was cut across with a knife, the flesh was turned out, the bones of his four fingers were faintly visible, and the blood flow was endless.
“Too much blood loss, lift people into the car, fast!”
When Zhao Jinxin was still conscious, he kept holding Li Shuo’s hand. Li Shuo followed him into the car. He looked at Zhao Jinxin’s eyes and felt that it was one of the most difficult moments in his life.
Zhao Jinxin squinted his eyes, smiled at him, and said with his mouth, “It’s all right.”
Li Shuo’s hand lightly covered his forehead and choked, “Go to the hospital soon, don’t be afraid.”
Zhao Jinxin nodded, his eyes gradually lost focus, and he passed out.
Shao Qun also followed the ambulance. He sat opposite Li Shuo and looked slightly calmer, but his eyes still looked fierce.
Li Shuo didn’t look at him, and said blankly, “You want to fight and wait to send him to the hospital.”
“Fight?” Shao Qun smiled coldly. “What’s your result, all depends on what my brother will do.”
Li Shuo was not in the mood to argue with him, but just looked at Zhao Jinxin silently, reflecting on everything he experienced, and everything Zhao Jinxin did for him.
It’s ironic that the less he wants nothing to happen, the more things will drift towards that place. Maybe he is not religious enough, he has cultivated little goodness, he ca n’t understand the road, so the cause is the result, so he blame it.
But he hoped that the cause and effect he planted would be borne by himself, so he would have no complaints.
“Li Shuo, you don’t deserve Jin Xin.” Shao Qun looked angrily at Li Shuo.
“You don’t deserve Li Chengxiu, can you shut up,” Li Shuo said with annoyance.
“People like you seem to like everyone, but in fact nobody likes it. You only like yourself. If others can’t cater to your imagination of feelings, you will be kicked out. That’s it.”
“It has nothing to do with you again.”
“My brother is different. His illness is destined to be more prone to accidents and higher mortality than others, so he especially cares about performing in time, because he does n’t know which day of destiny will come. He and you are the first to talk about feelings. You changed his whole life plan and attitude. What you give him is what you and others have left. He gives you everything. “Shao Qunyue said, his eyes became more vicious.
Li Shuo smiled ironically: “You, let it go, fart. Shao Qun, I have absolutely no argument with you like you, and my feelings are not enough for you to talk trivially. What you say is right I’m almost the same as a bird call. It’s not as good as a bird call. I just need you to shut up. ”
“Why, have you been poked by me?” Shao Qun smiled cruelly. “May people such as you who have lofty morality never get rid of guilt and torture in the future.”
Li Shuo’s eyes were clear, and he stared fiercely at Shao Qun: “May people like you who are cheap morally pay for their deficiencies one after another, such as sending him to me.”
The two glared at each other, their breath was getting heavier and heavier. If the hatred was a tangible gas, this small ambulance could be burst at any time.
After getting to the nearest hospital, Zhao Jinxin was pushed into the operating room.
Li Shuo sat in a chair outside the operating room, looking like he had been emptied of his soul, staring blankly forward.
This **** Shao Qun is right, he will be deeply tortured by guilt, but he does not want to regret, regret is a useless feeling, he needs to try his best to abandon, he just wants to focus on how to make up for the mistake.
Zhao Jinxin’s surgery was only used to stop bleeding. The medical conditions here were limited. The severed veins, muscles, and nerves needed more sophisticated surgery to repair. Shao Qun transferred the helicopter and sent them to the best hospital. There, Zhao Jinxin entered the operating room again, this time for a full seven hours.
It wasn’t until the sun went down that Zhao Jinxin came out of the operating room. His operation was very successful, but his vitality was severe and his face was as white as paper.
Shao Qun stood by the bed and looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly, for a long while, before he said, “Accompany him here, I will pick up his parents at the airport.”
Li Shuo’s body trembled slightly, his expression as if frozen.
After Shao Qun left, Li Shuo lay on the bedside lightly, his eyes filled with tiredness. He reached out and quietly painted Zhao Jinxin’s face, from a full forehead, to a tall nose, to blue-grey lips. . Zhao Jinxin’s lips were originally rosy, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, making a happy smile. Now this pale and weak look makes his heart hurt.
Shao Qun said that the feelings he gave to Zhao Jinxin were all left from others. This is not right. The feelings he gave to Zhao Jinxin subverted his understanding of the feelings. It was because he had never impressed anyone. Personally, like Zhao Jinxin, he left such heavy and deep marks in his life.
Li Shuo felt that his eyelids were getting heavier and he couldn’t close his eyes one day and one night, and before he was overwhelmed by his consciousness, he took Zhao Jinxin’s hand.
Li Shuo felt some noise before he slept for too long, he barely opened his eyelids, and met a pair of familiar eyes.
“… Jin Xin.” Li Shuo immediately sat up, and because he had been lying for a long time, he felt no waist.
Zhao Jinxin touched Li Shuo’s face: “I fall asleep on the bed, so tired to lie down.”
“You … the anesthetic has passed …” Li Shuo looked at his hand, “It hurts.”
“It’s okay.” Zhao Jinxin wanted to be dull, but his eyes leaked his concerns. “My hand … don’t waste it.”
Li Shuo said quickly: “No, the operation is well done.”
Zhao Jinxin relieved: “That’s good.”
“Jin Xin,” Li Shuo said, “No …”
“You can’t say those three words.” Zhao Jinxin touched Li Shuo’s lips with his finger, and he grinned, “You can say ‘I love you’, you can say ‘You are handsome’, but you are not allowed to say ‘Sorry’. ”
Li Shuo confounded, barely squeezed a smile: “Okay, thank you.”
“I know you are this kind of person, and I like people like you.” Zhao Jinxin held out his hand. “Uncle Li hugs me, it doesn’t hurt to hug me.”
Li Shuo stretched his arms and hugged him.
“How did you know about me?” Li Shuo asked softly.
“You said you were going to be angry with me.”
“Really, then now is the best time for you to say it.”
“Well, I installed positioning on your mobile phone. Last time I saw that your call didn’t look normal, I went to investigate.”
“Well, I guess.” Li Shuo touched his head. “You are a bastard.”
Zhao Jinxin chuckled and said, “Well, I am.”
Li Shuo also laughed.
In the middle of the night, Zhao Jinxin’s parents arrived, and Madam Zhao began to cry as soon as she saw her son.
Zhao Rongtian was still calm, and in turn comforted Li Shuo and understood the situation.
Li Shuo said in 151.
After listening to Zhao Rongtian, he groaned for a moment and nodded: “It seems that he really likes you.”
Li Shuo looked up in surprise.
Zhao Rongtian patted Li Shuo’s shoulder and turned away.
Li Shuo froze for a moment, showing a bitter smile, as if the whole world knew his relationship with Jin Xin, and he tried to hide it.
That night, Mrs. Zhao stayed in the hospital and Li Shuo returned home.
He took a bath, changed his clothes, then took out a bottle of wine and drank it alone. When he was awkward, he saw a large shopping bag on the ground. After thinking about it for a long time, he remembered that it was a gift Wen Xiaohui brought back from Japan.
He lowered his glass, walked over, picked up the bag, opened it and looked at it.
There are emotions — interesting lingerie, emotions — interesting props, and even emotions — interesting snacks, which are all blushing gadgets, which really fits Wen Xiaohui’s style.
Li Shuo picked up a pair of underwear and shook in front of him. He couldn’t help smiling, and then his eyes became red.
He picked up the phone and called Xiao Chen and Xiang Ning separately, asking Xiao Chen to collect all the evidence that Xu Darui extorted him, and asked Xiang Ning to find someone to dig more evidence of the old Diao’s group. After he hoped that these people would go in Don’t come out again.
The next day, on the way to the hospital, Li Shuo received a call from his father and was educated fiercely. He felt that his father was right in every sentence, and he was not mature enough, decisive, or enough to deal with the problem. Thoughtful, it has caused a series of adverse consequences.
When he arrived at the hospital, he saw Wen Xiaohui and Li Chengxiu who came to hear the news. Both of them looked relieved when they saw him intact.
Li Shuo smiled bitterly: “I hope we will party next time and stop at the hospital.”
Wen Xiaohui sighed, “I don’t know what happened. It’s really bad for me to have a special connection with the hospital in the past two years.”
Li Chengxiu frowned: “Brother Li, if Shao Qun said something unpleasant to you, don’t go in your heart.”
“I won’t go to my heart.” Li Shuo smiled, “I would say even worse to him.”
Wen Xiaohui gave a slap and applauded: “Yes.”
A deliberate cough came from behind. Li Shuo didn’t need to look back, and knew that Shao Qun was behind him. He patted the shoulders of both of them: “I’m going to see Jin Xin, thank you for coming, and come to you for dinner someday.”
Li Shuo walked into the ward, seeing that Zhao Jinxin was holding Erlang’s legs and playing with his mobile phone with one hand. When he saw Li Shuo, he smiled: “Come.”
Li Shuo frowned: “Why do you play with mobile phones?”
“It’s so boring. I just got a hand injury. My mother had to let me lie on the bed. What logic?” Zhao Jinxin dropped the phone and stretched out his hand. “Uncle Li hugs.”
Li Shuo pressed his hand: “I brought the food and eat first.”
“You feed me.” Zhao Jinxin gave a deliberate pout.
Li Shuo opened the box lunch, scooped a spoonful of custard, and stuffed it into his mouth.
“So sweet.” Zhao Jinxin licked his lips.
Li Shuo smiled slightly: “Eat more, I also cooked red date bird’s nest to replenish blood.”
“Hey, don’t tell me about blood supplements. My mother is going to force me to eat all kinds of blood, all kinds of liver, and all kinds of supplements. It’s disgusting to think about it.”
Li Shuo paused: “Did you … bleed a lot of blood before?”
Zhao Jinxin shrugged: “Well.”
“It’s you …” Li Shuo thought about it, Zhao Jinxin didn’t tell him about his kidnapping as a kid, he shouldn’t ask, so he shook his head, “This time I need to make up for it.”
“My brother told me, he told you, didn’t he?” Zhao Jinxin laughed. “I just feel embarrassed. Such an adult is afraid of darkness. If you always think I’m joking.”
“I’m not embarrassed at all, and adults have a lot to fear.”
“Really.” Zhao Jinxin looked at Li Shuo’s eyes quietly, “What are you afraid of?”
“I … fear the weak ego.” Cowardly, wanting to escape, lacking courage.
Zhao Jinxin shook his hand: “You are not weak at all. You have the broadest and tolerant mind. This requires more courage than fierce fighting.”
Li Shuo laughed at himself, and did not dare to agree, nor did he want to refute, but his broad and forgiving mind, in exchange for revenge, in exchange for the greatest failure and the greatest crisis in his life, this made him not to doubt himself. There are always a few moments in a person’s life when he will deeply doubt his faith. His first time was when he stepped on the barren land of Africa and was burnt by the hot sun. It is now, as if he tried hard to be good, but good deviated from his original intention.
But he only allowed himself to doubt for a while. Faith was not right or wrong. Obviously, he did the wrong thing.
Zhao Jinxin seemed to see through Li Shuo’s thoughts. He gently touched Li Shuo’s face: “It’s not your fault. You are the best person in the world in my eyes. No one is more perfect than you.”
Li Shuo smiled bitterly and shook his head.
Zhao Jinxin pinched his chin and said softly, “Uncle Li, I’m in danger, now I want your broad and forgiving mind to give me a chance.”
Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly, stared straight into the eyes, he saw the most sincere feelings.
“This time, I say that sentence. This is the third time. The first two times, you are serious. I did not cherish it. This time, I am serious. I will hold you tight and never let go.” Zhao Jinxin Gently whispered, “‘Let’s re-establish trust’.” 2k novel reading network