Wrong Marriage - Chapter 233

I want you

“Yifan, will you go out first? I’ll talk about something when I’m ready. ” I whispered his name, as if to coax him, trying to break his hands around me.

Before, I had been able to do the closest thing between men and women with him, but now I see Qin Muyan again. I don’t know why, but I can’t enjoy the pleasure of fish and water with him without scruple.

However, my strength is not as strong as his. I didn’t even move one of his fingers, and didn’t answer my words immediately. I put my chin on my shoulder. Bursts of heat came from the back of my ear. It was itchy. I instinctively counseled my shoulder, but I accidentally put my face on his slightly hot lips.

He put out his tongue and licked my earlobe. A wet feeling spread all over his body. His voice was a little hoarse and said: “happy face, I want you!”

At the end of the speech, he first bit my ear, and then his kiss slowly went down my neck. I heard his even breathing sound become a little rough, and his desire came up.

Feeling his kiss, I think of another man in my heart. I don’t want to have a relationship with him under such circumstances, which is unfair to him.

I tried to break free from his imprisonment, but I couldn’t do it too obviously: “Yifan, I’m very tired today, next time!”

My polite refusal really made Mu Yifan stop for a while. Just when I thought he had listened to me, he turned me back to face him. His eyes were covered with mist, but he could not hide the light sadness: “happy face, don’t refuse me…”

His hoarse voice, which was close to praying, calmed me like I was stunned. I moved my lips, but I couldn’t say anything. Did my refusal really hurt him? I’m flogging my behavior in the bottom of my heart.

It wasn’t long before the sound of even breathing came from behind. I lay for a long time, but I couldn’t sleep. I gently took Mu Yifan’s hand on my waist and crept to the balcony to sit.

A gust of evening wind blowing, some coolness hit, but I don’t want to just go into the room to stay, just rubbed my arms, hugged myself, quietly looking out at the dark distance.

My mind is very confused. I’m not only thinking about all kinds of things I’ve had with Mu Yifan during this period of time, but also recalling Qin Muyan’s strange eyes when he looked at me. I always love Qin Muyan in my heart, and I can’t put down my feelings for him, but I can’t bear to make Mu Yifan sad. After all, he really loves me, and he never leaves me when I need help most.

I am fidgety to grasp the hair, but there is no way to solve my mind. I sat on the balcony for an hour, my face was stiff by the wind, so I got up and went back to my room to lie down.

When I woke up the next day, there was no figure of Mu Yifan in the room. After I sat up slowly, I felt very heavy and dizzy. I picked up my cell phone at random and looked at it. My God, it’s already nine o’clock. I should be late for school.

I quickly got up to change clothes. When I went out to the living room, I saw Mu Yifan, who was busy in the kitchen with an apron.

Hearing the sound, he looked back at me, smiling like a spring breeze: “Huanyan, you wake up, wait a minute, breakfast will be ready soon.”

I nodded and looked around. I didn’t see Niannian. Mu Yifan turned his back to me, but he seemed to see my puzzled expression

“Don’t worry, I’ve sent Niannian to school,” he said slowly

I “Oh”, then sat down on the next stool, head is still very heavy, I had to lie on the table, until Mu Yifan breakfast on the table, I just hold up my head.

“What’s the matter, didn’t you sleep well?” Mu Yifan handed the bowl full of porridge to me. Seeing my face haggard, he quickly cared. I shook my head and said, “no, maybe it’s a little cold, dizzy.” I scooped up a mouthful of porridge with a spoon and blew it gently. A fragrance made me sober.

“Cold?” Mu Yifan stood up anxiously, went to me and touched my forehead, “the temperature is really a little high, otherwise don’t go to the store today, stay at home, I’ll go downstairs and buy some cold medicine later.”

I continued to drink porridge, feebly back: “nothing, not so serious, I drink more water on the line, do not take medicine!”