World Record - Chapter 93. Look up at the sky

93. Look up at the sky

That day, I was sent home early.
Im told that You dont look like you are in a good condition, so take a rest. Somehow, with that condition, they kept me away from the battlefield temporarilybut I want go to the battlefield. I think I should try persuading if I were to stop here.

Haa

I sighed softly.
I took out the key from my coats pocket, inserted it into the doork.n.o.b, and turned it to unlock it.
Theres no presence.
I prepare myself and open the door, as expected the girl is not there. Then, I realized that theres a presence from the unused room at the second floor.

I bettereat something

I head to the living room as if running away from the presence.
When I walk into the living room, various foods were scattered to the extent that one would thought a burglar entered the house.
I looks like she ate something.
I take off my coat, and sit on the sofa.

Aaah

I raise my voice due to the sinking feeling.
When I look at the clock, it has already pa.s.sed 12, indicating that its lunch time.
I have nevercook before. I can probably grill, but I probably cant boil or steam.
Even if I order a delivery, I dont think I can wait so long because I ate anything since yesterday.

Lets, cook

I made my tired body stand.
I pick up the lettuce and the pack of beansprout from the floor.
When I try looking through the refrigerator, as expected, she didnt touch raw meat, leaving only the frozen food.

Stir-fry vegetables Frozen meat will melt when its grilled, right? Well, I will know once I try it

Saying that, I take out the frozen meat, and take out the frying pan from the shelf.
Its calleda frying pan, huh. I place the frying pan on the stove. Howdo you start a fire?
I activate the status application, and open the place that can find things which Nee-san told me.

This, I guess

For now, I search kitchen, fire, way to start.
Then, several blue long sentences appeared, and among them, I realized there are several with the name gas stove.
Gas stove
I mutter in my heart, and look at the stove.
Come to think of it, I think thats the name of it.
This time, I search gas stove, way to use.
However, nothing like it came out, and as a result, it took about 30 minutes just to search for it.
The negative effect of a person who had only kill, comes out here Next time, lets study a little on housework.

I place the frying pan on the fire, and throw the vegetables and frozen meat into it.
Something to stir itDont think its proper to use hands. Chopsticks, I guess.
Juuu, such grilling sound resounds. I pick up the long chopsticks that happen to be nearby, and start to stir the vegetables.

Whats this? Its harden

However, the frozen meat is not melting easily, and in the meanwhile, the vegetables are burned and stick to the frying pan.
If I take it out, only one part of the frozen meat is grilled, and even if I try to move it, it sticks again.
This is hard.
I dont even need to struggle this much against an ordinary Unknown.
Although I have looked at it lightly up until now, I have never thought that housework is this difficult.
I move the chopsticks in desperation while thinking.

While stirring, I suddenly thought whether theres taste on it or not.
I stop the fire unskillfully, take out a relatively small plate from the shelf, and serve a little of the stir-fried vegetables.

Theres burn marks here and there, and it also has a weird smell.
The half-grilled meat with only the red part left.
I must say that its a terrible look, but I think that it should be safe, so I eat it all boldly!
However, the next moment, I spit out everything inside my mouth to the rubbish bin at the kitchen.
One wordvery bad.
This is not edible at all. The vegetables are overcooked, the meat is still half-raw, and theres no even a single taste.

Whatto do with these?

For now, lets endure the vegetables and grill the meat. The vegetables might get burned even more, but as for the meat, its better than eating it raw.
And, the tasteI suddenly realized that theres a bottle with the label Soy sauceat the corner of my eyes.
Thats right. Soy sauce!
If Im not mistaken, soy sauce has a strong taste. Then, it would surely match with the stir-fried vegetables.
I take the bottle of soy sauce without hesitation, and pour it in large amounts into the stir-fried vegetables.

And a few minutes later.
The meat is no longer half-grilled, and due to the soy sauce, the vegetables didnt burn that much and the stir-fried vegetables is completed.
As for the tastewell, its bad as usual.
Its better than just now, but still, with only soy sauceI feel that it doesnt suit the stir-fried vegetables.
Although it might taste better if a chef cooked itI cant. I need to think of something.

I serve the stir-fried vegetables on the plate.
On this occasion, I remembered about the girl.
Well, this is not edible. At most, you need to force yourself to eat it.
However, it should have a better taste than eating fresh vegetables
While thinking that, I took out another plate.
I serve about half of the remaining stir-fried vegetables, and take out the splittable chopsticks from the drawer.

Haa

Now, lets go.
I trick myself that the depressed feeling is my imagination, and step forward with the food on my hand.

It was the room immediately after going upstairs.
I stand in front of the door, and breath out deeply.
I can feel her presence from this room.
Not moving at all, probably, shes right behind the door.

Fuu

I prepared myself, and knocked the door.
No reply.
Instead of that, overflowing killing intent was sent towards me beyond the door.

Um. I made lunch more or less

Saying that, I looked at the plate Im holding.
The smell is good, but the taste is not something that can be called as a foodProbably, she has not eaten anything for lunch yet.

You havent eat lunch, right? Thats why
Shut up

By those words, I shut up.
Im having good intentions.
I cooked because I thought that she might be hungry.
It might taste bad, but I want herto live on.
I dont want herto die like that man.
And yet.

Ihate you

I heard such voice beyond the door.

You killed Tou-san. You killedTou-sanwho never opposed humans before. Heywhat Tou-sandid to you? Did Tou-sando anything to you?
T-Thats

No.
He didnt do anything to me.
Only that truth, I cant speak out.
I can hear sniffling sound beyond the door.

As expectedyoure justa murderer. You killed Tou-san whos innocent. You killedmy irreplaceable person. You killedmy precious person

I cant deny what she said.
Because all of it are true.

I wontaccept any charity from you. I wont trusta murderer like you. You might evenput poison in the food to kill me. To kill mewhos a hindrance for you
Youre wro
Im not

As if to cover my denying words, her words resounded.
I wont put poison.
Its just my good intention.
I did my best to cook it
Only that.

Im not wrongat all. Youre a murderer. Someday for sureeven I willbe a hindrance. You will then want to kill me. Kill meand become ease. Thats why, I wont acceptyour charity. Because I dont wantto be killed like Tou-san

Ah.
Come to think of it, it might be true.
Its quite fun to cook.
I hoped that she should open her heart even a little.
I averted my eyes from that fact.

I killed her father with these hands.

Like in stories, its impossible to reconcile easily.
Its not like she would let her guard down if I flatter her.
This place has only the harsh fact and refusal.

Sorry
! Rather thanapologizing! Give Tou-san back! Dont even apologizeeven though you dont give Tou-san back! Even though you dont take the responsibility! Even though you dont feel guilty!!

I have no words.
Because the deadcant be revived.
Even with my superpower, such thing is probably impossible.
Even if I can make something out of nothing.
I cant return a life from the past.

But still

I looked up at the sky instinctively.
However, theres only the ceiling there, something like blue sky, cant be seen anywhere.
However, if theres this guy called G.o.d, then please hear me.
I vomit the heavy air acc.u.mulated in my lungs.
My heart hurts. It feels like its going to crush anytime soon.
My body creaks.
My heart creaks.
Screaming.
Im regretting. I think that I did a wrong thing.
But I who cant do anything

But stillIm sorry

What can I do other than apologizing?