Xie Linglu - Chapter 188

After a brief blank in her consciousness, darkness appeared in front of Xun Youling. Xun Youling looked around for a while. In her conscious state, her injuries had disappeared, and she was now able to move freely.

She stepped on a void and tentatively triggered her spiritual power, but there was no response. It wasn’t her own territory after all, and everything had to be done according to the rules here.

Xun Youling took two steps. Seeing that there was no change in the surroundings, she scratched her hair and called tentatively, “Hey, who is that? What should I do now?”

She wanted to ask the person who brought her in for questioning, but there was no answer when she shouted out, Xun Youling couldn’t help but feel a little helpless and just wandered around.

As she was walking, her complexion suddenly became ugly. According to what she said outside, the place where she is now is Ji Xinxi’s sea of ​​consciousness. The sea of ​​consciousness of people will reflect the master’s state of mind. No, he was telling her how desperate Ji Xin was in his heart at the moment.

Xun Youling’s nose was sour, she accelerated her pace to explore this dark place, and finally felt a chill on the back of her neck in the emptiness.

Xun Youling shrank her neck, subconsciously trying to avoid it, and immediately realized that this was the only difference so far, and immediately went to the source against the cold wind.

The longer you walk against the wind, the stronger the wind and the lower the temperature. Xun Youling only felt that his hands and feet were not his own at the moment.

Finally, in this darkness, a little bit of white land suddenly fell on the tip of Xun Youling’s nose, and then it turned into a drop of water and fell, and the raging cold wind also eased the wind.

Xun Youling raised her head and found that the snowflakes were slowly falling. When she lowered her head again, the surrounding area was covered with white snow, and the silver circle circled a small area in the darkness, and there was a person sitting in the middle of the snow.

Xun Youling rubbed her eyes and found that the person was Ji Xinxi, she hurried forward, the cold numb her feet, making her movements a little unnatural.

But she didn’t care. She came to Ji Xinxi and found that the person in front of her was wearing a thin single coat, and her whole body was covered with white snow, but Ji Xinxi seemed to have no feeling, sitting there with her knees tucked, dumbfounded. trance.

Xun Youling felt that her heart was pricked by a needle, and she patted the white snow on Ji Xinxi’s body with both hands, and then lowered her head to check the other party’s situation.

When she saw Ji Xinxi’s face, Xun Youling was stunned, not because of the person’s frozen red face, but because of Ji Xinxi’s current appearance, which was much more immature than she remembered.

“Xixi, can you hear me? I’m Xiaochun.”

Xun Youling pulled Ji Xinxi’s hands down, as if holding ice cubes. She rubbed her hands together to try to gather some warmth, but Ji Xinxi was still stunned. He blinked lightly, then pulled his hand back from Xun Youling’s hand.

Seeing Xun Youling’s surprised expression, she added in a low voice, “Cold.”

Xun Youling was stunned for a moment, and understood what Ji Xinxi meant by being afraid of freezing her. She didn’t force her, and simply sat opposite Ji Xinxi and asked, “I know it’s cold, why don’t you change to a warmer environment? ?”

Ji Xinxi crossed Xun Youling to look around, and then said lightly, “Look clean.”

These words were casual, but Xun Youling felt very uncomfortable. She calmed down and said, “In the past, it’s too cold here, why don’t we go out?”

Ji Xinxi was silent for a moment before saying, “You can’t go out, someone will be hurt, and you will be hurt.”

When Xun Youling heard the words, she remembered that when they questioned Ji Xinxi about hurting people before, self-blame flooded into her heart, and she sincerely apologized: “In the past, no one will be hurt, we all misunderstood you before, senior brother and the others. It’s all because of being misled by the fierce, you are so good that you won’t hurt people, even if you have that, they deserve it.”

Ji Xinxi’s brows slightly wrinkled, then returned to the dead silence just now, looked at the ground and said in a low voice: “Maybe not before, but not now, I swallowed the murderer, because I am more dangerous than him. .”

When Xun Youling heard that Fierce was gone, she was overjoyed at first, but then she was puzzled. Since Fierce was gone, how could Ji Xinxi become like this?

But the more Ji Xinxi resisted, the more Xun Youling couldn’t just ignore it. She went to grab Ji Xinxi’s hand again, but before she could touch him, she was swept away by Ji Xinxi’s palm.

The crisp slap sounded, Ji Xinxi’s face was flustered and apologetic for a moment, and then turned back to that lifeless look.

Xun Youling looked at her hand that was slapped away in astonishment, feeling a little wronged and angry. She held Ji Xinxi’s shoulder with one hand and pinched the other’s chin with the other, forcing Ji Xinxi to look up at her.

“Ji Xinxi, what do you want? Is there anything we can’t go out and solve together? Who are you doing this to? Do you…have you ever thought about my feelings? Why do you always Did you leave me so easily?”

Xun Youling’s angry words gradually turned into a question of grievance. Ji Xinxi stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Xun Youling’s face, but he retracted his hand halfway.

She turned her head, not looking at Xun Youling’s line of sight, and then said in a trembling voice: “Xun Youling, do you know? The karma we have been guarding against for so long is actually me, and the fierce person in your mouth is the man in black robe. , he didn’t follow me because he wanted to kill me, but because he respected me.”

“You said that Xun Yang and the others were not hurt by me, but if it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t be involved at all. How can you say this has nothing to do with me?”

Xun Youling couldn’t react for a while after hearing the words: “You said that you are karma? What’s going on? Regardless of this, even if you are, it doesn’t mean that you are…”

Before she could finish her words, Ji Xinxi spoke again: “And I killed my mother when I was born. When you were too sad because of Xun Huai’s death, I almost shot you, When I say this, can you still say that I am wrong?”

Ji Xinxi’s words made Xun Youling unable to refute, but she knew that there must be a reason for all this, just like Ji Xinxi did not believe that she was right, she also did not believe that Ji Xinxi would be such a person.

In the end, Xun Youling gave up the long-winded persuasion, and just looked at Ji Xinxi firmly and said: “I believe you are right, if you don’t believe in yourself in the past, then I will even take your share, I believe in you, no matter what you are. I won’t give up on you no matter what.”

Ji Xinxi stared blankly at Xun Youling, Xun Youling looked at her, cupped her cheeks with both hands and rubbed, and then burst into a soft smile.

The speed of the snowflakes gradually slowed down, and finally the heavy snow came to an end without a sound in Xun Youling’s smile.

The “squeak” sound of shoes stepping on the snow sounded, and a figure slowly stepped on the snow. When they came to the two of them, they couldn’t help rubbing their arms because of the cold, and shivered.

Xun Youling guarded Ji Xinxi behind her on guard, and looked at the woman in front of her, who looked at the woman in her early twenties, dressed neatly, with a pretty and lively face.

“I know that only you can open her heart and I can come in here, otherwise she won’t hear a word even if I shout out my throat.” The woman sighed into the palm of her hand, and simply squatted down to make peace with her. Ji Xinxi and the two got closer.

Xun Youling heard the woman’s tone of voice a little familiar, and said uncertainly: “You are…”

Xun Youling didn’t know who this person was, and she didn’t know what to call him, when Ji Xinxi suddenly called out softly behind her, “Mom?”

Xun Youling turned back suddenly to look at Ji Xinxi, her eyes widened in disbelief, and then she listened to the woman holding her face a little embarrassed and said, “You still can’t speak when I die, this is still you. Calling my mother for the first time is awkward, otherwise you will call my sister.”

This time, Xun Youling’s eyes wandered back and forth between the two, only to feel that it was difficult to digest the information for a while.

There was also a trace of unnaturalness on Ji Xinxi’s face. She nodded and shouted, “Sister Congyun, why are you here? You are not already…”

Having said that, the expression on Ji Xinxi’s face became complicated again. Xun Youling took advantage of this time to wonder if she should say hello. After knowing that the woman in front of her was Ji Xinxi’s mother, she couldn’t help but feel at a loss. .

“Sister Congyun, you are really Xixi’s mother. You seem to believe that you are younger than us.” In the end, Xun Youling chose the same title as Ji Xinxi.

Ji Congyun glanced at Xun Youling inexplicably, then squeezed to sit beside the two of them and complained, “This place is too cold, squeeze and warm up.”

After hearing the words, the two adjusted their sitting postures. Ji Xinxi and Ji Congyun sat next to Xun Youling on the left and right, while Xun Youling, who was sitting in the middle, straightened his back unconsciously and did not look sideways.

Ji Congyun gave Xun Youling a funny look, patted the other party’s shoulder, and said with a smile, “I won’t eat you again, relax.”

Seeing Xun Youling relax a little, Ji Congyun suddenly changed his style and said, “Xixi, do you think you killed me?”

Xun Youling straightened up the back that he had just relaxed, good guy! It was a straight ball that came up. She looked at Ji Xinxi beside her worriedly. Seeing his gloomy face down, she couldn’t help but start to worry again.

Ji Congjun saw that Ji Xin hadn’t spoken to him in the past, so he continued: “Actually, you really think too much about this matter. If you have to say it, you can only say that I committed suicide.”

Ji Xin heard the words in the past, and answered, “It’s a lie, I’ve seen it all.”

Ji Congjun chuckled lightly: “I show you everything you see, how can you say I lied.”

When Ji Congyun said these words, Ji Xin was stunned for a moment, then remembered the golden bell that led the way, and whispered, “It’s you.”

Ji Congyun folded his hands into his sleeves and replied with a chattering teeth: “This is Kunyuan Mountain. After each saint dies, the spiritual body will return here for a short stay. The bells you see are all the saints of the past. Proof that women existed.”

Ji Xinxi heard the words and asked suspiciously: “A short stay? Then why are you here now? Is all this now an illusion of mine?”

Ji Congyun laughed a few times and said, “Of course not, it’s because I’m thick-skinned and insist on not going, that’s why you see me now.”

“I died so suddenly at the time. I didn’t think I would die so young. I haven’t done a lot of things yet. It’s a little irresponsible to think about it. That’s why I am who I am now.”