Wishing You Eternal Happiness - Chapter 87

“Fuer my wife. I always write letters, I must see the words like a meeting, but I hope that this letter does not have to be displayed in your face. It is not that I do not read you, and I do not want to meet, but if you see this letter, it is My incompetence is not just the promise I made to you.

Remembering the midsummer parting, you are upset and unhappy, I can’t bear it, so I whispered to you, and I will take you back soon. At that time, I still had some luck, hoping to fulfill it. To this night, it is autumn, alone in the southwest corner, in the shabby room with candles, listening to the leakage of Yelan, the sound reminds the dawn, knowing that you can no longer deceive yourself, so he draws his pen and writes.

Every time I write a pen, a thousand words are often written in one stroke. However, at this moment of the night, my thoughts are astringent, and even though the words in my heart are thousands, I don’t know how to put them into practice.

I still remember that two years ago in the Shangjiang Mansion, that night I stayed alone in the post at night, awake late at night, got up and held scrolls under the lamp, suddenly heard the sound of you calling me, suspected dreams, when I opened the door, Ru Jing Untidy clothes, barefoot and shaggy hair, like a scared rabbit, threw himself in front of me and hugged me for a long time. At that time, I was shocked and inexplicable, thinking it was weird, but now I want to come, that night should be the beginning of my joy in this life, vividly remembered, smelling fragrance.

Since I was a child, I have read hundreds of schools of scholars and learned the teachings of sages. Of course, even if you write texts, ask me to give courtesy, and those who mess with me, they all begin with Qingqing alone.

Recalling Wuding for a few months, living together with roof tiles, you are all cunning, I don’t like it, I often scold you, An Ganyun, I didn’t enjoy it then without knowing it? As soon as the marriage is completed, the clouds and the screen are fragrant and warm, and the brocade tent whispers, looking closely, everything is good.

In the books of the Han Dynasty, when Liang Hong returned, his wife provided food for him. He did not dare to look up at Hongqian. Although I don’t envy Liang Hong, I only love your arrogance. Even though I was unhappy at the time, now I want to come, but I can’t ask for it. I expected that it would be hard to see Ru Jiao in this life, let alone listen to your cousin calling me, I would know regrets and deeply rooted in my heart.

My father once taught my brothers to count when I was a child, saying that it is not easy for a gentleman to do the right way and follow the righteousness. It is you and righteousness, courtesy and righteousness, how should I choose.

In the end, I broke my word and failed to keep my promise on that day. Tomorrow I have to go on the road and do what I should do. This matter may cause death, and I am going forward in danger, not to seek fame, nor to love you than others, but to stand in the middle of the sky. Things.

Today’s matter is for me to do, and there is no way to refute it, but I will fail you in the end.

Qingqing, when you ran to me, it was to seek my blessing. Today is an incomparable method. If I bear you, if one day you learn about my evil news, you must never hurt yourself, let alone run in vain, I The sin of the king is unforgivable.

In this life, although I live in the height of the temple, I am really nothing but a stubborn body. I have an ominous mother and a bad reputation when I was young. I am an ominous person. Enough chewing and fun, death is also the result of fate. The only regret is that you will no longer be able to protect your peace in the future. Fortunately, arrangements have been made. Although you cannot protect you for the rest of your life, you should be able to live in peace, without fear and fear. This is also the last thing I do for you.

The attached page is a wife’s book. I will not leave you today, and from now on, you will no longer have to worry about me. Ru Hui has a touching quality, and if you meet a beloved person, you can renew your marriage. I learned that I must also smile and be pleased, and I wish you good luck. The ink is all here, Qingqing take care.

Youan in the Book of Four Drummers on August 27th. “

This letter from Pei Youan has two lines, one is the content, and the other is the wife’s letter, which was torn up and discarded by Jiafu on that day.

She didn’t need to read these few pages anymore, the words and sentences had been engraved into her mind early.

It was also after receiving this letter that Jiafu came to understand. It turned out that when he left that night, he was ready to say goodbye to him. It was just that at the time, I was indulged in the sadness of parting with him, and then was so comforted by him. Later, she learned from her brother his instructions and arrangements before leaving. Later, the jade beads also came and piled up together, and she finally smelled an ominous breath.

However, all the worries and suspicions, when I didn’t see the letter, were just a hunch, and they were still lucky.

Until the moment when the letter arrived, how deeply worried and anxious Gaffer was, and how much anger and sadness followed.

She had to keep this thing well, and when she saw someone else, she patted his own writing back on his face and asked him to eat everything back!

With such anxieties and worries, as well as the anger and sadness that he can’t vent now, and there is nowhere to vent, Jiafu finally rushed to the capital on this day and arrived at Pei’s house.

The Pei family is still the original Pei family, but in just over half a year, when she came back this time, Pei family seemed to have become a different one. In the front hall of the concierge, there were few people dropping off, all the way in, lazily slacking, gossip, and suddenly saw Jia Fu and his party enter, then hurriedly greeted him, but his expression was slightly different from the past. It was very different. Jiafu went straight into the courtyard where she lived, sent someone to inform Mrs. Xin, and said she changed her clothes to worship, and then asked Mother Liu to ask for the news. Soon, Mother Liu came back with a panic expression and said that somehow, after the uncle left Quanzhou, she did not seem to have gone to the southwest. She seemed to be in the capital, but she did not show her face. Then half a month ago, it was rumored that she was offended by the emperor. He was dismissed and took the seat. Someone saw him being taken out of the city gate by two old men early in the morning and sent to the north.

Gaffer’s heart jumped wildly.

Although Pei Youan didn’t mention what the “deeming things” he did to “fear kill” in that letter, she had a feeling that it must be related to Xiao Yu.

Only when this kind of thing is involved, “for the king,” can “the sins be unforgivable.”

Her legs were weak for a while, but soon, her mind was frozen.

His letters can be seen everywhere between the lines. Pei Youan had the worst plan to do that. And now, the emperor did not kill him.

Perhaps this was unexpected, but Gaffer knew exactly why.

She didn’t care if she was dismissed from office. Send it to the north, and she will not be afraid to follow. The only worry is his body.

In his previous life, he went outside the Great Wall, and later the old disease relapsed, and he was very likely to be undermined by Xiao Yintang, and finally died in Suye City. In this life, even if Xiao Yintang can no longer harm him, but the cold outside the Great Wall and he is alone, how can she let her down?

She finally hurried back, but others have been sent to the north!

Gaffer suppressed the strong urge to set off to catch up immediately.

He has been away for more than half a month. She was so big to the north, where he was sent, what way he was walking, and what happened to her, she didn’t know.

She wrote a greeting card and asked people to rush to Liu Jiushao’s mansion to vote for Mrs. Liu. Although her side was unwilling, she could only cheer up, changed her clothes, and told her to take her. The gifts brought from Quanzhou went to Mrs. Xin’s side.

Zhou Jiao’e gave birth last month and gave birth to a daughter. Just a few days after her confinement, Mrs. Xin is extremely indifferent to her now. However, Pei Xiuzhi has regained the title of Duke of the country with that iron ticket, and she doesn’t pay much attention to her on weekdays.

When Jiafu entered, he saw Brother Quan standing in the courtyard, smashing a handful of stones in the direction of the window of Zhou Jiao’e’s house, and accompanied by a crackling sound like fried beans, a few stones were thrown in. There was a sound of baby crying, mixed with Zhou Jiao’e’s screaming and cursing. A woman opened the window and probed out. The brother Quan turned around and ran without being wary. On her body, Mother Liu yelled, and she almost fell on her back. Fortunately, Sandalwood had quick eyes and hand, and she helped her. Brother Quan, who was small in stature, was bounced out and sat on the ground with a big butt. Crying, the nurse girl hurriedly came out, saw Jiafu, for a moment, she called the grandma back, and went to coax the brother Quan, Mrs. Xin heard the cry, and soon came out, cursing: “Make you good The one who looked at his brother made him cry again!”

The nurse girl glanced at Jiafu, opened her mouth, and was afraid to respond, but Brother Quan pointed to Grandma Liu and yelled, “It’s this stinky lady who hit me on purpose!”

Mrs. Xin looked up, saw Jiafu, paused, and smiled.

Jiafu resisted the disgust in her heart for the child, and said: “Mother, I just got home, come to visit, and the mother walked with me, then came in, and saw that brother threw stones into the window of the house. She ran, and pierced her on her body. She was very old and almost fell without a collision. Fortunately, she was helped a bit. I didn’t want Brother Quan to fall himself. Sin!”

Mrs. Xin said nothing. Behind her followed a 17- or 18-year-old woman with a pretty face, looking at her and her group, looking not dressed like a servant.

“This stinky lady hit me! She hit me deliberately! Grandma, you want to vent my anger!” Brother Quan fell to the ground, Sapo rolling.

“stand up!”

There was a roar behind him, Jiafu turned around and saw Pei Xiuzhi hurriedly approaching, and screamed at Brother Quan on the ground.

“It’s clear that you hit someone first, but you are still scornful! You get me up, go to kneel at the ancestral hall, and think about it!”

Brother Quan immediately stopped crying and slid behind Madam Xin.

Mrs. Xin frowned and said, “It’s fine, I’ll teach him well when I enter the house.” She told people to take the whole brother back to the room first. At this moment, she saw Zhou Jiao’e holding the crying child and ran out of the house, crying. Said: “Forgive me, there is no one in my house. Everyone bullied me and threw a stone into my room! I’m so anxious, I can do everything! Ouch, my bitter daughter…”

“…The old lady’s filial piety period has not passed yet!” Zhou Jiao’e continued to yell at this side, “Forgive me, I don’t know, now I’m letting people into the house—”

A few months ago, Mrs. Xin accepted a concubine named Yunniang for Pei Xiuzhixin on the grounds that Zhou Jiao’e was pregnant and could not serve her son. Naturally, the old lady’s one-year filial piety period was not over, and this concubine had not yet seen her face. .

Hearing Zhou Jiao’e yelling, Mrs. Xin’s face darkened, and she sternly shouted: “What are you looking at doing? Why don’t you invite the mistress back to the house!”

When her voice fell, everyone ran over, and the girl behind her persuaded her, pulling and pushing Zhou Jiao’e into a mess.

Jia Fu suppressed the disgust in his heart, Madam Chao Xin gave a bow and asked people to put down the gift, and then left. Madam Xin was cold, and only nodded before Jia Fu was discharged. He heard the woman’s whispered discussion behind her. “…A phoenix with feathers is not as good as a chicken, look at her, as if you were yourself…”

Mother Liu also heard her, showing anger, stopped her footsteps, and turned to go to the theory. She was stopped by Jiafu, and continued to move forward. She hurried to the front of her courtyard, and there was a rush of footsteps behind her, Pei Xiuzhi Chasing up: “Sister-in-law, the eldest brother, you don’t feel sad. From now on, you can just stay at home with peace of mind, and just tell me if you have something.”

Jiafu smiled faintly: “Thank you.” After speaking, he turned around and sent the things to the second room, but he didn’t go there, just waiting for Mrs. Liu’s reply. In the evening, Mrs. Liu actually took the carriage and came over. Jia Fu welcomed her in, and the servants offered refreshments. Jia Fu said with tears, “I just returned to Beijing today, and I heard those things. Sunny. Pili is even more helpless. Because Mrs. Liu has always had a good relationship with her husband, he thought of his wife. Originally, I only wanted to ask my wife for some information. I wondered whether the man who went north is indeed the husband. Come by yourself, please be respected by me.”

Mrs. Liu hurriedly supported her and said: “Why did my younger sister meet with me? If it wasn’t for Mr. Pei, where is my Liu family today. I can tell you the truth, that person is indeed Mr. Pei. But why did he be guilty of long live? , Even my husband doesn’t know. A few days ago, he and An Yuanhou went to see Wansui together, and this was what he asked. Instead of asking, he was replied by Wansui.”

Mrs. Liu sighed: “My husband really didn’t understand. Later, I asked about it and said that Long live also made a special message, saying that people are not allowed to go with Master Pei, and even the subordinates are not allowed to accompany, otherwise the crime will be increased. . Sister, what are you going to do now?”

Gaffer wiped away her tears and said, “There is always a reason to be said in everything. The husband really committed a crime against the sky, and the sin was deserved, and it should be made public, so that people can understand. Now this is not clear, he is sent to the north. Son, how can I feel at ease? I want to see Long live, can I bother Master Liu and make a petition to Long live for me tomorrow?”

Madam Liu agreed, and then persuaded Jia Fu. After sitting for a while, she hurried away. Jia Fu had no sleep. The next afternoon, Madam Liu came to the door again and said that Liu Jiushao had already passed on the message, but the emperor did not say anything at the time. Not dare to ask, tell her to wait.

After waiting for seven or eight days, there has been no news. Jiafu was anxious, so she went to look for Mrs. Liu again, and asked Master Liu to help transfer the message to Li Yuangui, wanting to see Li Yuangui again. In a blink of an eye, and several days passed, there was still no movement.

Just as Jiafu was very anxious, on this day, the Cui Yinshui next to Li Yuangui came and preached: “Godfather told me to tell Madam. Long live is still in anger. It’s not easy to see for a while. Ask Madam to wait patiently. Wait, after some time, when Long live slowly dies, godfather will intercede on behalf of his wife.”

It is now the end of October, and she has returned to Beijing for half a month. After half a month has been delayed, Pei Youan people don’t know where they are. The weather here has turned cold, let alone the north, it’s snowy in November. Swinging is also common. I think he is alone, and I don’t know whether he has brought cold clothes, and he is not a person who can take care of himself normally, and now he doesn’t know how he looks like, and tears welled up.

Seeing her in tears, Cui Yinshui hurriedly bowed: “Madam, don’t cry…”

Gaffer turned her face and wiped her tears silently. Cui Yinshui was in a daze. He gritted his teeth and turned his head to see no one nearby. He leaned over and whispered: “Madam. Don’t worry too much. Godfather is also afraid that Lord Pei will not be able to withstand the weather in the north. If you’re too old, take care of the adults. It’s really an adult who is too angry at Long Live this time, otherwise Long Live won’t be like that. Madam, wait.”

Gaffer put a little snack now. Just waiting for the emperor to calm down like this, who knows to wait until the year of the monkey.

She calmed down. Suddenly, there was something in her mind. She hurriedly got up and called Cui Yinshui. She went over and handed over the jade pendant that Pei Youan had used as a token of the marriage contract. I express my gratitude to Li Gonggong, and then transfer this thing to Li Gonggong, and ask Li Gonggong to hand it over to Long Live on my behalf.”

Cui Yinshui took a look at the mouth of the sachet, and saw that it was a jade pendant. He didn’t know the origin, so he hesitated.

Jiafu said, “Don’t worry, there will be nothing wrong with Daddy Cui. Please help Daddy Cui.” As he said, he saluted him, Cui Yinshui sighed, and hurriedly dodged to the side, took the things away, and said: “Nothing, I Let’s transfer it to your godfather for you. As for whether your godfather will be transferred to Long live, I don’t know. Wait for the news.”

Jiafu sent him out, and another night passed in panic. In the evening of the next day, a palace cart stopped in front of Pei’s house. Cui Yinshui came again and said that the emperor had orders and summoned Jiafu to the palace to meet him.