Yan Yan - Chapter 48

After the Qixi Festival, Su Yan became the hostess of the manor.

As early as a month ago, Yao Anan asked her to treat her as a guest. At that time, Su Yan and Bai Xingfan agreed to invite her to dinner with Bai Xingfan on the day she received the certificate, but this agreement did not go according to the plan until the fourth day after the marriage. Su Yancai made an appointment with Yao Anan alone.

She and Yao Anan had an appointment to meet at the main entrance of Mixc City at 11:30 in the morning.

Before 10:30, Su Yan called the driver – Bai Xingfan was not at home and went to the company early in the morning, but arranged a professional driver for her to use, the black Bentley also became her exclusive car, As soon as she made a phone call, the driver would immediately drive to pick her up.

In fact, Su Yan didn’t want to use the car and driver he arranged for her, but without a driver, she would not be able to leave the house, because the villa area to which the manor belongs is secluded and has strict security, and entry and exit can only be done by private cars that have been reported. , But she can’t drive, so she can only rely on the driver.

Less than 20 minutes after hanging up the phone, the driver drove the car to the gate of the villa. After Su Yan sat firmly, the Bentley slowly started and drove out of the gate of the manor quickly and smoothly.

Su Yan sat in the position behind the co-pilot, turned her head and glanced at the back of the car, a black Maybach closely followed the black Bentley she was riding.

She sighed softly and turned her head back helplessly, feeling a little bitter in her heart.

Inside the black Maybach were two bodyguards.

Bai Xingfan pretended that it was to protect her safety, but she understood that he was worried about her, worried that her little nightingale would break free from the bird cage, so he arranged for bodyguards to follow her.

He didn’t completely restrict her freedom, but he didn’t completely give her freedom, she could only be free within his control.

In other words, he was her birdcage.

After more than half an hour, the driver parked the car on the side of the road in front of the main entrance of Mixc City. Su Yan got out of the car, followed by a tall bodyguard in black casual clothes, not far or near, following Su Yan. Will stick to her too much, but never let her disappear from their sight.

Yao Anan had already arrived and was waiting for her in front of the main entrance of the mall. As soon as Su Yan walked up the steps, she saw her good sister, first waved to her excitedly, and then walked towards her quickly.

At the same time, Yao Anan also took a few steps towards her.

After seeing the four or five Hermes and Chanel shopping bags in Su Yan’s hand, Yao Anan sighed in shock: “My God, are you here to shop or sell?”

“It’s for you.” Su Yan raised her arm slightly and handed the shopping bag in her hand to Yao An’an.

Yao An’an’s eyes widened, and at the same time he took a deep breath: “Really?”

Su Yan: “Why are you lying to me?”

Yao Anan was moved to tears: “Rich woman! Sister!”

Su Yan was amused: “Hurry up and take it, it’s really heavy.”

Although Yao Anan was excited, she was not blinded by Hermes, and asked cautiously, “Your husband bought this for you, right? You gave it to me, won’t he be upset?”

Su Yan: “No, he bought me too many things. If I don’t get you a few, I won’t be able to use them up.”

Yao An’an: “…”

Yao An’an: “…”

Yao An’an: “…”

After being silent for several seconds, Yao Anan looked at Su Yan with envy and hatred: “Do you know that what you said just now is really Versailles.”

Su Yan: “…”

Yao Anan continued to be envious: “Hey, your husband is so kind to you.”

Su Yan smiled, with a bit of bitterness that Yao Anan could not detect: “He is very kind to me.”

This sentence is true, Bai Xingfan is really good to her, so good that it is impeccable.

He regarded her as a princess, and the manor was the castle he built for her. The castle was splendid and splendid with luxurious roses everywhere.

It stands to reason that she should have nothing to fault.

However, she is not free.

His love is too paranoid, and the crazy possessiveness makes her feel terrified.

She often felt like an invisible chain was wrapped around her neck, and the other end of the chain was in his hands. No matter how hard she struggled, she couldn’t break free from his shackles.

But she also understands that she can’t complain or ask for help to anyone, including her parents, because in the eyes of the world, she is living the best life now, enjoying the social status and social status that many people can’t enjoy in this life. Material level, so she has no right to complain, otherwise she will be restless and don’t know what to do.

Therefore, she can only hide these bitterness in her heart, digest it silently, and at the same time constantly convince herself to accept all this, adapt to it, or, in other words, self-paralysis, she can’t change anything anyway, she can only accept it numbly.

Sighing lightly, she said to Yao An’an again, “Hurry up and take it.”

“Are you sure your husband really doesn’t mind?” Yao Anan was still a little worried.

Su Yan assured her, “Absolutely not.”

She was very sure that Bai Xingfan would not bother with her about such trivial matters.

In material terms, he in no way restricts her.

She has no doubt that even if she wants to spend a lot of money to buy a piece of scrap copper and iron, he will not have any opinion, as long as she is happy.

His bottom line is affection, her loyalty and obedience to him.

As long as she can obey him obediently and stay in the bird cage obediently, he will not be unhappy.

After listening to Su Yan’s assurance, Yao An’an finally felt relieved: “Hey, then I can only reluctantly share some of the pressure for you!”

Su Yan was amused: “I really thank you!”

Yao An’an happily took the things Su Yan handed over: “Next time there is such a good thing, no no no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, don’t look for others, look for me, I’m willing to help you! “

Su Yan smiled and said, “Okay, I will never forget you!”

Yao An’an: “Hey! I love you!”

Su Yan smiled again, and then wanted to ask her something, but suddenly thought of the bodyguards behind her, and finally stopped talking, and changed the words that had come to her mouth to: “Go to the bathroom first, I think To the restroom.”

Yao An’an: “OK! Let’s go!”

Then the two walked into the mall hand in hand. There is no bathroom on the first floor. They took the elevator to the second floor first. After entering the women’s toilet, Su Yan asked Yao An’an in a low voice, “Did you buy the thing I asked you to help buy?”

Yao Anan just remembered something, and immediately lowered her head to look for the dessert shop bag she was carrying: “I bought it, I bought it!” She handed the bag to Su Yan, and then asked strangely, “What are you doing? Why don’t you buy it yourself? Excuse me?”

Su Yan couldn’t tell her that much, so she nodded, “Yeah.”

But Yao An’an became more and more puzzled: “Isn’t it just a box of contraceptives? What’s the embarrassment? I really can’t find a takeaway.”

Su Yan smiled awkwardly: “Don’t we live far away, and takeaways can’t enter the community.”

Yao Anan was not persuaded by this reason: “Let your husband buy it, he is embarrassed?” She added, “If you really don’t want children, just wear a condom. Taking medicine will hurt your body.”

Su Yan didn’t know how to answer this question, so she chose to change the subject: “I’ll talk about it later, I’m really anxious to go to the toilet.” After that, she ignored Yao An’an and walked quickly towards the bathroom. After walking over, she found an empty compartment and walked in. After closing the door, she opened the dessert bag and took out a box of contraceptives from under the carton containing the cake.

The white medicine packaging box reflects the light of the overhead light slightly.

Su Yan frowned, and there was anxiety and worry in her expression.

They haven’t used any measures since the Qixi Festival, and today is the fourth day. She is not sure whether taking the medicine now will work.

She didn’t want children, at least not until she fully accepted reality.

She once thought about having children, but at that time she hadn’t realized how paranoid Bai Xingfan’s character was, let alone how shackled her situation was.

But now, she has clearly realized that she is a caged bird, and she is not very free at all. If she has his children again, her situation will only become more and more helpless, and she will never break free from the shackles and fly out of the bird in her life. cage.

She also knew that he wanted a child very much, but she didn’t dare to tell him that she didn’t want a child, because her behavior was against him, so she could only secretly contracept, otherwise he would definitely be angry.

She was very afraid of him, and even more afraid of making him angry.

There is an aunt and a housekeeper at home, so she can’t ask for takeaway to help her buy it, otherwise she will be found; if she goes to the pharmacy by herself, there is a risk of being followed by bodyguards, so she can only ask Yao An’an to ask her for help.

In fact, she wanted to make an appointment with Yao An’an on the first day after marriage, but Yao An’an was busy with work in those days, so she didn’t have time to make an appointment until today.

The days in between are a little long, and the medicine may not work, but she still wants to give it a try.

What if it works?

She doesn’t want to be tied down by children anymore.

After reading the drug instructions, she took out the water glass from the tote bag she was carrying, swallowed the pills in her mouth with water, and then hid the pill box in the cake bag again.

After coming out of the cubicle, she carried her things to the sink.

Yao An’an didn’t go to the toilet, and kept standing in front of the sink with her things waiting for her, and looked in the mirror by the way.

Su Yan walked up to her: “Help me get something, I’ll wash my hands.” After Yao Anan picked up her bag and bag, she turned on the faucet and bent down to wash her hands.

While rubbing her hands with foam hand sanitizer with her head down, she suddenly heard Yao An’an ask her, “What’s wrong with your neck? Why is it purple?”

Su Yan: “…”

“Why is it behind the ears?” Yao Anan found another place, surprised and worried: “Fuck, you don’t have eczema, right?”

Su Yan’s cheeks suddenly became hot, she bit her lower lip shamefully, lowered her head and said, “No, mosquito bites.” When she spoke, her two earballs involuntarily began to engorgement and redness.

Yao Anan was shocked: “Why are mosquitoes so poisonous? It looks so serious…”

“…”

This is what it looks like after applying several layers of concealer.

And the marks on his neck and ears are just the tip of the iceberg he left behind.

Bai Xingfan was more lustful than she expected.

On the first night, he asked her three times, making her so tired and sore that she lay in bed for almost the whole day.

That place also hurts.

Standing uncomfortable, sitting even more uncomfortable, only lying down.

The next night he still wanted it, but she was really uncomfortable, so he told him that she was in pain, but he didn’t continue to force her.

But his self-control can only last for a day.

Last night, there were several tossing, and they all made her cry.

He is not rough, but gentle and delicate, but it is this kind of gentleness and delicacy that makes people more and more abrasive.

It’s like a wave. At first, it didn’t make people feel scared or conflicted, but it was extremely comfortable. I wanted to experience it again, but as time passed, the wind and waves became more and more violent. , the tide below him also rose, and when the people on the beach reacted, it was inevitable that the strong wind and waves swept in in an instant, involving her involuntarily and blending with her, With her downs and downs.

She never thought that her body would be so out of control.

Crying is unstoppable.

She was still sobbing softly when it was over.

He hugged her, stroked her, coaxed her gently, and finally, exhausted, she fell asleep in his arms.

As soon as he opened his eyes in the morning, he was not around.

She can only see him at night every day, then she belongs to him, and only during the day does she belong to herself.

“Maybe it’s because our family lives next to Swan Lake,” Su Yan quickly found an excuse to put off Yao An’an, “Moisture is heavy, and mosquitoes are fiercer.” Then the topic changed, “What do you want for lunch? I’ll treat you!”

Yao An’an’s eyes lit up: “I feel like I’m hugging a rich woman’s thigh now!”

Su Yan smiled and said nothing.

Then the two went upstairs to find a restaurant to eat, and then went to see a movie.

Yao Anan went home after the movie. There was a party at her house tonight, so she couldn’t continue shopping with Su Yan.

Su Yan had no choice but to go shopping by herself. She went to the Gucci store with a purpose, and bought two pairs of shoes and a bag. She used the unlimited black gold credit card given to her by Bai Xingfan.

The purpose of this is also very simple, to make him happy.

He doesn’t like Nightingales who don’t eat or drink, and his behavior of resistance and rebellion will only arouse his possessiveness and desire for control.

She was very afraid that he would be unhappy, that he would put her from the big birdcage into the small birdcage again, only obeying him and enjoying the luxurious life he provided would make him relax his vigilance.

When I got home, it was just after six o’clock in the afternoon. Bai Xingfan had not yet returned home, and Aunt Fatty was preparing dinner.

Su Yan went upstairs first. After returning to the bedroom, she quickly went to the bathroom and hid the contraceptive pill in the bottom drawer on the left side of the sink.

This drawer is usually useless. There are a few white disposable spare towels, and no one will open it under normal circumstances.

She rolled the medicine box into a towel, folded the towel again, and put it in the deepest part of the drawer, and carefully stacked the other towels neatly and put them in the drawer in an orderly manner.

After closing the drawer, she breathed a sigh of relief, stood up from the ground, left the bathroom with confidence, went to the cloakroom to change into home clothes, and then went downstairs.

When she passed by the kitchen door, she smelled a strong and attractive smell of roast lamb, and she couldn’t help but stop.

At dinner yesterday, she received a WeChat message from her mother in the family group. It was a promotion blog post about traditional Chinese medicine. The title of the article was: Three benefits of drinking freshly stewed mutton soup.

Her father and her mother often post some health care articles in the family group. She and her brother have long been accustomed to it.

Silly Baitian: “Are you drinking mutton soup this weekend?”

Su Yan: “Actually, I want to eat roast lamb.”

Silly Baitian: “I want to eat it too! Mom, let’s eat kebabs when my sister and brother-in-law come home for the weekend! I also want to eat knuckles with sauce and fried chicken wings!”

Mom: “I see you as sauce elbows and fried chicken wings.”

Silly Baitian: “…”

At that time, Su Yan couldn’t help laughing after seeing this conversation. Suddenly, she heard Bai Xingfan asking her, “Want to eat roast lamb?”

It was only then that she remembered that Bai Xingfan was also in her family now.

“I didn’t really think about it.” She looked up at him sitting opposite, and explained, “Just kidding.”

Bai Xingfan: “If I really want to eat it, I can make it tomorrow.”

Su Yan declined: “Forget it, it’s a little troublesome. If the mutton is not bought well, it won’t be fresh, and it won’t taste good when baked.” After that, she stopped talking and ate silently.

It just didn’t occur to him that he would actually take such trivial matters to heart?

After hesitating for a while, Su Yan pushed open the door of the kitchen. The fat aunt was standing in front of the stove busy, not noticing that someone was coming behind her.

There are several chopping boards and several large stainless steel basins on the workbench in the middle of the kitchen. The basins are marinating bright red lamb.

“Aunt Li.” Su Yan called softly.

The fat aunt turned around in surprise: “When did you come back?”

“Ten minutes ago.” Su Yan asked, “Did you eat roast lamb tonight?”

“Yes, Mr. said that you wanted to eat roast lamb, and specifically told me to make it for you.” The fat aunt continued, “Mr. is also worried that the lamb we sell here is not fresh. The goods ordered from Xinjiang this morning were shipped directly by air.”

Su Yan was stunned, and her heart was full of mixed feelings.

It is undeniable that he is really good to her and really loves her.

He will take her unintentional words to heart, and he will try his best to make her happy. As long as it is what she wants, he will definitely find ways to satisfy her.

He imprisoned her as a nightingale, but he loved her like a child, combining paranoia and tenderness, constantly alternating identities between demons and angels, making her terrified but at the same time sinking her.

Because of this, she will be soft-hearted again and again, and she has absolutely no way to cut off her feelings for him.

All her efforts would be in vain under his gentle offensive.

With a long sigh, she turned and left the kitchen.

When the meal was about to start, she received a WeChat message from Bai Xingfan, who said that he was going to a dinner party temporarily and could not go home for dinner at night.

After staring at the phone screen for a long time, she couldn’t help but reply, “Drink less and come back sooner.”

He replied, “I know.”

She thought that he really knew what he said, but it turned out that the man’s words could not be believed, he just said it.

Bai Xingfan didn’t get home until after twelve o’clock in the morning.

Su Yan had already finished washing up, but she hadn’t slept. She stared at the phone to check the time, and waited for him to go home.

As time passed by, the more she waited, the more angry she became, and she was particularly anxious because she had no news from him at all. She wanted to take the initiative to call him to inquire about the situation, but she held back because she was angry.

After hearing the familiar footsteps in the corridor, she quickly put down her phone, then turned off the bedside lamp, and closed her eyes to pretend to sleep.

Not long after, the bedroom door was gently pushed open, Su Yan tried to breathe as calmly as possible, pretending to be sound asleep.

The footsteps gradually approached the big bed.

The mattress beside her suddenly collapsed, and the next second, someone hugged her, he buried his face between her neck and collarbone, and kissed her continuously.

Su Yan couldn’t bear it any longer, opened her eyes unbearably, pushed him hard, and said angrily, “Go away!”

Bai Xingfan didn’t let go of her, but coaxed softly, “I’m sorry, I’m late.”

Su Yan was angry and didn’t speak, and closed her eyes.

Bai Xingfan smiled helplessly, and continued to coax: “I wanted to come back earlier, but I really couldn’t get away.”

Su Yan gritted her teeth, opened her eyes and stared at him: “Why don’t you call? Just send a message.”

Bai Xingfan: “I’m waiting for you to call.”

Su Yan: “…”

Su Yan: “Then wait, you won’t receive this call until next year!”

After speaking, she pushed him hard again, then turned over in his arms angrily, turned her back to him, and closed her eyes again: “I’m going to sleep.”

“You’ve been waiting for me?” Bai Xingfan reached into her pajamas with one hand, apparently not planning to let her sleep.

Su Yan grabbed his wrist angrily: “I want to sleep!”

Bai Xingfan turned a deaf ear and kissed her from the back of her neck to the base of her ear, her voice becoming hoarse and gloomy: “Everyone else’s wives called, but I didn’t.”

Su Yan: “…”

This tone doesn’t seem right.

Are you aggrieved?

Will you still be aggrieved?

She took a deep breath and asked, “Are you drinking too much?”

“I didn’t drink.” Bai Xingfan had already broken away from her hand and ran rampant in his territory, “I want to have a child.”

He really wanted a child.

Su Yan thought of something, and her heart suddenly became nervous, and the lust/lust that had just been hooked fell to the bottom in an instant.

She grabbed his wrist again, with a pleading tone in her tone: “I’m sleepy, I really don’t want to.”

Bai Xingfan paused, sighed lightly, released her, and sat up from the bed: “I’m going to take a bath.”

“Go ahead.” Su Yan breathed a sigh of relief, then closed her eyes, “I fell asleep.”

Bai Xingfan went to the bathroom, and not long after, there was the sound of running water in the bathroom.

This kind of white noise made Su Yan feel at ease, at least she didn’t have to worry about him anymore, she quickly got sleepy, and she fell into a light sleep.

In a daze, she heard the sound of glass breaking, as if someone knocked something over to the ground.

But she didn’t wake up immediately, drowsiness cut off her senses.

A few minutes later, she suddenly realized something, suddenly sat up from the bed, and looked at the bathroom in horror.

The door was still closed, and the shimmering light from the gap was sharp and dazzling.

She took a deep breath, got out of bed uneasily, and walked towards the bathroom step by step.

After standing at the door for a few seconds, she mustered up the courage to push the door, and then saw Bai Xingfan.

He only had a white bath towel wrapped around his waist, and the ends of his hair were still dripping.

On the floor in front of the sink were a few white towels, strewn with shards of glass from some broken lotion bottles.

In his hand, he was holding a white medicine box. The box had been opened, and the plastic-aluminum tablet plate had been pulled out, and there was one less medicine on it.

Bai Xingfan looked up at her with a gloomy expression: “What is this?”

A sense of fear instantly enveloped Su Yan. She was so scared that she trembled all over. Her gaze towards Bai Xingfan was full of panic, and she was extremely helpless.

Bai Xingfan’s face became more and more gloomy, indicating that he was already furious, and his tone was so cold that it made people shudder: “I’ll ask you again, what is this?”

As if there was a hand around her neck, Su Yan could no longer breathe, her lips trembled, and tears rolled in her eyes.

But even if she didn’t answer, he knew that it was a contraceptive pill.

She is secretly contraceptive.

The sense of loss of control overwhelmed him again.

Bai Xingfan closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and tried his best to suppress his anger so as not to lose his mind.

After opening his eyes again, he didn’t look at her again, threw the medicine on the sink behind him, walked out of the bathroom with a pale face, then quickly changed his clothes, left the bedroom without looking back, and drove out of the building again. manor.

In the dead of night, Su Yan stood alone in front of the bathroom door in the bedroom, crying so hard.