You and I Are In Love with Each Other, Killing Harm For the People - Chapter 85
“Don’t you never attend these events?”
“It’s good to meet an old friend.” When Wen Jin said this reason, even he felt perfunctory.
So, just friends.
Wen Jin’s few words, frowns and frowns can still easily lead her mood, Ning Qian doesn’t understand why she is still lost? What she was most afraid of admitting was that she was clearly scarred by the other party, but she was still eager for Wen Jin’s initiative to approach.
She is still so humble in her relationship.
When Wen Jin first proposed dating, Ning Qian never thought of agreeing.
Ning Qian set her sights on the host who was reporting, thinking about other things, she was destined to have little time to enjoy the performance on stage tonight.
Two hours later, it’s over.
The audience left the venue one after another.
Like the ceremony many years ago, Ning Qian and Wen Jin sat side by side, but they didn’t say a few words.
Wen Jin got up and followed closely behind Ning Qian, blending into the bustling crowd.
“I liked you when I was in college, and I have always liked you…” Wen Jin looked at Ning Qian’s back seriously, thinking about the confession after the accident, and her thoughts drifted away to her own. When I was a student, I realized that Ning Qian’s shadow was hidden in my few good memories.
Ning Qian likes her, Wen Jin has no doubts, but Ning Qian is too good at disguising, and after a long time, she stopped thinking about it.
If it wasn’t for that night, Wen Jin might not know Ning Qian’s feelings for her by now, nor would she understand that her love for Ning Qian would go beyond friendship; Because that night, it became the biggest obstacle between them.
Wen Jin admitted that she initially proposed to be with Ning Qian, more because of guilt and emotion, she hurt Ning Qian, and she went all out to appease and make up, but Ning Qian refused. It should be said that thanks to Ning Qian’s refusal, she could face herself more calmly and rationally.
After the crowd was evacuated, Wen Jin still followed Ning Qian. Although Wen Jin settled in L City, she rarely found time to hang out like now, “It’s been a long time, let’s go there Go for a walk.”
Ning Qian looked at Wen Jin now and seemed to see herself back then. Is it a coincidence that she appeared by her side “just right” at the school reunion party?
An electric car never drives on a road that is not wide.
“Be careful, there is a car.” Wen Jin hurriedly held Ning Qian’s hand and pulled him to her side. Seeing that Ning Qian was still walking, she couldn’t help laughing and said to her, “You were like this before, always absent-minded.”
When she was with Wen Jin, Ning Qian was absent-minded, because she always liked to think about her, impossible things.
Ning Qian regained her senses, and out of the corner of her eye fell on Wen Jin’s hand holding her tightly. It turned out that her palm was so warm and hot. Ning Qian had fantasized about holding this beautiful hand more than once. Does it feel like Wen Jin’s character, cold and slightly cool?
Wen Jin also paused briefly, not only did not let go, but clenched quietly, “Let’s go, let’s go over there.”
Ning Qian was led away by Wen Jin, a few steps behind, looking at Wen Jin’s silhouette, her heart was numb. She followed Wen Jin’s footsteps numbly, Wen Jin, what the **** do you think? Why did it happen when I was determined to let go.
Ning Qian found that she still couldn’t push Wen Jin away resolutely.
When she walked to the familiar teaching building, Ning Qian broke away from Wen Jin’s hand, and her hand was still hot, perhaps because it was the first time she was held by Wen Jin like this.
The bell for the last get out of class rang, and the students rushed out of the teaching building and walked to the dormitory building. Gradually, there were fewer and fewer people.
The library is located on the lakeside, Ning Qian walked through the vertical and horizontal trails on the lake, slowly stopped, leaning against the railing and stood quietly. The branches brushed lightly on the lake, rippling ripples.
“How many days are you staying in L city?” Wen Jin looked at Ning Qian.
“I don’t know, it depends on the specific situation.” When looking at Wen Jin, Ning Qian tried her best to keep herself normal, and told herself to get used to this normality. It is hoped that in the near future, when she and Wen Jin meet again, they can really just smile and nod.
“Any time tomorrow night? I want to invite you to dinner.”
“Tomorrow night?” Ning Qian gathered up her long hair that had been blown away by the wind and smiled at Wen Jin, “Not tomorrow night, I have an appointment.”
Wen Jin is extremely sensitive, “…going on a blind date?”
“Well, the monitor arranged it, and I agreed.”
Wen Jin stared straight at Ning Qian’s eyes, “Do you really want to go?”
“Why don’t you go? After seeing each other’s photos, I think it’s pretty good, so we can meet and chat.” Ning Qian tilted her head to talk to Wen Jin, how easy it should be, “Actually, there’s nothing wrong with a blind date. Yes, it’s efficient and targeted, isn’t it?”
Wen Jin’s expression is far less relaxed than that of Ning Qian, no matter how free and easy Ning Qian sometimes speaks, but Wen Jin still captures other things, just like the look back at the night before yesterday, Wen Jin is sure of Ning Qian Will look back at myself, and it is.
“I can’t find any other way to meet you other than attending a party. I want to see you…” Wen Jin finally confided in her heart, this year, Ning Qian has been avoiding her, not replying to news, not answer the phone.
The night was lonely, and Ning Qian heard her every word, especially the last “I want to see you”.
Her relationship with Wen Jin finally developed in the ambiguous direction she expected, but there was no joy in Ning Qian’s heart. She gritted her teeth, looked at the rippling lake, and said, “I have nothing to see, I only saw it last year.”
“Don’t be mad at me, okay?” Wen Jin took a step closer to Ning Qian, wanting to get close to her again, but she has never spoken to anyone in such a manner.
“Why am I mad at you? I don’t understand what you are saying.” Ning Qian raised her eyebrows, looked at the time again, and smiled perfunctorily, “It’s half past ten, I’m a little tired today. ,I’m leaving.”
Wen Jin simply pulled Ning Qian directly and said softly, “Don’t go yet.”
“What’s wrong?”
“I’m not feeling well…”
Suddenly uncomfortable, Ning Qian looked at Wen Jin dubiously, “I’ll stop you a car when you leave the school gate.”
“I drove over, or, will you take me back?”
Ning Qian frowned.
Seeing Ning Qian hesitating, Wen Jin didn’t say anything, “You go first, I’ll take a rest.”
“Are you all right?”
“Hmmm…”
“Then I’m leaving.” After Ning Qian finished speaking lukewarmly, she actually turned her head and left.
Just left like this, Wen Jin was sad, maybe she was too used to Ning Qian’s kindness to her before, so she was not afraid. Just like when she proposed to be with Ning Qian, she thought that Ning Qian would definitely agree to her.
Once some people miss it, when you want to look back, maybe she is really gone. Thinking of this, Wen Jin was feeling lost… The footsteps were getting closer to him, Wen Jin looked up and saw Ning Qian turned around and continued walking towards her.
In an instant, Wen Jin looked at Ning Qian and couldn’t help but smile, knowingly, the curvature of the corners of her mouth had never been raised so nicely.
Under the warm light of the road, Ning Qian caught a glimpse of Wen Jin’s smile, if Wen Jin could have treated her like this many years ago, how good it would be. But now, the mood, the feeling, have become different…
“Where is your car?”
“East Gate.”
“I’ll take you.”
As soon as she got in the car, Ning Qian fastened her seat belt, “I’ll take you to the hospital first.”
“No need.” Wen Jin leaned on the co-pilot.
“Let’s go.” Ning Qian still drove to the nearest hospital.
Tossed to the hospital in the middle of the night, but fortunately only had some low blood sugar, no other major problems, Ning Qian was relieved, but still sent Buddha to the west, and drove Wen Jin back Family.
When the divorce was agreed last year, Wen Jin moved to a new house. Ning Qian has been here several times, and some things that happened in this house will never be forgotten in her life.
“Is it still uncomfortable?” Ning Qian helped Wen Jin to sit down on the sofa, “I’ll pour a glass of water and take medicine first.”
“Qianqian…” Wen Jin grabbed Ning Qian and sat down beside her. Without saying anything, she leaned over and hugged him tightly. It’s really uncomfortable, but it’s also mixed with some lies. She couldn’t think of any other way to keep Ning Qian from avoiding her. The only thing she could “use” was Ning Qian’s concern for her.
When touching Wen Jin’s body, Ning Qian could clearly feel that she was much thinner than last year, and her first reaction was to feel distressed…
“Let me hug.” Wen Jin put her head on Ning Qian’s shoulder, said softly, and hugged tighter. Now she can intuitively feel that she was holding Ning Qian before and now she is holding Ning Qian. The shallow feeling is a world of difference.
“Wen Jin…” Ning Qian felt it was suffering when she hugged herself like this, but she knew it was suffering, but she didn’t have the courage to push her away.
“I’m sorry.” Wen Jin looked up at Ning Qian’s eyes, she had said sorry to Ning Qian many times, but this time was different, “Can you forgive me? Don’t hide from me…”