Yan Yan - Chapter 51

Is it Xie Yu?

Su Yan’s mind was stunned, as if she had been hit hard by something, and instantly brought her back from the joy of pregnancy back to reality.

She thought about that nightmarish wedding again, and thought that Xie Yu was the unruly young man who amazed her whole youth.

If it wasn’t for this short message, she would have almost forgotten about these things.

Not unintentionally forgetting, but deliberately forgetting.

Some things are too unbearable to look back on and unable to change, so she has to choose to forget, otherwise life will not go on at all.

However, this short message easily broke the memory dam she worked hard to build, and swept her back into the suffocating past.

Her heart started racing, and her breathing was tight.

After taking a few deep breaths, Su Yan calmed down a bit. She hesitated for a long time staring at the phone screen, but she still decided to reply to the message—

There are some things that she has to make clear with Xie Yu, otherwise he will come to her again and again, but she doesn’t want this, because she is already married to Bai Xingfan, and Xie Yu is Bai Xingfan’s inverse scale again. A touch will stimulate his extreme possessiveness and desire for control, so his appearance will only add to her troubles and bring danger to himself. Bai Xingfan will not let him go easily.

What’s more, she has a child now.

She wants to live a good life for her child, and wants her child to be born in a sound family.

For the sake of her child, she can stop worrying about everything with Bai Xingfan, as long as her child can grow up safely and healthily.

So she had to draw a clear line with Xie Yu. Although it was unfair to Xie Yu, she had no other choice.

After careful consideration of the wording, she entered a paragraph of text in the edit box, but just when she was about to click send, she suddenly realized something: Why didn’t Xie Yu say things directly? Why only the word “Yanshan” was posted?

Is he being watched? Or worried that she’s being watched? Or, both?

Since she had a quick meeting in the elevator before getting married, she has never seen Xie Yu again, nor has she received any news from him. He seems to have evaporated from the world.

It stands to reason that he was so excited at the time, it didn’t look like he would give up easily.

Then why did it suddenly disappear?

Was it coerced by Bai Xingfan? Or did Bai Xingfan put pressure on the Xie family, causing him to be controlled by his family?

If it weren’t for him, he would never be so cautious that he only said the word “Yanshan”.

After hesitating for a long time, she replied: “The anniversary promotion of Xicha Store in Mixc City, the second cup is half price, please come.”

If you reply to the news in the tone of an advertisement, even if it is discovered, it should not be suspected, right?

Ten minutes later, the driver drove the car into the underground parking lot of Vientiane City.

Su Yan still only took the female bodyguard to the mall.

She wasn’t sure if the male bodyguard would call Bai Xingfan to report the situation, but since she didn’t receive a “guilty” call from Bai Xingfan when she went to the hospital just now, she shouldn’t be even more likely to just go shopping now, right?

Moreover, she has been very obedient recently, and she can clearly feel that his vigilance has relaxed, and he is no longer as paranoid as he was when he first got married.

There should be no problem.

She walked into the first floor of Mixc City with confidence, and then took the escalator to the first floor, but did not immediately go to the Hey Tea store, but went to a mother and baby products store first.

The decoration in the store is very warm, she strolled around leisurely, and then stopped in front of a certain shelf.

On the shelf in front of her were neatly arranged baby shoes. Su Yan’s mind couldn’t help but have a pair of white and tender little fat feet, and her mother’s love was instantly aroused, and her expression gently evoked. lip corners.

After some selection, she took a fancy to a pair of pink baby girl shoes and was going to buy them as a gift for Bai Xingfan, but she took down a pair of blue baby shoes from the shelf.

After checking out, she put the receipt into the shopping bag and left the mother and baby shop.

The female bodyguard had been following her closely.

When she arrived at the Hey Tea shop, Su Yan ordered two drinks, then found a seat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows on the side of the street, and invited the female bodyguard to sit down with her.

Ten minutes later, the glass door by the street was suddenly pushed open, and a young man in a black sweater walked into the Heytea shop.

He was wearing a black cap, tall and slender, with a black mask hanging on his fair ears, the mask held up by his erect nose, and his peach blossom eyes were deep and melancholy.

Although the man only showed a pair of eyes, Su Yan recognized who he was at a glance.

Xie Yu didn’t look around after entering the store, and went to the cashier without looking sideways, queuing up to order like ordinary customers.

Su Yan picked up the shopping bag on the table, lowered her head and glanced into the bag, her brows slightly furrowed, her expression showing entanglement, and she sighed, slightly embarrassed to the female bodyguard sitting opposite her. Said: “I thought about it and felt that he should like the pink shoes more. Can you help me change it? My legs are a little sore.”

“Okay.” The female bodyguard did not suspect him, and immediately took the shopping bag that Su Yan handed her and left the Hey Tea shop.

Xie Yu, who was at the end of the line, walked towards Su Yan without hesitation, grabbed her wrist: “Follow me!”

Su Yan also knew that this was not the place to talk, because the female bodyguard would be back soon, but she still hesitated, not knowing whether she should go with him.

In other words, she did not dare to follow Xie Yu.

Although the female bodyguard didn’t see Xie Yu at all, even if she left now, she wouldn’t know whether she left with others or left by herself, but she was still very uneasy, worried that things would be revealed.

Bai Xingfan will definitely be furious.

She was afraid that he would get angry and that he would grab her by the throat, so she put her in a smaller cage.

“Yan Yan!” Su Yan’s hesitation made Xie Yu impatient: “She will be back soon!”

Su Yan still couldn’t make up her mind: “Where are you taking me?”

“A very safe place.” Xie Yu assured her in a firm tone, “It will never be discovered by him.”

Su Yan was still uneasy, but she had to solve some problems, so she finally got up from the stool and left the milk tea shop with Xie Yu.

Before Xie Yu came, he parked the black sports car on the side of the road. After getting in the car, he didn’t even bother to fasten his seat belt, stepped on the accelerator with one foot, and quickly took Su Yan away from here.

Two minutes later, the female bodyguard returned to the Xicha shop with the changed shoes, and was shocked to find that Su Yan was gone, but there was a white piece of paper on the table they had just sat on, with black on it. A remote address was written on the pen, with a sentence attached below it: She still left with me, indicating that the person she loves is me.

The Ferrari’s speed was very fast, and the streets on both sides were rapidly retreating. Su Yan, who was sitting in the co-pilot, was a little frightened and disgusted. chase us.”

Xie Yu turned a deaf ear, driving the sports car without looking sideways, her red thin lips pressed into a tight straight line.

Su Yan became more and more uneasy: “Where are you taking me?”

Xie Yu: “A safe place.”

Su Yan asked, “Where?”

Xie Yu: “It’s coming soon.”

Su Yan pursed her lips: “You don’t have to go very far, I just want to have a few words with you, it won’t take too long.”

Xie Yu ignored her.

The situation completely exceeded her expectations. Su Yan became anxious and had to choose to cut to the chase: “I know you are wronged and everything is his fault. I apologize to you for him, sorry…”

Xie Yu was suddenly furious and roared like an explosion: “Why do you want to apologize for him?”

Su Yan was silent for a moment, then sighed a long, helpless tone: “Because I’m already married to him.”

Xie Yu’s eyes turned red: “What about me? What am I? A victim?”

Su Yan was stunned, she didn’t know how to answer this question.

She also knew how wronged Xie Yu was in her heart, but she couldn’t share the hatred with him, let alone complain for him, because she is now Bai Xingfan’s wife and the mother of his children.

If she didn’t have children, she might have made a different choice, but she already has children.

The moment she learned from the doctor that her child was safe and sound, her heart was seized by the child.

For the happiness of her child, she must choose to maintain her own family.

As long as she/he can be born and grow up safely, she can be a nightingale willingly.

“I’m sorry.” This was the only response she could give to Xie Yu at this moment, “I’m really sorry.”

Xie Yu understood what she meant, and there was a dull pain in his heart.

She wanted to make a clean break with him, to make their story completely a thing of the past.

She wants to move forward, she will never look back, and it is even more impossible to be with him again, because she loves Bai Xingfan now, even though she already knows the truth.

She abandoned him.

After a long silence, Xie Yu opened his lips in a deep voice: “I won’t hurt you, please believe me.”

The street scenes on both sides gradually changed from prosperous to desolate, and the sky became gloomy without knowing it. The black Ferrari galloped rapidly in the white rain and fog, and gradually drove away from the city.

The remote and sparsely populated roads were terrifying, Su Yan couldn’t believe him at all: “Where are you taking me?”

Xie Yu still had the answer: “A safe place.”

Su Yan: “Where is it?”

Xie Yu: “The cemetery.”

He spoke succinctly and concisely, but Su Yan was cold all over, looking at Xie Yu with unspeakable horror in his eyes – what the **** is he trying to do?

Xie Yu suddenly smiled and looked at her sideways: “Afraid?”

Su Yan held her breath and tried to stay calm: “Why did you take me there?”

Xie Yu looked at the road in front of the car, the wipers kept shaking in front of his eyes: “I think you should meet my dad.”

So, is he going to take her to the cemetery now to pay homage to his father?

Su Yan was dazed and uneasy: “Why?”

“The day we got married, Bai Xingfan gave me a choice,” Xie Yu’s voice was very calm and low, as if he was telling a story that didn’t matter to a stranger, “If you give up the wedding, he will reward him. ‘I have a heart, otherwise, I can only watch my dad die.”

There was a sudden flash of electric light outside the car window, and the lightning struck the sky, tearing a white crack in the gloomy and dark sky.

Su Yan looked at Xie Yu dully as if struck by lightning.

It was a story she had never heard before.

Xie Yu didn’t speak again, and the car was dead silent.

The air seemed to be drained, and Su Yan felt suffocated.

The sky was cloudy, like black waves.

The torrential rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the rain curtain completely turned into an airtight white.

“That day was also a rainy day, just like now.” Xie Yu’s tone was steady and slow, “I gave up on the wedding, went to the hospital, and got a heart, which gave my dad an extra year. “

Su Yan was dumbfounded, and she even had goosebumps on the exposed skin outside her cuffs.

Xie Yu chuckled and said, “Do you think the compensation he gave me is okay? Although I lost my wife, I saved my father.”

Su Yan didn’t know how to answer.

If it was her, she would definitely choose her father’s life.

You can’t blame Xie Yu, you can only blame Bai Xingfan for being too unscrupulous.

No one can watch their father die.

At this time, Xie Yu’s voice suddenly sounded in the car: “At that time, I really wanted to choose you.”

Su Yan froze and looked at him in astonishment.

“Yan Yan, I really love you.” Xie Yu smiled bitterly, “If that wedding can go on smoothly, we should have children now, right?”

Su Yan’s eyes suddenly sour, and her heart hurts like being stabbed by a needle.

If there is no if in this world, they will never go back.

After all, she missed this rebellious young man who amazed her whole youth.

“I really want to choose you.” Xie Yu’s eyes were always red, and his voice was low and hoarse, “But Bai Xingfan didn’t give me a chance to choose at all. If I don’t give up on the wedding, he will make the Xie family scandal public. “He took a deep breath, “My mother used to be a lady on the stage of Wutong Shuixie, my uncle raped a young girl and made her commit suicide and found someone to blame. My father is suspected of killing his ex-wife and his biological son abroad. son.”

Up to now, he doesn’t care about any family humiliation anymore. These family humiliations overwhelmed him, so he simply threw it away, and told Su Yan everything one by one.

Su Yan was stunned.

Xie Yu has already accepted the reality: “Once these scandals are exposed, the Xie family will be over. I have no second choice but to follow Jiang Qi.”

Su Yan finally understood what Jiang Qi said to him at the wedding that day, “If you don’t leave, I’ll tell you the story of the Wutong Waterside Pavilion”.

It’s a red/// naked threat.

At the same time, she also understood how much Xie Yu hated Bai Xingfan.

He not only destroyed a wedding, but also personally destroyed Xie Yu’s life and tarnished his beliefs.

The scandals one after another are enough to crush anyone.

He grew up in the sun since he was a child, and has always lived recklessly. How could he bear this reality and blow?

Bai Xingfan personally pushed him into the abyss where the sun could not see the light of day.

The grievances he suffered were countless times more than she imagined.

But she couldn’t do anything for him, couldn’t make up for him, couldn’t even say a word to comfort him.

The atmosphere inside the car changed from suffocating depression to mournful silence.

The white pillar gate of the cemetery loomed in the rain screen, and Xie Yu spoke again: “Bai Xingfan put pressure on the Xie family to make them look at me. He has the Xie family’s handle in his hands, no one dared to resist him, they put I was locked up and I didn’t find a chance to escape until today.”

As Su Yan guessed, he was indeed controlled by his family.

But what can she say? To scold Bai Xingfan for a meal? Or to comfort him immediately? Does it make any sense?

It means nothing, because she can’t change anything.

He must have hated Bai Xingfan.

She can only face reality.

Taking a deep breath, Su Yan looked at Xie Yu extremely calmly: “How do you want to deal with him? Do you use me to coerce him?”

“How come?” Xie Yu assured her again, “I said, I will never hurt you.”

I just want you to see exactly what kind of person he is.

I want you to leave him.

I really don’t want to hurt you because I love you too, but your love is his ivory tower and I have to push it.

He destroyed my faith, and I will destroy his.

I have to let him taste that excruciating pain.

Otherwise, my life will be in jeopardy.