Ye Chan - Chapter 147
As the host, Lin Zixi said to cook, of course, he cooks himself. But Ye Can is not a lazy person, seeing Lin Zixi alone in the kitchen, so he spontaneously went into the kitchen to help.
As soon as she entered the kitchen, Ye Can had a strong feeling. She seemed to have lived here for a long time.
The strong sense of sight made her realize when she picked up the kitchen knife that it was something she had picked. This subtle feeling made Ye Hui nervous and uneasy, looking forward to surprises. Even when Lin Zixi went looking for a potato knife to cut potatoes, Ye Can said a place casually.
Lin Zixi was stunned for a moment, smiled and explained: “The previous one has been broken, I replaced it with a new one, and it is no longer there.”
Ye Can was immediately embarrassed and said in a disguised manner: “I just vaguely think that it should be there.”
Lin Zixi sighed slightly: “It should be there, but it’s not here anymore.” After Ye Can left, the kitchen was Lin Zixi’s place alone.
Lin Zixi didn’t ask if Ye Can remembered something in this familiar place. Because everything about Ye Can shows that her memory has actually been affected by the environment, and some changes have taken place.
Lin Zixi had this feeling, it was like putting together the data shredded by the paper shredder little by little. As long as you collect enough, one day you will put together a complete picture scroll.
She only needs to wait, whether it is a long or short wait, one day Ye Can will stand in front of her again.
It’s like this, even if you don’t remember clearly, it can’t explain the attraction between them, and it finally appeared in her sight.
As long as he thought of this, Lin Zixi relaxed himself. The heart that has always been as heavy as a falling shot ball, at this moment is like a hydrogen balloon, floating freely against the clear sky of thousands of miles.
The two of them were busy in the kitchen for a while, and finally finished their lunch. When the food was put on the table, Lin Zixi looked at Ye Can, who was sitting opposite, and suddenly felt that the other party had never left.
In other words, Ye Can himself has never left.
In dreams, in fantasy, Lin Zixi imagined for many years. In a different time and space, in a peaceful era, neither she nor Ye Can are caged birds. They are ordinary and ordinary. Although they are a little unique, they can tolerate each other and live their lives like this.
In fact, it is the greatest miracle that a person can appear in this world, survive, live, and be a little happy.
Because of this, Lin Zixi feels lucky.
Looking at Ye Can, she only felt that she had been in a bright mood all day long. Seeing that Ye Can will cook all the food, Lin Zixi smiled and said, “Would you like some fruit? I bought a watermelon before and it is still in the refrigerator. Do you want to eat it?
Ye Can, who felt that he was cheating, was a little embarrassed, and his expression was a bit twisted. Lin Zixi smiled and said empathetically: “Just treat it as an afternoon tea with me. You don’t have to go back so early, right?”
Ye Can nodded: “Well, good.”
Lin Zixi smiled and bent her eyes, and said to her: “Then I’ll cut the watermelon, can you help me clean up the tabletop?”
The division of labor and cooperation is very fair. Ye Can readily agreed to the other party: “Okay, then I will trouble you.”
When Ye Can came out of the kitchen, Lin Zixi’s watermelon had already been cut and placed on the coffee table in front of the sofa. Ye Can stretched out his hand, took a piece of the book and put it in his mouth. He looked up at Lin Zixi’s book shelf full of books. He was a little puzzled: “Have you finished reading all of these?”
Lin Zixi leaned on the office desk in front of the bookshelf, and was inking his inkless pen. Hearing Ye Can’s words, he raised his head and glanced at her: “Ah, I’ve finished reading it. After all, I don’t have much to do.”
Lin Zixi deliberately extended the conversation, and said to her, “Do you think there are a lot of books here?”
Ye Can nodded, and Lin Zixi smiled and said, “In fact, it’s okay. These are all new. Have I put some old ones next door for storage?”
Ye Can puzzled: “Next door?”
Lin Zixi nodded and smiled: “Yes, next door. I also bought the apartment next door and used it as a place to store books.”
Ye Can’s eyes widened: “Did you open a library at home?”
Lin Zixi smiled and said, “The library is still not a big deal, but there are too many books. If you can’t come over, let go. In my current situation, I can only read books. People always have to develop. Some high-level tastes can satisfy one’s mental state, right?”
She can’t always indulge in the emotion of losing Ye Can, life is always moving forward, she also has to love herself so that she can live a better life.
Ye Can thoughtfully looked at Lin Zixi and asked: “Then am I interrupting your reading now?”
Lin Zixi put the cap on the pen and smiled: “No.”
Ye Can was a little embarrassed. She thought she came to Lin Zixi today because of Jiang Song’s whim. It was already a very embarrassing thing. He also rashly came to Lin Zixi’s house, had a meal, and still shamelessly stayed here now, it is not enough to be shameless.
For some reason, Ye Can suddenly felt uncomfortable. Most of the time, people will be killed by their own shame. Ye Can felt that he was particularly ashamed in front of Lin Zixi.
She thought for a while, and poked another piece of watermelon, ready to say goodbye to Lin Zixi: “Or…I’ll go back.”
Lin Zixi was a little surprised: “What? Do you have a job to deal with?”
Ye Can was a little embarrassed: “Not really, I think you seem to be busy, I might disturb you here.”
Lin Zixi decided to master the rhythm of today’s meeting: “Would you like to watch the movie? I am going to review the movie in the afternoon. If you are fine, can you accompany me to the movie?”
Those who put it on the cusp all use the four words “maybe”, so what else do you need to hesitate? Can there be anything other than “Yes” for the answer?
Ye Can obeyed his own will and answered honestly: “Yes.”
Apart from the afternoon tea, Ye Can and Lin Zixi have achieved the achievement of watching a movie together in the audio-visual room.
The movie Lin Zixi revisited was “The World of Truman”. Although Ye Can watched this movie for the first time, this time he watched it seriously.
Regarding this movie, many film critics have made many classic analysis, it represents the flashy entertainment circle, Vanity Fair, and destiny, etc.
Perhaps a person’s life is actually involuntary. It seems that there is a hand of fate controlling everything.
For a while, Lin Zixi always felt that he was living in such an unreal world and tried to find an outlet. But her life is not a show, even if it is a show, she cannot be the protagonist in it.
Many times, she would think of Ye Can—Ye Can in those three years.
From being a dragon to a supporting role, the last step is to become a new superstar, and then disappear into this world. There must be the handwriting of the gods in this darkness.
Lin Zixi didn’t know what agreement Ye Can had reached with them, but she knew that Ye Can would definitely come back.
Because, Lin Zixi remembered everything about everything between them.
When Lin Zixi reached an agreement with the **** in hell, he clearly said this: As long as she can remember everything about Ye Can, she will allow them to meet again.
If the conditions are true, then when Lin Zixi sees his previous life on her street corner, they are destined to meet again.
But what are those three years? Obviously Lin Zixi had almost forgotten before meeting Ye Can. According to the agreement, it was impossible for her to meet Ye Can.
But she met, and she was with Ye Can who had memories. What is this?
Occasionally when Lin Zixi thinks of these things, there is always some confusion. Between the real and the false, she sometimes feels that it is only because she loves Ye Can too much that she has such a delusion: I hope that one day, I will see Ye Can alive.
In the dim audio-visual room, Lin Zixi raised her eyes and looked at Ye Can beside her. At the end of the film, when Truman was driving a sailboat to the edge of the “world”, she spoke and said softly to Ye Can: ” Ye Can, do you feel this way, as if you have been involuntarily involuntarily throughout your life.”
Ye Can lowered his eyes, looking at Lin Zixi next to him in a daze.
Lin Zixi looked at her and said intently: “The world is a scam, and life is a show. Really, we may live in the pupils of others.”
These are the lines of Chumen, but at this moment, Ye Can feels that Lin Zixi is not talking about lines, but expressing his own feelings.
She really thinks so, maybe everything is false.
Ye Can tilted his head, stared into Lin Zixi’s eyes in the dim room, and said softly, “So? Even if it’s like this, what can I do?”
“A person’s life is mostly powerless, and because of various secular reasons and rules, he will forcefully do something that goes against the self.”
“Either obey or break. I think that life is like flowing water, and the self is the rock. The rock does not move, and the water torrents, and it can be the same.”
She thought about it, and shared her thoughts with Lin Zixi: “I think you should understand that people should enjoy the world, not try to understand the world. One more sentence…”
Ye Can said very seriously: “Sometimes the world is fake, but there is no shortage of people who treat us sincerely.”
Ye Chan tilted his head and said to Lin Zixi: “You don’t look like a blank person, or a person with nothing like me. You have high-level hobbies and friends, even if the world is a maze. , You actually enjoyed it too, right?”
“Could it be that you are actually a virtuous person in another world, wanting to survive in this world? Have a higher pursuit of pursuing the superego? Then I can understand such a daze.”
When Lin Zixi heard this, he chuckles and laughs: “No, I don’t think I should be such an enlightened person, nor such a dusty person, I am very secular.”
Ye Can wondered, “Is it secular?”
Lin Zixi nodded: “Maybe there is still some love mind.”
Ye Can’s eyes widened: “Love brain?”
Lin Zixi looked at Ye Can with bright eyes: “Maybe you think I am very strange, but I think I am really in love. I may only appear in this world because of love.”
Ye Can was completely at a loss: “What’s this saying?”
Lin Zixi smiled and tapped her finger on her cheek. He hesitated and said to Ye Can: “Sometimes I feel that I am living in a love story that tells the past and present, as if everything I do is for Fall in love with Ye Can…”
Ye Can was stunned, staring at Lin Zixi blankly. Looking at her reaction, Lin Zixi relaxed inexplicably. She chuckled and said to Ye Can: “The story is a bit long, do you want to hear it?”
Lin Zixi thought for a while and added: “I think this story is very clichéd, but…it should be interesting.”