Ye Chan - Chapter 149
There are eight sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness and death, love parting, resentment for a long time, can’t ask for it, can’t let go.
The difference between Lin Zixi and Ye Can is that she has tasted the bitterness of life. These bitterness made her feel very tortured, and she was unable to continue, so she made a completely different choice from Ye Can.
Although she and Ye Can embrace the same relationship and have similar experiences, they are still different after all.
Ye Can didn’t know how to comfort him, so he stretched out his hand to wrap Lin Zixi in his palm, and whispered, “I’m sorry, Lin Zixi…I’m so sorry.”
Lin Zixi shook her head and said, “You don’t have to feel sorry, this is not your problem. If we must be held accountable, we can only blame this unfair destiny.”
“After experiencing such a rough fate, being able to see you again is already the most beautiful dream in my life.”
Lin Zixi lowered her head and pressed her cold lips to the back of Ye Can’s hand: “At least, I still have hope, right?”
Ye Can looked at the top of her hair, and suddenly wanted to reach out and hug Lin Zixi into her arms, and kiss her top. She thought so, and immediately followed.
She embraced Lin Zixi in her arms, leaned on her shoulders, and put her arms around her thin shoulders and sighed softly, “I’m sorry, I can only give you such a hug now.”
That was the first time they got so close since they met again. In the dimness, Lin Zixi hugged Ye Can and buried her on her shoulders and neck, as if smelling the warmth of the summer sun’s tail when she swept over Ye Can’s body.
It was the scent of sunlight, and it seemed to burn a hole in Lin Zixi’s heart strongly, and the thick hope flowed into Lin Zixi’s heart like this. She grabbed Ye Can’s waist clothes and grasped it tightly, as if it were the last straw in her life, greedily reluctant to let go.
She leaned against Ye Can’s ear and sighed: “Just a hug is enough for me.”
Faced with such an unfair fate, Lin Zixi has never dared to hope too much, just a hug is what she can ask for now.
But no matter how close the hug is, there is a time to separate. I don’t know how long it lasted, but a groaning sound from Ye Can’s stomach broke the warm and calm indoors.
Ye Can hugged Lin Zixi, not feeling embarrassed, but said in a very calm tone: “Lin Zixi, I’m hungry.”
This is too natural to say, as if waiting for Lin Zixi to feed. Lin Zixi let go of Ye Can, got up from her arms, and said with a chuckle: “Then you want to stay for dinner?”
Ye Can asked back: “Don’t you want me to stay for dinner?”
Ye Can said that. She knew that Lin Zixi liked her, and she began to push her nose on her face.
Lin Zixi was not at all annoyed by her attitude toward the rudder. She smiled and curled her eyes, and said to Ye Can like coaxing a child: “I stayed, I always wanted to keep you.”
It’s just that there is no suitable opportunity, just mind the memory that may have dissipated between them. But today, through Ye Can’s various attitudes, Lin Zixi found that that memory was not lost, it was just sealed up.
If it is sealed, then there is always a day when the seal is unlocked.
Ye Can looked up at Lin Zixi, took her hand and said to her: “Then treat me to something delicious.”
Lin Zixi replied softly: “Okay.”
With a beautiful woman as the company, Ye Can wasted another night. After he was full, Ye Can took the initiative to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and collapsed on the sofa like an uncle.
Lin Zixi brought a freshly cut fruit plate and asked her, “Any more?”
Adhering to the belief policy of not letting down the other party’s heart, Ye Can tilted his head for a moment, and finally said yes. Lin Zixi smiled and sat down next to her. They sat side by side, turned on the TV and clicked a movie at random to watch.
After watching the movie for a while, the fruit tray was emptied by Ye Can. It was half past eight, and Ye Can thought about going, and he should have left.
Even if Lin Zixi expressed his attitude today, Ye Can still feels that they had better not be so close at this stage. She called Lin Zixi, and when she looked over, she pointed her finger at the sky outside the window and motioned: “It’s getting late, I should go back.”
Lin Zixi didn’t react for a while, she looked out of the dark window, and her mood suddenly became very heavy. Lin Zixi didn’t open his eyes, avoided the topic, and said to Ye Can: “You came to see me today. Is there something wrong?”
Ye Wan froze for a moment, and suddenly realized that Lin Zixi didn’t want to let her go.
To be honest, Ye Can himself didn’t really want to go back. She paused, thinking back and forth between the possibility that she might lose her mind if she stayed and the suffering she would suffer from missing the other person if she didn’t stay, and finally happily chose to divert the topic just like Lin Zixi.
She hesitated for a while, and finally replied to Lin Zixi, “No, I have nothing to look for you.” After hearing Lin Zixi’s warm confession, Jiang Song should not keep this trifling matter behind her head. Think about it.
Lin Zixi looked at her softly: “You are lying, I feel it today, do you have something to tell me?”
Speaking of keenness, Lin Zixi, who has been in the entertainment industry for many years, is definitely not inferior to Ye Can.
As soon as he mentioned this, Ye Can’s curiosity began to writhe endlessly. She hesitated for a while, and said straightforwardly, and said to Lin Zixi: “If you want to say that, I really want to ask you.”
She looked at Lin Zixi’s eyes and said every word: “Do you remember Jiang Song?”
Lin Zixi was stunned for a while, and said blankly: “Huh? What Jiang Song?”
Ye Can breathed a sigh of relief and began to explain to Lin Zixi, “It’s that… Chen Xueman’s son, Jiang Song, who you used to teach him before.”
Ye Can looked at Lin Zixi with an expression on his face asking for explanation: “Do you remember him? You…what happened to you and him? Can you tell me?”
Lin Zixi suddenly realized: “Oh…you mean that person.” In the long-term memory, a familiar but unfamiliar face of a young man turned up.
It was the cowardly beloved who had given her a trace of gentleness over the long years, and it was the teenager who stubbornly held her in her arms when she was young.
Lin Zixi’s face showed a look of reminiscence: “You mean that kid, I am a little impressed. However, it was all a long time ago. I haven’t been in contact with him for about ten years, what’s wrong?”
Lin Zixi looked at Ye Can with interest: “You investigated me? You also investigated so carefully? Why is this?”
Ye Can became sore at once. She coughed slightly, concealing her gaffe, and said to Lin Zixi, “It’s nothing, but I saw him recently and found that he seemed to be looking for you all the time.”
Lin Zixi was a little surprised: “Have you met him? He is still looking for me? Why?”
Ye Can briefly talked about the Starlight Ceremony, and finally concluded: “I think he should like you, otherwise he won’t spend so much effort to trouble Jiang Yue.”
Lin Zixi felt incredible about this: “Even if he likes me, it was more than ten years ago. And even if he wants me, there is no need to be so upset.”
With the power of the Jiang family, it is not difficult to find Lin Zixi. So why did Jiang Song approach Lin Zixi in this way? Wouldn’t it be enough to just come to the door?
Or is there any reason why he can’t come directly to the door?
Ye Can’s heart was a little blocked, she snorted and said, “Perhaps he just wants to start from the people around you and get close to you step by step? You said he liked you more than ten years ago, then you might be His white moonlight.”
“I was a childhood sweetheart. I have a deep love for my youth. I can’t forget it. Maybe I want to realize my dream.”
Ye Can’s tone was like eating a big jar of vinegar, terribly sour. Lin Zixi suddenly understood. She looked at Ye Chan’s sour expression, couldn’t help but chuckle, helplessly shook her head and said, “You are really…”
Ye Can was very unhappy: “What is it?”
Lin Zixi smiled: “It’s so cute!”
Ye Can’s face suddenly improved: “Huh, of course.” After being proud, Ye Can realized that Lin Zixi had not answered her question, so he continued to ask: “So in the final analysis, when you were young, you and Jiang Song What happened?”
Lin Zixi was surprised by her curiosity in this matter. Lin Zixi asked, “Did you not find out?”
Ye Can shook his head: “No. That’s why I came to ask you.”
So this is ah.
Lin Zixi looked at Ye Can, teasing her and said, “You want to know?”
Ye Can raised his hand and scratched his left cheek, covering up and saying, “Actually, I don’t want to know that much.”
Lin Zixi sneered: “Then there is no need to say it.”
Ye Can hurriedly stopped the other party: “Don’t don’t don’t, you should just talk about it! I want to hear, I still want to hear what this is all about.”
This time Lin Zixi didn’t know what to do. She thought about it for a while, and thought about it: “Actually, it’s not a big deal. At that time, I was short of money and gave him two years of lessons. Then he…liked me? Anyway, I had a fight with my family, so Was sent abroad.”
In fact, this is not the case, things are far more than this. At that time, when she tutored Jiang Song with homework, she inevitably dealt with the young girls in that circle, and then caused a lot of trouble because of her appearance.
The most terrible time was when she was almost assaulted by Jiang Song’s friend who seemed to be harmless and called her sister every day. For this reason, a passionate teenager picked up the bottle and smashed the man’s head. Later, in order to avoid disaster, he was sent out of the country.
Even though many years have passed, what happened that day is not clear in Lin Zixi’s mind. But Lin Zixi always remembered the ridiculous attitude of the other party. People with beauty without power and ability are just playthings in the eyes of these people. In addition, Lin Zixi couldn’t afford to offend the other party at the time, so he decided to retreat behind the scenes.
As for Jiang Song… Jiang Song is just a cute boy.
Thinking of this, Lin Zixi sighed softly: “In short, when I was tutoring him, he was still a good boy.”
Lin Zixi’s expression looked too ambiguous, Ye Can gave a weird yin and yang, and then said, “Is a good boy? So you liked him at that time?”
The jealousy of this sentence was so obvious that Lin Zixi couldn’t help laughing.
Ye Can glared at her, and said fiercely, “What a smile, am I wrong?”
Her appearance reminded Lin Zixi of an old thing.
Many years ago, as the king, Ye Can held her in her arms and asked casually: “What kind of person was the former husband of Ai Concubine? But a beloved?”
At that time, Lin Zixi hadn’t understood the king’s love, but sarcastically said: “The concubine’s husband is naturally the concubine’s beloved.”
For this sentence, Lin Zixi stayed in bed for three days, only later realized one thing: Wang, should like her.
This king, in fact, is not superior at all. He is just a mortal with emotions, sorrows and desires.
It’s just a mortal.
This mortal still has a hot heart. No matter what kind of ice she holds in her heart, it will eventually melt for many years.
For many days and nights since then, Lin Zixi was annoyed by his answer that day.
Maybe she shouldn’t say that, because she has never liked each other, nor even respected her own husband.
That was not her beloved, never her beloved. But Wang is not a beloved, but her only king.
Thinking of this, Lin Zixi’s eyes softened. She smiled and said to Ye Can: “No, I have never liked him. I never liked him before, now or in the future.”
“I only liked you, Ye Chan.”
“From start to finish, you are the only one.”
“There will always be only you.”
“Because of loving you, everyone in the world will never be in my eyes again.”
Ye Can looked at Lin Zixi blankly, wondering what’s the matter with this woman, why can she speak such shameful words so confidently? Who did you learn this from?
The most important thing is that this type of Lin Zixi, she actually likes it damnably!
Ye Hui pursed his lips and said shamelessly: “Do you want to say a few more words?”
Lin Zixi asked: “What did you say?”
Ye Can replied: “What else can it be? Say you like me.”
In this case, she couldn’t hear enough a thousand times or ten thousand times!