Ye Chan - Chapter 146
When Ye Can drove the car to the gate of Lin Zixi’s community, he realized that he hadn’t dated him at all. Ye Can was nestled in the car, looking at the autumn sun outside the window, and with some regret, he raised his hand and hit the steering wheel hard.
“Hiss…” Ye Can with a pain, retracted his hand to his lips and hushed a few times, then slowly took out the phone, opened the phone book, and looked at Lin Zixi’s name with hesitation in his eyes.
To contact or not to contact? this is a problem.
She and Lin Zixi have not seen each other since that night. Now it is not appropriate to look at the other party rashly and still want to inquire about the other party’s past.
After all, is she qualified to do this? But what exactly are qualifications?
As the old saying goes, “If you don’t understand, you should ask.” Ye Can confirmed that she could not suppress her curiosity, and calmed her jealousy. After making her feel better, she decided to call Lin Zixi.
After pressing the dial key, Ye Can took a deep breath, lifted his heart to his throat and waited for Lin Zixi to answer her call. After a few beeps, Lin Zixi on the other end quickly answered the phone.
Lin Zixi’s voice sounded very brisk: “Ye Can? Is something wrong?”
Ye Can’s breath stuck in his throat was immediately poked. She panicked for a while before she found the words she used to jump around, barely calmly said: “No…nothing…just want to chat with you. By the way, are you at home today?”
Ye Can paused, looked up at the tree-lined community, and said, “I’m at the gate of your community. Is it convenient for you to come down?”
Lin Zixi on the other side of the phone said softly, “But I’m not at home today…”
At this moment, Ye Can felt that he was going to be wrapped in embarrassment. She seemed to have been irradiated by Medusa’s eyes, so stiff that she couldn’t even speak her words: “Oh…that…then I will come again next time.”
Lin Zixi quickly said, “Do you have time? If you have time, wait for me. I’ll be home soon. About ten minutes, okay?”
Ye Can felt relieved at once, she nodded and said hello.
Lin Zixi said a few more words to her, and then hung up. Ye Can held the phone, put his hand on the steering wheel, and let out a long sigh of relief. I don’t know why, just hearing this person’s voice makes Ye Can feel very happy.
Earlier than expected, Lin Zixi got out of the taxi eight minutes later. When Ye Can saw her, she was carrying a bag on her shoulder, carrying a lot of ingredients in her hand.
Seeing this, Ye Can quickly pushed the car door and walked down, and walked towards Lin Zixi.
After a few days of absence, Lin Zixi’s mental state seemed to be a little better. Ye Can took a close look at her and was very happy to see her full of energy.
Ye Can stretched out his hand and took the ingredients in Lin Zixi’s hand: “Let me come, how about I bring you home first?”
Lin Zixi did not refuse Ye Can. After handing her the ingredients, Lin Zixi raised her hand awkwardly, pulled the hair scattered on the sideburns behind her ears, and said softly, “Then I will trouble you.”
Ye Can, who was not rejected, felt very happy: “No trouble, no trouble, remember to buy me a cup of tea.”
Lin Zixi nodded heavily, looked up and saw Ye Can’s car parked not far away, and said, “Let’s drive in the car, it’s more convenient.”
Ye Can realized that this was a good opportunity, she responded to a series of things, opened the door of the car with the ingredients, and carried Lin Zixi into the community.
Driving from the gate of the community to Lin Zixi’s downstairs, Ye Can always felt that she had driven countless times on this section of the road, and without Lin Zixi’s guidance, she parked the car where it should be.
Seeing this, Lin Zixi, who was sitting in the co-pilot, clenched his fist silently, pressing down the surging thoughts little by little.
After getting off the car, Ye Can picked up the ingredients and entered the elevator with Lin Zixi behind him.
In the confined space, there were only two people, so quiet that even the sound of breathing was obvious. Ye Can leaned against the wall holding the ingredients, looking at her straight face, like a forest of green bamboos, hesitated and said, “Don’t you ask me what’s the matter?”
Lin Zixi was a little surprised. She looked back and smiled: “Then what’s the matter with you? Isn’t it because work is too boring, so you skipped work?”
The corner of Ye Can’s mouth drooped, she looked at Lin Zixi’s smile, thinking that every time she came out to look for her, that was the reason.
She had no choice but to make a haha: “It’s also… I have nothing to do anyway, I will bother you.”
Lin Zixi is obviously in a good mood today: “It’s okay.” She didn’t think it was a distraction.
Ye Can uttered, his face was obviously unhappy. She stared at Lin Zixi’s white nape and mumbled: “Then you are not at home today, did you just go out to buy food?” Isn’t Lin Zixi not able to go to crowded places? How did you change **** today?
At this time, the elevator made a ding sound and reached the floor where Lin Zixi’s house was located. Lin Zixi led Ye Can to the door of his house, and explained, “I went to the follow-up clinic today.”
Ye Can’s heart suddenly raised: “Huh? What did the doctor say?”
Lin Zixi smiled and said, “The situation is a little better than before.” Of course, what I have to say, it can be said to have recovered more or less than the situation a year ago.
At the very least, she knew what was true, and she was no longer afraid.
Ye Can breathed a sigh of relief and followed Lin Zixi into the door, “That’s good, that’s good.”
When he reached the hallway, Lin Zixi brought up a pair of slippers and asked Ye Can to replace it. Ye Can looked up at everything in the room while changing his shoes.
The originally large and bright living room was now blocked by the dark curtain, a bright light shone through the gap of the curtain, and the fine dust floating in the beam of light could be vaguely seen. It was this ray of light that gave the gloomy interior a little bit of life.
Ye Can looked at the closed curtains and said to Lin Zixi, “Don’t you like the sun? Why do you draw the curtains so tightly?”
Lin Zixi paused, and explained to Ye Can: “This is not the case, it’s just this kind of weather, it will be very dry when the afternoon sun shines in…”
Ye Can nodded clearly: “Oh, but if you pull it all down, it looks dark in the room. Can I pull aside a little?”
Lin Zixi was taken aback and nodded: “Yes…if you want, of course you can…”
Ye Can walked into this dimly lit living room, placed the ingredients he was carrying on the table, and walked over to the bed. She came to the middle of the large French window, reached out and grabbed the curtain on the left, and yanked the curtain to the left.
The bright sunlight, like honey poured on the ground, poured in violently from the opened window, sprinkling the ground with golden. For a while, the room was filled with dazzling light.
Ye Can squinted slightly, hung the curtain on the left, turned his back to the whole bright sun, looked at Lin Zixi who was standing not far away, and said, “Okay, it’s lit up.”
Lin Zixi stroked the back of the sofa with one hand, looking at Ye Can bathed in light, for a moment in a daze.
The sunlight flowing in from the window happened to spread on Lin Zixi’s instep at this time, as if she had put a layer of honey on her skin that had not seen the sun for a long time.
Lin Zixi stared at Ye Can dazedly, looking at this deja vu scene, there were countless sighs in his heart.
It seemed to be a beam of light that burst out from the explosion of the universe, passing through countless years for hundreds of millions of years, passing by her at this moment, illuminating her world.
As if from this moment on, the only match left in her heart was also lit, and the world brightened again.
When a person realizes that what he loves is right beside him, he is as excited as a king who begins to sit in his own world.
Lin Zixi put her right hand on her left arm and clenched it fiercely. She bit her lip and looked at the person standing by the window without squinting: “Ye Can…”
Ye Can tilted his head, not knowing why: “Huh?”
Lin Zixi called out again: “Ye Can…”
Ye Can showed a puzzled look: “What’s the matter?”
Lin Zixi did not answer, but shouted again: “Ye Can…”
Ye Can blinked and walked towards her: “I am.”
She came to Lin Zixi, looked at her slightly pale face, and asked, “What’s the matter? Is something wrong?”
Problems? What else can you do? The saddest time, the most painful time, all have passed. Every role they played in the past has ended.
So the story ends here, there should also be a new chapter.
If a person is a book, then every day in the past is the past that has been written down. Once written, it has existed. The things that have existed, after turning the page, facing the blank paper, should not be falsely writing the story of yesterday, but faithfully holding the pen to record the new day.
Keep going forward, keep writing down every small difference from the past, until death, close the page.
Lin Zixi, who had been swirling in the chaotic memory for a long time, decided to hold his pen and write his destiny on a brand new page.
She looked at Ye Can and said softly, “Nothing…nothing…” It’s just that everything is over, she should try to embrace the sun too.
She raised her eyes and looked at Ye Can brightly: “Are you hungry? Would you like to have lunch together? Can we talk while we eat?”
“what do you think?”
Ye Can nodded, and accepted Lin Zixi’s proposal: “I think it’s okay.”
Lin Zixi turned around, looked at the ingredients on the table, and smiled softly.
When she brought Ye Can into her home for the first time, she never thought that they would have such a past and present life, nor did she think that there would be such a **** parting.
At that time, she felt that her life was so long that she didn’t need to think about her and Ye Chan when she grew up. There was no need to think about separation, no need to think about parting, and no need to think about being together for long.
But later, Lin Zixi felt that her life was too short, only three years.
But in three years, it was 1,095 days and nights, twenty-six thousand two hundred and eighty hours, one hundred and fifty-seven thousand and eighty minutes…
And her future life will be swirled in this one hundred and fifty-seven thousand eighty minutes, like a hamster thrown into a maze, chasing the misty memory forever, endless in dizziness. The sinking.
At that time, she never thought that one day she would take Ye Can into this home again.
I never thought that I would want to say such a word so strongly: Ye Can, it’s better for us to start from scratch.
But she didn’t say, she didn’t say anything.
It was like when they met again, like every time they met each other awkwardly and happily, without saying anything.
She just silently, as always, buried her love in a place invisible to everyone-including herself.
Just deceived and loved, guarding the bunch of flowers blooming lonely in the dark corner, waiting for the sun to shine again.
Because she firmly believes that one day the bright sun will favor her again.