Wrong Marriage - Chapter 198

When are you going to leave me

“In your heart, I’m not as good as this man?” He said while squinting dangerously, a handsome face toward me a few minutes.

I glared at him, and the anger in my eyes almost burst out of the box.

This man, how can he be funny? How could he have the face to ask such a question?!

After returning home, the resentment and pain in his heart are like wild animals coming out of a broken cage, biting my heart.

I pushed away his body, he was not defensive for a moment, I pushed him to stagger a few steps, the corner of his mouth with the bruise just left by the fight, looking very embarrassed.

“This man, who has been kind to me wholeheartedly since he was in college, has been standing firmly beside me even though he was rejected by me again and again.

When I was bullied, he was the first one to come to me. When I was lonely and helpless in England, he protected me wholeheartedly. For so many years, he only had me in his heart, and even the British Princess refused.

what about you? What do you compare with him? ” My eyes were fixed on Qin Muyan. I almost looked through a hole in his body to see if he had a heart.

“What about me?” Qin Muyan laughed angrily and nodded, “I’ve been waiting for you for three years, chasing you for one year, and waiting for you for three years. For you, I don’t want any face. I’ll throw my face on the ground and let you step on it. What the hell can I compare with him?”

“Enough!” My voice suddenly rose, “waiting for me for three years?! Qin Muyan, you feel your conscience and say, did you leave without saying goodbye seven years ago?! Did you break into my life four years ago?! Three years ago, you were so indifferent to me for the sake of Ji Qing that you even took our children as gifts for her? ”

When I say a word, Qin Muyan’s face turns pale.

In the end, I was in tears and his lips were shaking.

“Lin Huanyan, I know everything you say, but you can make it clear about the child. Aren’t you cruel and unfeeling to kill that child and then fly away?” Qin Muyan’s voice was also filled with uncontrollable anger.

“Qin Muyan!” I was amused and angry at his absurd conjecture, “I beat the child?! How I long to have a child of my own

It’s not that I don’t know! ”

Qin Mu Yan’s face changed. He stepped forward and held my wrist. “You didn’t kill the child?”

“You are the one who killed the child!” I struggled, angry: “or in such a cruel way! Qin Muyan! What kind of heart do you have to pester me now?! I’ve given up revenge. Can’t you let me go? ”

At the end, I couldn’t cry.

I have given up revenge… I just want to keep my heart and live a good life. It can’t be hurt twice by you. Isn’t it enough?

Why can’t you even satisfy me?

Qin Muyan, did I kill your family in my previous life? Do you want to torture me in this life?

A pair of thin lips contain my lips, light tobacco breath mixed with despair between our lips and teeth diffuse.

Tears wantonly in my face flow, slide into my mouth and his entanglement.

That’s it. One last kiss.

Qin Muyan did not intend to let me go, he said, Huanyan, you believe me, I have never killed our children.

Do you believe it? Don’t you believe it?

I don’t know.

Mu Yifan suddenly came out from behind me and hit Qin Muyan on the cheek. He was crying and laughing on his drunken face, like saying to Qin Muyan, or to himself, “Huanyan is my girlfriend…”

His declaration of sovereignty generally encircles me in his arms, but his eyes are full of sorrow and pain.

Qin Muyan’s face was cold and he wanted to come again.

“All right!” I stood beside Mu Yifan, looking at Qin Muyan, tears streaming down, “are you two going to kill me?! Qin Muyan, you go! From the day you killed our children, there’s no possibility between us. ”

“Happy face,” he obediently stopped, looking at me with firm and loving eyes, “I will find out the evidence, find out the truth, and prove that what happened in those years was not what I did.”

“Do as you please.” My voice is full of fatigue, half leaning on Mu Yifan’s arms.

After Qin Muyan left, I took Mu Yifan to the hospital.

He suffered a lot from the fight just now. I pressed ice on the corner of his mouth to reduce his swelling. Tears still kept falling.

Sometimes I feel like a joke for the first half of my life.

My father is bankrupt. I don’t even know who framed him.

I married myself in a muddle headed way, but my mother, who loved me most, was angry to death by the evil mother-in-law.

I thought that I finally got out of the past nightmare and found true love. As a result, my first child was knocked out in that way.

It’s not easy to find a person who is good to himself wholeheartedly, but finds that he has lost the ability to love others.

Make a mess of your life.

A warm hand gently wiped away the tears on my cheek.

I look at the weak Mu Yifan leaning on my shoulder.

Drunk, his eyes are bright, with simple love and gentleness, gently coax me, “happy face, don’t cry…”

My nose is sore and I cry even more.

Why can’t I fall in love with such a good man? Why can’t I let go of that heartless man?

Mu Yifan didn’t have any impatience at all. He still rubbed my eyes gently

Tears, soft voice coax me, “happy face, I will not drink, OK? Shall I be obedient? ”

“I’m good. Don’t cry.”

He was like a dog that made his master angry and admitted his mistake.

Even he and I don’t know what he did wrong.

I shook my head and cried speechless.

Maybe his biggest mistake is not to fall in love with me.

The hospital’s examination results come out, Mu Yifan stomach bleeding, need to stay in the hospital for a few days. I’ve been staying in the hospital these days to take care of him. We don’t talk about anything before. It seems that nothing happened.

Mu Yifan has become more insecure than before. If he can’t see me for a while, he will look for me everywhere.

That night, Mu Yifan said he was hungry and wanted to have porridge, so I came out to buy porridge for him.

The porridge shops around the hospital were all closed, so I had to walk further, and then I saw a small stall that had not been closed.

Just walk past, see not far from the bar, a man holding a hot woman came out.

The woman seems to drink too much and lean on the man like no bones. She is aggrieved and discontented and says, “what’s good about him? Is it worth my liking? I’m not afraid that he will find out… I’m not afraid that he will leave… Wuwuwuwu… ”

The man is a gentle face, embracing the woman’s waist, carefully protecting her in his arms, quietly comforting her.

Then they got into a taxi.

I don’t know why. I always think that woman looks a little familiar. She seems to be someone I know, but I can’t remember who she is.

“Hot porridge is good!” The boss who bought porridge handed me the thermos box full of porridge with a smile.

I took the porridge, shake the just thing out of my mind, turned back to the hospital.

Go to the road but suddenly think of, just the woman, how so like Ji Qing?!

Think about it and feel funny, Ji Qing such a proud woman, how can late at night drunk also cry so sad? Maybe now she is sleeping soundly in Qin Muyan’s arms!

Think of that person’s name, my heart is a pain.

Mu Yifan’s face was full of worry. When he saw me, he turned into joy and gently cried, “Huanyan, you’re back.”

I nodded with a smile and handed him the porridge in my hand. I took the initiative to explain to him, “the porridge shop downstairs is closed. I went to another place to buy it, so I came back a little late.”

Mu Yifan took the porridge in my hand, but did not open it, just put it on one side of the table.

I smile, went forward to take the incubator, scooped up a spoonful of porridge, gently blew it, and fed it to his lips.

Mu Yifan’s eyebrows and eyes are full of tender feelings that can’t be hidden. He looks at me with a smirk and holds the spoon of hot porridge. His eyes stare at me without blinking.

I was embarrassed by him and kept my head down to avoid his eyes.

It’s so easy to feed him a portion of porridge. I tucked him in and told him, “call me if you have something.”

Then stand up to leave.

“Happy face.” Mu Yifan suddenly called my name.

I looked back and asked, “what’s the matter?”

“When are you going to leave me?” He looked into my eyes through the pair of gold glasses.

Even if it is a bit harsh, he said it gently and genially, but the sadness between the words is heartbreaking.

“Don’t think about it,” I said with a forced smile. I went to sit next to him. “I won’t leave you.” He sat on the bed and looked at me, his face was still a little pale, “since I knew you met Qin Muyan, I always felt that you were about to leave me.”

I lowered my eyes to avoid his sight, filled with guilt, and whispered, “no way.”

Then he tucked in his quilt. “It’s so late. You’re not well now. Why don’t you go to bed early?”