Wrong Marriage - Chapter 165

I’m pregnant

Maodou’s mother agreed to my request, gave me and Maodou Unicom a video phone.

In the video, Maodou is much thinner than when I sent him. Originally, his fleshy face looks like a little chin, but his eyes are shining.

The child really likes piano and has talent in this aspect. I shouldn’t delay him.

I think so in my heart, I don’t know why, but I feel heartache unbearable.

But I know that if I show a sad expression, Maodou will be more sad than me. I grew up watching this child, and I know how sensible he is. Sometimes it makes people feel sad.

In the video, Maodou laughs at me happily, “Mom, I miss you so much! I’ve learned a lot here, and the teacher praised me very well. ”

I laughed, “did you listen to the teacher

？ Is there any mischief? Mom missed you very much, too. ”

My mobile phone gently stroked the computer’s display screen and stopped at the corner of Maodou’s mouth.

Mao Dou shook his head and was very dissatisfied with my suspicious attitude. “Mao Dou is very good. I don’t believe you ask Mr. Mai Rui!”

At the back of the video, there is a gentle Oriental woman. If you look carefully, there are some similarities between her eyebrows and Maodou. I think she is Maodou’s biological mother.

“Yes, zining is very good, thanks to your teaching.” She gently stroked Maodou’s hair, and said with a smile to me in another section of the video, her eyes were undisguised gratitude.

Maodou felt her tenderness, raised his head, showed a naive smile to her, and his eyes were full of dependence.

Blood relationship is such a magical thing. Maodou was originally a child who was serious and indifferent to everyone. In front of this new teacher, he showed the smile he used to only show to Qin Muyan and me.

“How are you, mom? How is uncle Qin? Are you together? ” Maodou doesn’t know how painful I am now. He asked me the most

I don’t want him to ask.

I said with a smile, “where do children have so many problems? It’s so late. According to your time, are you going to bed soon? ”

Mao Dou flattened his mouth and said, “Mom doesn’t want me? Don’t even talk to me. ”

Looking at such a lovely child, my heart became a pool of spring water, reluctantly said with a smile, “of course, my mother wants Maodou, my mother’s favorite is Maodou. But my mother is very tired at work. Can Maodou give my mother a rest? ”

At the end of the day, my nose was sore and my voice trembled uncontrollably.

The director of Mao Dou nodded, “well, mom, have a rest early.”

Said, small mouth close to the camera, gave me a kiss.

My tears can no longer help falling down, quickly turned off the camera, threw himself on the bed crying.

He doesn’t know anything, but I do. This may be our last call. Maybe in the future life, I will never again

To be able to see him, even such a simple video. Since Fang Dawei lied to me that I couldn’t have children, the child has been with me.

When I first came out. He’s formal and vulnerable. I understand that abandoned children, how many will have such a psychological, so I step by step patiently enlighten him, lead him, just let him put down his heart to me, become such a lovely and sensible child.

But now, I have to give up his presence for his future. He has to bear the pain of a single parent family all the time, and he is in danger of losing the opportunity of further study at any time.

Looking at him like this, I don’t seem to know that his biological mother is the new teacher beside him.

I don’t know if he will cry or make noise in the future, and whether his biological mother will be able to take good care of him?

Love I lost, family, I also lost, now I have what?

Even Jiang Nan is no longer a safe haven where I can go at any time.

My heart crumpled in pain. I don’t know why God treats me like this. I think I’ve never done any bad things. I’m diligent and hard-working. Why does the world repay me like this?

Once upon a time, my mind flew, thinking of a lot of people, Fang Dawei, Li Qian, Ji Qing, Liu Xi, Liu Feifei

The last stop is on a person’s face.

Qin Muyan.

I don’t know how long I cried. I fell asleep in tears.

One second before falling into a deep sleep, I thought, if only I could not wake up any more, just don’t face all this

When I woke up the next day, I cooked a pot of porridge for myself. I told myself that it had nothing to do with it. Qin Muyan, even if I didn’t have you, I could walk well in the future.

But I don’t know why, when I smell the smell of the pot of porridge, I began to feel a kind of physiological nausea, instinctively want to vomit, rushed to the toilet, lying on the edge of the toilet but nothing.

I think so. After all, I haven’t eaten well for several days

It’s too late.

It was not easy to get that spasm of stomach in the past, I sat on the ground panting, bitter heart spread.

I staggered to my feet and forced myself to drink the porridge.

I didn’t expect that as soon as I took the first sip, I felt a fishy smell rushing towards my heart, and then I went to the toilet and vomited.

When I vomit in the dark, I suddenly think, I’m not… Pregnant?

Just these two days, the company asked for the annual physical examination, I went to the hospital.

“Congratulations! Miss Lin, your baby has been in your stomach for a month. Mother and son are safe. ” The nurse’s smiling words fell in my ears like thunder.

Since Fang Dawei left, I’ve only slept with Qin Muyan alone. According to the days, a month ago, it should have been his.

If the news comes a week earlier, I have no doubt that Qin Muyan will happily welcome the child with me.

But now, he and Ji Qing are as hot as glue

What am I to prepare for their engagement party? What is the child in the stomach? But in just one week, my world has changed so dramatically.

But why did it all happen so suddenly?

Especially Qin Muyan.

He was still talking to me that morning, showing no signs.

Maybe the baby in my stomach gave me courage, so I decided to ask Qin Muyan to understand.

It’s not for the sake of the child in my stomach. I don’t want him to become a man without a father and suffer the same grievance as Maodou.