Wrong Marriage - Chapter 224

I may not be able to love you

“Uncle Yifan, is it true that you said you were my father? Can you really be Niannian’s father? ” I don’t know how to think of this stubble, I didn’t care too much, but I was really embarrassed to be pointed out by him.

Mu Yifan and I have been together for so many years. Everyone knows that he likes me, and he always wants to be Niannian’s father, but I’ve been avoiding this problem.

“I certainly…” Mu Yifan looked back at me affectionately, but I was still afraid of his affectionate.

“Don’t talk nonsense. Just now my uncle was just joking. Don’t talk nonsense any more, or Mommy will be punished.” I quickly interrupted Mu Yifan’s words and blocked what he didn’t say. I was too clear about what he wanted to say, because he said too much. How can I not know his affection!

Although Mu Yifan has been rejected by me many times, he heard me reject him again, and still rejected him in front of the child. His eyes were dim. He grinned reluctantly, the green light came on, and he continued to work

I watched intently as the car drove ahead.

When I got home, I dived into the kitchen and let Mu Yifan play with Niannian. Although there were all kinds of sounds in the kitchen, they still couldn’t hide their happy laughter. Laughter from far to near, presumably Niannian and mischievous, running around the house with Mu Yifan.

When I cut vegetables, it suddenly occurred to me that Mu Yifan didn’t eat celery, so he gave up the freshly washed celery and replaced it with another kind of food. When I didn’t know his preference before, I cooked celery every day because I liked the smell of celery. But later, I gradually found that he seldom touched the vegetables cooked with celery. After asking, I found out that he didn’t eat celery, so I wrote down that as long as I ate with him, I didn’t want celery.

I’m also very strange. We are very familiar with each other, but we never get together. I don’t deny that I can’t let that person down in my heart, but I don’t know why I won’t let him give up completely. Maybe this is people’s selfish psychology. Do I really want to go on like this?

The question lingered in my mind until I cooked all the dishes and forgot about it for a while.

At the dinner table, Mu Yifan, as usual, tenderly served our mother and son with vegetables and meat, and then began to eat by himself. Children eat less, but not all

After a while, I was full and ran up and down the living room.

When we were halfway through the meal, I saw Mu Yifan suddenly put down his chopsticks. It wasn’t long since he just ate it. Why didn’t he eat it? I didn’t put celery in it. Isn’t today’s meal appetizing?

“What’s the matter with Yifan? Why don’t you eat it?” I took a look at the dishes. There’s no special dish. He usually likes to eat these. I’ve eaten them, and the taste is not bad. I can’t figure out what’s wrong with him.

As soon as my voice fell, Mu Yifan left his position and came to me. Then suddenly, a ring came out of nowhere and knelt down on one knee with the ring at my feet. I was startled and instinctively shrank back.

“Huanyan, marry me, and give me a chance to be Niannian’s father and take care of your mother and son. “All right?” Mu Yifan looked at me affectionately, looking forward to my answer.

The little guy was so smart that he ran to watch. Before he could say anything, I let him into the room to have a rest. Although he was unwilling, he still went back to the room.

I looked at the glittering diamond ring on Mu Yifan’s hand, and the problem that puzzled me for a long time finally became clear. I sipped my mouth and said: “I don’t think I can love you, I’m sorry…”

The expectation on Mu Yifan’s face disappeared bit by bit, replaced by the disappointment that made me feel guilty. Sorry, I read it again in silence.

Although I have been trying to accept him, trying to let him into my life, also let myself into his life, but when he proposed to me that moment, I still can’t help but want to refuse.

I can’t, really can’t

Mu Yifan eyes gradually covered with a layer of haze, he slowly stood up, eyes tightly staring at me, and then with a trace of unwilling to ask me, “why? Happy face, you can do it… ”

I know what he didn’t say, but maybe he didn’t find out. Every time I didn’t get to the end, I would find all kinds of reasons to refuse him. I still couldn’t give myself to him completely.

Even I feel cruel, but what can I do? I really didn’t think that I would live with Mu Yifan all my life.

At last, I couldn’t say a word. I just bit my lower lip tightly and shook my head gently. I didn’t dare to speak. I was afraid that if I opened my mouth and said something that I couldn’t believe, it would hurt him even more.

Mu Yifan waited for a long time, maybe he also realized that he would not wait for my answer. Finally, he could only squeeze out a smile that made me feel farfetched and said, “it’s OK, I’ll make you really accept me.”

I humbly lowered my head, do not know how to answer his words, I have no courage to refuse him more deeply.

Since then, I have been eating. The more I eat, the more I feel that today’s dishes are salty and bitter.

I don’t know when Mu Yifan left. When I raised my head again, what I saw was that Niannian was eating chicken legs happily and his mouth was full of oil.

Suddenly feel empty, do not know is the house suddenly empty, or, heart empty.

The food in the mouth even has no saltiness. The more you chew, the less taste you have.

I am holding chin Leng Leng looking at eating happy recitation, thought, children can be good ah, even eat a meal can always eat satisfaction.

Niannian may have noticed my sight, and finally he was willing to turn his attention from drumsticks to me.

He Baji mouth, said, “Mom, drumsticks, delicious…”

For no reason, hearing the mindless words, my tears suddenly burst out like a dike.

Niannian saw me cry, threw down the drumstick in my hand, jumped off the stool and ran to my side, regardless of whether my little hand was oily or not, hugged me in a panic.

“Mom, mom doesn’t cry, Niannian doesn’t eat, Niannian doesn’t eat drumsticks, leave it to mom… Leave it to mom…” Niannian also began to choke with me.

My heart suddenly hurt, gently raised my hand to hold Niannian to my leg, held back his tears, and carefully wiped off the crystal tears hanging on Niannian’s face.

I held Niannian tightly and said, “niannianguai, mom doesn’t eat drumsticks.”

Niannian broke away from my arms and looked up at me with tearful eyes, “Mom, why are you crying?”

I raised my hand and put tears on my face again. I tried to smile and said to Niannian, “mom is OK. I just ate a hot pepper. It’s a little spicy.”

Read read to look at me, and then nodded, said“

Well, Niannian also hates pepper. We won’t eat pepper in the future. ““ Well I feel Niannian’s head, it seems, more uncomfortable.