Yan Yan - Chapter 45

The day before the Qixi Festival, Su Yan and Bai Xingfan went to meet a well-known Chinese dress designer together to prepare a tailor-made wedding dress.

In fact, Su Yan still has lingering fears about the wedding, so she doesn’t really want to hold this ceremony, but both parents are very concerned about this matter, especially Bai Xingfan, who will send her a few wedding themes every now and then. plan, and asked her with concern which one she liked? Do you want to do it domestically or abroad? Do you like Chinese or Western?

In addition, her prospective mother-in-law also recommended many well-known wedding dress designers to her, let her choose at will, tell her whoever likes the style, and she will help her contact the designer.

Compared with Xie Yu’s mother, Bai Xingfan’s mother’s attitude towards her can be described as caring, for fear that she will be wronged in the matter of marriage, Su Yan is very moved by this, but at the same time she also feels a huge pressure— If I insist on not having the wedding, I am really sorry for Bai Xingfan’s **** painstaking efforts.

More importantly, she didn’t want Bai Xingfan to be wronged, and it was unfair to him not to have a wedding.

Love is mutual, she can’t just enjoy his favor, she must also favor him.

Therefore, she finally managed to endure the fear in her heart and summoned the courage to choose to hold a wedding.

Compared with Western-style weddings, she prefers Chinese-style weddings, but the production process of Chinese-style dresses is more complicated and complicated, and every process is hand-sewn, so reservations must be made at least half a year in advance.

The day they came to customize the wedding dress, the sky was extremely gloomy, and they didn’t know if it was to prepare for the annual meeting of the Cowherd and Weaver Girl. It rained on the way before they arrived at the designer’s studio.

Looking at the light rain outside the car window, Su Yan’s expression showed concern: “Will it get bigger and bigger?”

Bai Xingfan: “It should be just a shower.”

Su Yan sighed: “I don’t like rainy days, what a sunny day.”

Bai Xingfan rolled his eyes slightly and smiled softly: “Every day in the future will be a sunny day.”

Su Yan: “What happens in the future will be discussed later. I only hope that tomorrow will be a sunny day, otherwise…”

She deliberately bought a pass and didn’t finish her sentence.

Bai Xingfan raised his brows slightly: “Otherwise what?”

Su Yan blinked slyly: “Guess?”

Bai Xingfan sighed lightly: “I’m so stupid, I really can’t guess Miss Su’s exquisite heart.” Immediately afterwards, his words suddenly changed, “But I know a little.”

Su Yan: “What?”

Bai Xingfan’s words were gentle, but with a sense of oppression: “If Miss Su goes back on her word tomorrow, I will tie you to the Civil Affairs Bureau.”

Su Yan: “…”

She couldn’t help rolling her eyes: “What’s the difference between this and a bandit leader robbing a civilian girl?”

Bai Xingfan: “Of course there is. The bandits are hegemonic and oppressive to the women, but Miss Su and I are in love with each other.”

“…”

Su Yan said unconvincingly, “You are also quite hegemonic, and you often oppress me!”

Bai Xingfan frowned slightly: “When did I oppress you?”

Su Yan: “Last time I went to a home furnishing store, I wanted to buy a latex mattress, but you wouldn’t let me!”

Her eyebrows were twisted, her tone was indignant, and her rosy mouth was slightly pouted, like a young child who tried to ask for candy and then held revenge for several days.

Bai Xingfan smiled helplessly and had to explain again: “That mattress is too soft, and it’s not good for your waist.”

She is a text worker. Sitting for a long time will hurt her waist. If she uses a soft mattress for a long time, it will definitely cause lumbar muscle strain.

“嘁!” Su Yan’s face was full of dissatisfaction, “You are hegemonic!”

Bai Xingfan: “If I were really hegemonic, I wouldn’t agree with you to buy that pair of lamps.”

Su Yan was even more unconvinced: “What happened to my desk lamp? How elegant.”

While shopping that day, she fell in love with a pair of hand-made bamboo lamps. The thin lampshades made of bamboo fibers also had inscriptions written by calligraphy masters. “Pure Heart”.

After the hidden yellow wick is lit, the soft light will reflect the smooth handwriting in more and more clouds and water, which looks both warm and Zen like an ancient temple.

At that time, Su Yan fell in love with this pair of lamps at a glance, she felt stylish, and she could remind herself to keep a peaceful mind at all times, so she took them without thinking.

At that time, Bai Xingfan didn’t express any opinion, who knows that he would feel dissatisfied now.

snort!

angry!

Looking at Su Yan’s angry expression, Bai Xingfan couldn’t help laughing, and then explained, “It’s not that I don’t like that lamp, it’s that I don’t like those words.”

Su Yan retorted: “What’s wrong with the words? How well written!”

Bai Xingsan’s words are concise and comprehensive: “It affects the taste.”

“…”

Help!

There are hooligans here!

Su Yan’s cheeks were instantly hot, and she glanced in the direction of the cab in shame and panic. She was very worried that the sound insulation of the baffle in the middle was not good enough to be heard by the driver.

However, the more she blushed, the more Bai Xingfan felt itchy, and couldn’t help but want to tease her.

I saw him speak without changing his face, and said solemnly: “The bedroom is not only a place for sleep and rest, but also a place for men and women to love. The words ‘little desire’ and ‘clean heart’ really don’t match the bedroom.”

“…”

Help!

Su Yan’s face was flushed to the bottom of her ears, she glared at someone angrily, and whispered, “Shut up! Don’t talk!”

Bai Xingfan raised his brows lightly: “Miss Su, the mouth of defending people is better than defending Sichuan.”

Su Yan was angry and ashamed, but she didn’t know how to refute him. She simply ignored him and stopped looking at him. She turned her face to the car window with a “huh”, and her cheeks were still slightly bulging. Pissed off, the arrogant signal of “you hurry up and coax me, or I will ignore you” all over her body.

Bai Xingfan held back his smile and sincerely admitted his mistake: “It’s my fault, those two lamps are very good.”

Su Yanyi glanced at him and motioned for him to continue.

Bai Xingfan is serious: “It’s a matter of human effort, as long as we work hard enough, we will not be affected by the two lights.”

Su Yan: “…”

You better shut up!

She couldn’t bear it anymore, and glared at him again: “Who wants to work hard with you!”

Bai Xingfan asked knowingly, “Which one do you work hard for?”

Su Yan: “…”

She felt that her ears were about to smoke: “You will bully me.” After speaking, she lowered her eyelids pitifully, her tone with just the right sadness, “Now that you are like this, what will you do after you get married? He will definitely bully me even more… My life is so miserable…”

Bai Xingfan: “…”

Su Yan raised her eyelids and glanced at him: “I don’t want to get married, unless…”

Bai Xingfan took a deep breath: “Unless what?”

Su Yan was embarrassed to say it directly, for fear of being overheard by the driver, so she pressed her elbow on the armrest box between the two seats, and stretched out her upper body towards Bai Xingfan: “Come here, I will tell you quietly.”

Bai Xingfan leaned over his ears, Su Yan raised her chin, put her lips against his ear, and whispered something, Bai Xingfan frowned, and looked at her with a heavy face: “Once?”

Su Yan blinked.

Bai Xingfan is firm and firm: “Impossible.”

Su Yan also knew that he would not agree, and even knew that once a week was unrealistic, but the reason for saying this was only to reduce his sense of expectation, and then slowly increase it, so as to be more likely to achieve his goal.

After thinking for a while pretending to be tangled, she sighed, then reached out her hand to compare two, and said in compromise, “Then twice.”

Bai Xingfan squinted slightly, staring at her without saying a word.

His gaze was not only oppressive, but also penetrating, which made Su Yan feel particularly guilty, for fear that he would see through her own thoughts, she hurriedly lowered her eyes and whispered, “Negotiate, everything is negotiated. of.”

Bai Xingfan corrected: “Intercourse is done, not negotiated.”

Su Yan was anxious and ashamed: “I said everything, fan!”

Bai Xingfan looked calm: “I said it was intercourse.”

“…”

Why should I discuss such a topic with you old rascal?

But since the beginning has already begun, there is no reason to give up halfway!

Su Yan took a deep breath and forced a calm reply: “Why don’t we need to discuss sexual matters? Isn’t it important?”

Bai Xingsan’s tone was light: “The frequency of twice a week doesn’t seem to be that important.”

Su Yan could feel his displeasure and said helplessly, “You can bargain with me!”

Her ideal goal is three to four times, otherwise she can’t bear it – although they have nothing to do with that, the hormonal breath will not deceive people, and the physiological response will not deceive people, so she has a strong premonition, Bai Xingfan Must be a very lustful man.

Bai Xingfan did not “bargain” with her, but asked, “Why do you want to discuss this with me?”

Because she was a little scared.

After all, it never happened before.

And his size is amazing…

But Su Yan was embarrassed to tell the truth, so she could only reply tactfully: “This kind of thing must be satisfied by both husband and wife, otherwise it will affect the relationship more? That’s why we need to discuss it in advance.”

Bai Xingfan frowned again: “So, are you worried that I can’t satisfy you?”

Su Yan: “…”

I’m worried you’ll make me overly satisfied!

She immediately explained: “I didn’t mean that, I mean, yes, I was worried that you would overindulge…” The more she spoke, the quieter her voice became, and in the end she became a mosquito humming.

Bai Xingsan’s tone was firm: “Impossible.”

Su Yan looked at him distrustfully and continued: “According to research, couples of our age group are the healthiest when they have **** three to four times a week.”

Bai Xingfan was startled: “Only four times?”

Su Yan: “???”

talent?

You really didn’t disappoint me at all!

Bai Xingfan is beyond doubt: “Look at this kind of gossip less in the future, it’s unscientific.”

Su Yan was not convinced: “I see it as a scientific investigation!”

Bai Xingfan: “Pseudoscience.”

Su Yan: “…”

You are the most scientific!

She couldn’t help rolling her eyes: “Excessive indulgence will affect your health!”

Bai Xingfan’s face did not change: “Sex/love can not only promote physical and mental pleasure, but also enhance the relationship between husband and wife and increase the happiness of life. Only couples with bad feelings will limit the number of times in advance, we don’t need it, if you If you don’t want to do it, you can tell me, I won’t force you.”

His expression and tone were very serious and convincing. Su Yan couldn’t help but believe his words and gave up the idea of ​​discussing the number of times: “That’s fine.”

Bai Xingfan didn’t say anything more, leaned his back on the seat again, and lightly tapped the white leather armrest with his slender index finger.

Su Yan didn’t say any more, picked up her mobile phone, and was about to swipe on Weibo. Just after she opened the hot search list, she heard someone ask her, “Do you want a child?”

Su Yan was stunned for a moment, turned to look at him, and asked, “When?”

Bai Xingfan: “After marriage.”

Su Yan pursed her lips and hesitated, “Will it be too fast?”

Bai Xingfan: “When do you want to have children?”

“I don’t know either…” Su Yan said honestly, “I want to have a child, but I don’t know when it’s right to have a baby.”

Bai Xingfan is also very considerate of her: “If you don’t want it temporarily, we don’t want it.”

Su Yan was noncommittal. After thinking about it for a long time, she finally made a decision: “Or let’s go with the flow, when will the little angel come and when will we want it.”

Bai Xingfan said without hesitation, “Yes, it’s all up to you.”

Su Yan caught the smile in his eyes: “Are you happy?”

Bai Xingfan: “Well.”

Su Yan asked with a smile, “Is it because I can finally be someone else’s father?”

Bai Xingfan’s eyes were soft: “Because you agreed to be my child’s mother.”

His eyes wouldn’t lie, he was really happy.

A soft shock hit his heart, Su Yan’s breathing stagnated, and she stared at him blankly.

Bai Xingfan was amused by her silly appearance: “What’s wrong?”

Su Yan’s expression revealed a little daze, and hesitantly asked, “Am I really fine?”

Good enough to make you happy because I want to be your child’s mother?

She felt that she was not so good – not to belittle herself, but to tell the truth – on his terms, he could find a woman many times better than her as his wife, just like Zhang Ruotong, she could not only be in the Assisting him in his career and supporting him in the family world can also cultivate better children for him, and he does not have to worry about the problem of descending class in his offspring.

From the moment she decided to marry Bai Xingfan, Su Yan felt the same anxiety that Bai Xingfan’s mother had in those days: worried that the child would become moderate because she was not good enough.

Although most of the people in this world are mediocre, the Bai family is not an ordinary family, and she does not want her children to become incompetent in the family history.

But if she is good enough, there shouldn’t be such worries, right?

So, she really couldn’t understand why he was so happy?

“Aren’t you afraid that I won’t be able to raise the child?” She still asked her most worrying concern.

Bai Xingfan was puzzled: “Why do you think so?”

Su Yan bit her lower lip and finally chose to tell the truth: “Because I’m not good enough.”

“You are very good. In my eyes, no one is better than you.” Bai Xing Sanskrit said firmly, “It is not your responsibility to raise children alone, and me, children are not godfathers. If you really don’t raise them well, It’s my fault, not yours.”

Not everyone has a sense of family responsibility, but a man with a sense of family responsibility will indeed make women feel at ease, at least when it comes to the education of their children.

Bai Xingfan’s words were like a reassurance needle, which instantly cured Su Yan’s anxiety, and made her feel a little nervous. She couldn’t help but want to get close to him: “Kiss!” He leaned his upper body toward him, and pursed his red mouth at the same time.

Bai Xingfan couldn’t help laughing, raised his hand to squeeze her chin, and lowered his head to seal her lips.

The kiss didn’t end until it reached its destination.

Before getting off the bus, Su Yan took out a pack of toilet paper from the satchel she was carrying, and handed it to Bai Xingfan: “Wipe your mouth.” Then she took out the air cushion and lipstick, and put on makeup carefully.

After finishing her makeup, she took another look at Bai Xingfan and found that there were still some lipstick marks on the corner of his right lip that had not been wiped off, so she stretched out her hand and wiped it for him with her thumb, but he grabbed her wrist, Lightly licked her palm.

The hot and humid numbness spread all the way along the arm and quickly spread all over the body.

Su Yan’s head exploded with a “bang”, her breathing became disordered, and a strange blush appeared on her fair skin.

After several seconds, she reacted, withdrew her arm forcefully, and glared at him shyly: “Rogue!”

She blushed and looked really bullied.

Bai Xingfan held back his smile, frowned slightly, and there was just the right amount of confusion in his expression: “But, cub seems to like it very much.”

Su Yan’s face turned even redder: “I didn’t!”

Bai Xingfan: “Really not?”

Su Yan straightened her back and said firmly: “Really not!”

Bai Xingfan bit the word gently: “Whether there is, we will know tomorrow.”

“…”

The bridal chamber candle, she definitely can’t run.

Su Yan was too ashamed.

She couldn’t be alone with this old hooligan anymore, so she decided to get out of the car.

The dress designer’s studio is located in a high-end office building, and the driver parked the car in the underground parking lot of the office building.

When Su Yan got out of the car, she saw two burly men in black casual clothes not far behind the black Rolls-Royce.

They were the bodyguards Bai Xingfan arranged for her.

A few days ago, Dongfu Express reported a social news that a girl who lived alone was killed in her rental house. It was later verified that the murderer was the girl’s ex-boyfriend.

This news caused a wide-scale public discussion, and it also sounded the alarm for girls who live alone, especially those with ex-boyfriends.

Although Su Yan has an ex-boyfriend, she does not live alone, and Xie Yu is not the kind of perverted ex-boyfriend with an extremely brutal personality, so she is not too afraid, but Bai Xingfan is worried and insists on arranging two bodyguards for her. , is responsible for protecting her personal safety at all times.

Although it is indeed very safe to have two burly men following you wherever you go, and your waist will be tougher, but… it’s always a bit unaccustomed to being stared at at everything you do, and it’s especially not free.

She also discussed with Bai Xingfan and asked him to remove the bodyguard, but his attitude on this matter was very firm and could not be negotiated at all.

She originally thought that he was doing this for nothing. Until two days ago, when her mother went out to buy vegetables, she saw Xie Yu at the gate of the community. If it wasn’t for the quick response of the bodyguard who accompanied her mother to buy vegetables, Xie Yu would have rushed to her mother.

That day can be regarded as frightening her mother, and her mother is also furious. After returning home, she kept yelling and saying that if the bodyguard hadn’t covered Xie Yu’s mouth, she would have slapped him hard. A slap in the face.

Su Yan also had lingering fears, and was especially grateful to Bai Xingfan for his foresight, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.

Since that day, she has accepted the presence of bodyguards and has been learning hard to ignore them.

After closing the car door, she walked around to Bai Xingfan’s side, took his arm affectionately, and walked towards the elevator with him.

The elevator came quickly and was empty.

Su Yan and Bai Xingfan entered the elevator first, followed by the two bodyguards.

The boxy car area is not small, but after adding the two burly men, the space is slightly narrow, so that Su Yan can’t do it if she wants to ignore them.

“The sixteenth floor.”

One of the bodyguards pressed the button leading to the sixteenth floor according to Bai Xingfan’s order.

After a while, the elevator door slowly closed, but just as the two doors were about to overlap, a pair of hands suddenly inserted into the crack of the door and forcefully broke the two doors apart. At the same time, Su Yan heard Xie Yu tearing apart. Heartbreaking roar: “Yan Yan, don’t marry him! Bai Xingfan is a beast! He threatened me with my dad’s life to leave you! He ruined our wedding!”

Su Yan froze in place as if struck by lightning—what was he talking about?

“I’ll take you away!” Xie Yu tried to rush into the elevator, trying to get close to her, but the two bodyguards didn’t give him the chance. Before he stepped into the elevator, the two bodyguards rushed out and showed no mercy. He was forcibly dragged away, and one of the bodyguards covered his mouth tightly. No matter how hard Xie Yu resisted and struggled, he couldn’t get rid of them, like a rabbit with no power to bind a chicken.

Suddenly, Su Yan had completely lost her ability to think, and her mind was a mess.

After Xie Yu was taken away, the elevator door closed automatically.

Su Yan was stiff, turned her neck slowly, and looked at the people around her dumbfounded—

Xie Yu said, is it true?

Did he ruin her wedding?

Did he push her into the abyss with his own hands?

He just watched her being humiliated and laughed at like that? Looking at her sadly and indifferently? Afterwards, he pretended to be a good person, comforted her, cared about her, deceived her as a fool, and played her in the palm of his hand?

So, all the coincidences and good intentions she thought were his deliberate intentions?

Her fiancé is so scary?

With only the two of them in the confined space, Su Yan suddenly panicked, and even felt a chilling sense of fear, and wanted to get away from the man beside her immediately.

In other words, she was inspired by the weak’s instinct to protect herself.

She is afraid of him.

Facing her terrified scrutiny eyes, Bai Xingfan did not change his face, and was extremely calm: “Do you believe what he said?”

Su Yan was stunned, and finally regained some sanity—

Why should she listen to Xie Yu’s words? Is Xie Yu worthy of her trust?

For her, the most untrustworthy person in the world is Xie Yu, right?

She is going to doubt her fiancé because of Xie Yu’s empty words? She shouldn’t have done this because of reason. She should believe in Bai Xingfan unreservedly.

However, Xie Yu’s words were like a sharp thorn, stabbing straight into her heart, making her unable to ignore and at a loss—

If it wasn’t him, why was he near the hotel on the wedding day? Is it really just a coincidence?

Why arrange bodyguards for her? Just because of that murder news? Or to prevent Xie Yu from approaching her and to prevent her from telling her the truth?

There were already many doubts in her heart, and these small doubts made her unable to completely trust him, so she couldn’t answer his questions.

But she wanted to believe him, to get a reason to stop doubting him, because she was in love with him now, and they were going to get the certificate tomorrow, if he was really as good as Xie Yu said An unscrupulous beast, then everything she has now is an illusion, she is just a pet that he plays with in the palm of his hand, how can there be any future?

She couldn’t accept this possibility, and even began to hate Xie Yu, her life was obviously very happy, why did he come to destroy it? Why are you talking to her like that? Does he have evidence? No! But these words left a seed of doubt in her heart, making her suspicious, suspicious, and uneasy.

She would rather live in false happiness than become a frightened bird and live uneasy every day.

Bai Xingfan saw her indecision, but did not defend himself, and said calmly: “Of course you can choose to believe him, but who can prove that he didn’t lie to you?”

Yes, who can prove it?

Only ginger.

Could it be that he also threatened Jiang Qi to destroy her and Xie Yu’s wedding?

How is this possible? He didn’t know Jiang Qi at all.

What’s more, does he have the ability to cover the sky with one hand?

Also, a few days ago, she also heard from Yao An’an that a classmate who went to Xie Yu’s father’s funeral saw Jiang Qi. She was always with Xie Yu, and everyone in the Xie family treated her as a prospective daughter-in-law.

If Jiang Qi was also threatened, why was she still steadfast to Xie Yu? Why did Xie Yu allow her to stay with him all the time? Shouldn’t you hate her to the bone? Can the whole family think she is his fiancée?

This makes no sense, Jiang Qi is a paradox.

But why did Xie Yu do this? Just to alienate her and Bai Xingfan and make her doubt and fear him? To make her live with doubts every day?

Or, he just can’t see her finding her own happiness? So desperate to come to sabotage?

When did she offend Xie Yu? No.

Xie Yu is not such a person with an extreme personality.

Everything didn’t make sense, and Su Yan felt that her head was about to explode.

Now, she just wants a reason to trust Bai Xingfan.

She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and then looked up into his eyes: “Can I trust you?”

Bai Xingfan looked calm and said firmly: “Of course you can.”

Su Yan: “What if you lied to me?”

Bai Xingfan was noncommittal and asked, “Do you believe him or me?”

Su Yan: “I…”

I do not know either.

I can’t trust you wholeheartedly.

Bai Xingfan sighed lightly, cupped her cheeks with both hands, and reminded gently, “Yanyan, the person you love now is me.”