Yan Yan - Chapter 56

He was still so stubborn.

Su Yan sighed lightly, not wanting to argue with him so much, and replied succinctly: “Don’t tell your parents about this, I don’t want to cause them trouble.” After speaking, she hung up the phone.

Thirty minutes later, she arrived at the hospital with her brother and mother. Bai Xingfan had just arrived, and the four of them happened to meet in front of the hospital’s main entrance.

The sky was still dark, and the lights in front of the hospital were bright, illuminating the figures and faces of the four at the same time.

Bai Xingfan was wearing a straight black suit with a dark gray woolen coat and a black tie in front of the innermost white shirt. The white light clearly illuminated his handsome, angular face.

Su Yan’s footsteps couldn’t help but stop.

They have not seen each other for almost a month.

When they met suddenly, she was a little overwhelmed – she always thought that their next meeting would be in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and then they would never see each other again.

But life is always full of absurd drama.

In the face of birth, old age, sickness and death, they had to become husband and wife again.

Time seemed to freeze in an instant.

Bai Xingfan also stopped and stared at Su Yan intently, only her figure remained in his dark pupils.

On the way here, Su Yan had already told her mother and brother Bai Xingfan that she would go directly to the hospital, so Liu Xiang and Su Zhan were not surprised after seeing him.

Su Zhan shouted obediently, “Brother-in-law.”

Bai Xingfan nodded slightly, and there was a bit of tenderness in his tired expression: “Well.”

Liu Xiang sighed and said helplessly to his son-in-law: “I really didn’t expect it to be so sudden, otherwise you wouldn’t have to rush back from out of town overnight, it’s a strange toss.”

Su Yan’s heart tightened, and she looked at Bai Xingfan anxiously – she forgot to tell him the lie she made up to her mother.

However, Bai Xingfan easily understood Su Yan’s eyes. He lowered his eyes slightly, showing regret in his expression, and said apologetically, “I should have come back last night.”

Su Yan immediately breathed a sigh of relief – fortunately, he responded quickly.

Liu Xiang sighed again: “Hey, you don’t have to blame yourself, no one thought that the old lady would leave so suddenly, and no one would blame you.” She also noticed the tired look on her son-in-law’s expression, and felt a little distressed. , “Is this period of work very busy? Are you tired?”

Bai Xingfan replied, “It’s okay.”

Liu Xiang thought for a while, and said, “Tonight, the old lady will definitely have a wake-up call, but you juniors don’t have to stay up all night, you can act according to the opportunity, pick a time and take Yan Yan and Xiao Zhan home directly, and have a good rest. The living cannot be exhausted by the dead.”

Although weddings, funerals, and marriages must be done according to the rules, everyone has selfishness, and mothers love their children, so she tells her son-in-law like this.

Bai Xingfan was also worried about Su Yan’s body. After all, she had just experienced a miscarriage and was still weak, so she agreed without thinking, “Okay.”

Su Yan hesitated: “Is this okay? What about you and my dad?”

Liu Xiang: “There is a place for accommodation in the funeral home. When we’re tired, we’ll open a room and work with your uncle and the others in shifts.”

Su Yan was even more worried: “You still expect them to work shifts with you? Maybe they will leave earlier than us.”

Su Zhan couldn’t agree more: “I think so too.”

Liu Xiang was helpless: “Then what else can we do? If they don’t want to guard the old lady, how can I force them to guard?” She also knew that her younger brother and sister-in-law were unreliable, so she simply didn’t have any hope in them, “I and you Dad can’t count on them either. If they want to go, let them go. It’s a big deal. My dad and I work on shifts.”

Su Yan felt sorry for her parents, and was reluctant to keep them up all night when they were old, so she said, “How about this, I’ll stay and let Xingfan bring Xiaozhan home, and I can still watch for you. .”

Before Liu Xiang and Bai Xingfan could object, Su Zhan preemptively objected to her proposal: “How can I do that? I’ll stay and let my brother-in-law take you home.” He sighed again, “Hey, actually I think I should stay for grandma’s wake, she’s still nice to me.”

Although he didn’t like grandma’s attitude towards his mother and sister, he also knew that the old man treated him sincerely, so he couldn’t be a heartless white-eyed wolf like his uncle and aunt no matter what.

“You can stay if you want, just to accompany your father.” Liu Xiang has no objection to his son staying. After all, boys are rough-skinned and thick-skinned. She couldn’t stop tossing about it, so her attitude towards Su Yan remained unchanged, “Yan Yan followed Xingfan home.”

Su Yan didn’t accept it: “You all stayed, how can I go home at ease?”

Liu Xiang: “Isn’t there your brother?”

Su Zhan: “That’s right, with me, I’m twenty-one, and I’m not a two-year-old.”

Su Yan was still worried, but at this moment, Bai Xingfan suddenly said, “Don’t worry, I’ll send you home tonight, and then go back to the funeral home to watch for you.”

Su Yan was stunned, and her first reaction was to refuse: “No need, I can do it myself.” They were already divorced, and she didn’t want to trouble him so much.

Bai Xingfan reiterated again: “We are husband and wife.” He also had to remind her, “You need a good rest now.”

Su Yan understood that he was worried about her body, but she didn’t want to accept his kindness, and was about to continue rejecting him, but her mother opened her mouth one step ahead and said decisively: “You two go home, it’s okay to leave so many people. Use, go home and have a good night’s rest, your health is important.” She muttered again, “The place in the funeral home is heavy and bad for you.”

Su Yan didn’t know whether to laugh or cry: “Mom, can you stop being so superstitious?”

Liu Xiang: “Even if the yin qi is not heavy, it’s still cold in the winter night. Can you stand it? What should I do if my body freezes? I don’t want any more children?”

Su Yan did not tell her family about her pregnancy and miscarriage.

The word “child” was like a sharp thorn, piercing straight into her heart, and the tingling sensation that was hard to ignore was mixed into the blood vessels in an instant, and quickly spread throughout the body.

Her demeanor and limbs froze at the same time, and her breathing suffocated.

Others may not notice anything, but Bai Xingfan clearly noticed her strangeness.

He knew that the child was her inner pain and her emotionally sensitive point. He couldn’t touch it easily, otherwise it might irritate her, so he immediately cut off the topic: “Don’t worry, I will definitely take her back to the evening. Family.”

Liu Xiang trusted his son-in-law very much: “Then it’s settled.” He urged, “Let’s go, there are still more things to do.”

After she finished speaking, she took the first step into the hospital door, and Su Zhan followed his mother closely.

However, Su Yan couldn’t move her footsteps no matter what, her fists were clenched tightly, one forearm was shaking, she tried her best to restrain her emotions, and barely did not collapse.

Bai Xingfan was so distressed that he tried to hold her hand, but she quickly avoided him.

Su Yan put both hands behind her at the same time, her face was tense, and her eyes were full of caution: “Don’t touch me!” Although she has tried very hard to keep calm, her illness has not yet healed, and it is inseparable from the maintenance of medicine. Emotions are still out of control.

Bai Xingfan’s arm froze in the air, and after a moment of solidification, he lowered his hand feebly, with helplessness in his voice: “Okay, I won’t touch you.”

“Don’t think that I let you come here means that I will forgive you, I won’t, I will never forgive you in my life.” Su Yan’s eyes were red, and her expression was full of resentment, but this resentment was just a moment. Layers of camouflage, hidden under the camouflage, is panic and anxiety – she is afraid that he will take her back to the bird cage again.

She began to reiterate nervously and incessantly: “I want to divorce you, I must divorce you!”

Her mental state is like a dam that has been repaired. The mud that has been repaired has not yet solidified, but it has been washed away again, leaking a rapid flow of water after another. If it is not controlled, the dam will burst sooner or later. If she can no longer stop the flood of emotions, she will definitely collapse completely.

Bai Xingfan was very worried, worried that she would lose control again, and immediately reassured: “Don’t worry, I will definitely divorce you.” He assured her in a firm tone, “I swear to you that I will never force you to do anything again. things you don’t want to do.”

Su Yan didn’t trust him very much, and looked at him suspiciously: “Really?”

Now she looks like an extremely insecure child.

She needs reassurance, she needs commitment.

Bai Xingfan didn’t want to get divorced or lose her, but he had to take care of her emotions, and answered with an oath, “It’s absolutely true.”

Su Yan’s mood finally stabilized.

She lowered her head, took a few deep breaths, turned around and walked into the hospital without looking at Bai Xingfan.

Bai Xingfan once again felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

He let her go, but never thought of letting go of her.

However, he didn’t know what to do to get her back to him.