Wishing You Eternal Happiness - Chapter 43
Pei Youan was always awake in the second half of the night.
Although he always sleeps less, his self-discipline, which is beyond the reach of ordinary people, has made him a habit. No matter how heavy he thinks, he can quickly get rid of distracting thoughts by lying down when the body feels that he should rest. Falling asleep, because he knows that sleep nourishes fluids and produces essence, and like last night, he has been awake throughout the second half of the night without closing his eyes for a moment, so it is rare.
He married her last night, and he had a skin-to-skin blind date with her.
Suddenly there was a woman beside the pillow, which was an unprecedented feeling for him. This was completely different from the previous time in Mengmu Mansion, when she climbed onto his bed while he was drunk, and he slumbered her to sleep all night.
Last night, when he performed his duty as a newlywed husband during the night of the bridal chamber for her, he actually paid attention to her reaction.
She was motionless under him, frowning, her eyes closed, from beginning to end, he was sure that she hadn’t even opened her eyes to look at him, as if she was enduring something she was not very happy and had to go through. matter.
So he became more cautious about her, trying not to touch her where he might not want him to touch.
This also made Pei Youan once again confirm a long-standing idea. From the very beginning, this little cousin stayed by his side, pleasing him in every possible way, and even deliberately deliberately doing that incredible thing, and then asked him to marry her, just to avoid misfortune. This night of the bridal chamber, she took the initiative to show her kindness again, and she should only consider using this method to stabilize the husband and wife relationship she had just formed with him.
He could have completely ignored her tonight, but thinking of the embarrassment she might encounter tomorrow morning and the sadness and disappointment she rejected at this moment, he couldn’t bear it after all.
She was willing to save a dying person who had nothing to do because of her compassion. It was obvious that she could still be taught. Since I married her, let her be completely at ease. At that time, he said to himself when he stretched his arms towards her.
She is clinging to him in order to avoid misfortune, and this idea is not only tonight. He knew it a long time ago. But in the past, he didn’t feel how repulsive, only at this moment, this special moment, pressed her under him, and when the same thought came up again, he felt an unprecedented unpleasantness that was completely different from the peace. feel.
After all, he is not a saint either. Who is a saint who eats whole grains? He promised to marry her, and he did marry her. For the accident that happened that night, he had done his best to do his best. Tonight he didn’t think he was in the mood to do this kind of thing with her.
In his childhood, due to his frailty, he had encountered various healers who treated his body, including the sacred masters, and of course the so-called magicians. When he was ten years old, there used to be a scholar who was famous for cultivating qi by bigu. It is rumored that he was two hundred years old, and he still looked black and skinned, as if he was middle-aged. Duke Wei Guo was admired and invited Taoist priests to teach him to breathe. After some time, the Taoist took out a Heart Sutra and taught him that he could use virgin Yin to refine the Qi according to the Heart Sutra. All illnesses will be eliminated in the future, and all illnesses will be eliminated in the future. Maiden for trial. Duke Wei Guo knew at that time that this Taoist priest was in his sixtieth birthday, and he was better than ordinary people. He was not two hundred years old at all, so he drove him away. The so-called heart sutra training qi naturally stays at the theoretical level.
The method of adjusting the breath and breathing that the Taoist priest taught is really useful. For many years, Pei Youan has persisted and benefited. The so-called Heart Sutra is the first and last time Pei Youan has learned about men and women in his life. The only obscure enlightenment I have ever received.
After so many years, he hadn’t remembered this incident again, but at this moment, like a ghost, some unexpected impressions appeared in his mind.
He was talented, and he never forgot the contents of the Heart Sutra since he was a child. When the Taoist priest took it out, he only glanced at it with ten lines, but when he thought of it, he immediately came to his mind and the picture was vivid.
Looking at her as if she closed her eyes and endured under her, Pei Youan suddenly had an evil thought in her heart.
If he used the Taoist Heart Sutra to deal with her, what would happen to her at this moment?
It was just that the thought passed by. Before he had time to think about it, she seemed to be uncomfortable, and she twisted her body slightly under him. At that time, he couldn’t control it. The sweat has not disappeared, and seeing her closed eyes curled up next to her, with only messy clothes on her body, her hands and feet hugging her jade body, her heart is immediately seized by the heavy self-blame and guilt, and her heart is stunned. , Settled her, cleaned up by herself, and finally rested.
Pei Youan knew that she hadn’t slept deeply at first. She should have woken up several times in the middle, and only when she became more tired, she fell asleep.
But for the whole night, he couldn’t sleep anymore.
The lack of blood-sufficiency caused by his former frailty did not show up in his adulthood, but from last night, it was really bad for him.
The first self-blame, guilt, subsequent worries, and the inevitable faint frustration that accompany it.
That night Pei Youan was completely insomnia.
Soon after she fell asleep, she rolled over and rolled to his side, with a small furry head resting on his shoulder and leaning against him.
In her sleep, she seemed to like to snuggle up to him. After leaning over, she did not move and fell asleep.
The only sound of Pei Youan’s ears was her gentle breathing. A warm blue breath, following her breath, seemed to gradually spread.
He closed his eyes and kept his breath quietly, but no matter how he breathed out, he couldn’t fall asleep as peacefully as her. Until this moment, he heard the sound of knocking from outside the door.
He slowly opened his eyes, a shallow layer of bloodshot eyes.
It was still dark outside the window, and the dragon and phoenix candles lit up all night. With the dim candlelight shining through the tent, Pei Youan looked at the sleepy little face she had pressed against her for a moment, and stood up lightly.
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At the beginning of last night, Jiafu woke up and woke up, her dream was uneasy. At this moment, she was sleeping and dreaming. She was sleeping well, but she was forced to wake up. She tried to open her sleepy eyes, and saw a magnified face of Madam Liu approaching her. , Whispered: “Grandma, I’m getting better! It’s been a moment after the fifth shift, the uncle has already got up, just waiting for you!”
At first, Jiafu was at a loss, but suddenly realized that this “grandma” was calling herself, immediately awake, turned her head quickly, and saw that the pillow was empty, and Pei Youan didn’t know when to get up and had already disappeared.
When I woke up, I didn’t even call her, causing her to overslept!
Gaffer hurriedly got up.
A maternal surname Wang next to Mrs. Xin brought a girl and followed in. Madam Liu knew her purpose, walked over, and personally handed the plate containing the Yuanpa. Grandma Wang glanced at it, closed it, and accompanied Jia Fu with a smiley face, bowed and said early, and went.
Mother Liu and Sandalwood served Jiafu to change their clothes, and they quickly got dressed. Muxiang brought a few Pei’s girls into the house with the toiletry items. After finishing packing, Jiafu couldn’t even take a bite and went out in a hurry.
“Grandma, the uncle just said it, the hour hasn’t arrived yet. There’s a lot of business this morning, let’s go after two bites…”
Mother Liu knew that Jiafu hadn’t eaten much last night, and felt distressed that she was hungry, so she chased after her.
“I can not eat……”
Jiafu turned to the floor-to-ceiling screen and hurriedly stepped into the outside living room. At a glance, he saw Pei Youan sitting at the chess table with a scroll in his hand. He seemed to be waiting for her by reading a book. His clothes were neat and he was refreshed. Hearing her voice, he raised his head.
Gaffer stopped abruptly and glanced at him, feeling a little cramped, and explained in a low voice: “I was not good in the morning, so I overslept and asked you to wait for me. I’m fine, so I can go. .”
Pei Youan said: “It’s not too late. You can eat it before you go, it’s okay.” He put the scroll on the chess table, turned around and left the door.
Mother Liu hurriedly picked up the food box that had just been delivered from the kitchen, opened it and placed it on a small kang table. A dish of young bamboo shoots, a dish of magnolia fern sprouts, a dish of vine greens, fried fresh shrimps, marinated chicken breasts, and a bowl The japonica rice porridge smelled of aroma and looked refreshing and delicious. Only then did I feel hungry, regardless of Pei Youan, and sat down hurriedly. After eating most of the bowl, I felt full. Then I got up and went out of the room.
The sky was getting white outside. Begonias and wood hairpins were planted in the courtyard. I don’t know which leaf bottom the morning bird is hiding in, and tweeted joyfully. Pei Youan stood under the corridor with his back to the door, motionless, and didn’t know what he was thinking.
Gaffer arrived behind him and whispered softly: “My husband, I’m all right.”
He turned his head, glanced at her from head to toe, and then showed the familiar smile that Jia Fu showed on his face, nodded at her, and said without hesitation: “Follow me.”