You and I Are In Love with Each Other, Killing Harm For the People - Chapter 87
“The monitor arranged for you to have a blind date with a woman?!”
“Why not?”
Wen Jin’s rhetorical question blocked Ning Qian silently, she lowered her head and wiped the edge of the teacup, thinking about everything that happened these days.
The waiter wanted to remind the two of them to order, but after listening to the conversation between the two, he felt that the atmosphere was not right, so he walked away in embarrassment, leaving space for the two.
Ning Qian thought about it for a long time and didn’t know what to say, “Did you do it on purpose?”
“Yes.” Wen Jin looked at Ning Qian with soft eyes.
If there is no intention, how can there be so many fates and coincidences in this world.
Ning Qian was speechless, she didn’t expect Wen Jin to admit it so naturally, and it would not be an exaggeration to describe it as cheeky, is she the Wen Jin she knew back then? Since last night Wen Jin took the initiative to hug her and wanted to keep her, Ning Qian felt so unfamiliar, and at the same time, she was also touched.
“What exactly do you want to do?” Ning Qian finally summoned up the courage and looked Wen Jin directly in the eyes. She asked Wen Jin because she was also confused and didn’t know what Wen Jin treated her. How does it feel. Of course she hopes that the person she loves loves herself too, but could Wen Jin love her? Wen Jin’s affection for her was nothing more than based on guilt and emotion.
Wen Jin no longer mentioned the past, and she also agreed with Ning Qian’s statement that everything has passed.
“I think we can meet again.”
Ning Qian sneered.
“My name is Wen Jin, I’m the same age as you, and I’m also a designer. I’m currently running a design company in L city…” Wen Jin looked at Ning Qian and introduced her situation seriously, although Ning Qian was too early for these situations I understood thoroughly, “I had a failed marriage, do you mind?”
Although Wen Jin was sincere, Ning Qian took a sip of tea and said softly, “Stop joking.”
“I’m serious.” After that, Wen Jin took the menu and handed it to Ning Qian, “Let’s order first, let’s chat while eating.”
Suddenly, the blind date process started. She and Wen Jin, Ning Qian always felt that something was wrong. Never thought this would happen.
“Wen Jin,” Ning Qian thought for a while, “We don’t need to do this.”
Wen Jin pursed her lips. She has always been calm, but she couldn’t contain her emotions at this time, and her tone became a little higher, “Why can’t I? You tell me, Why can other women, but not me?”
Ning Qian saw Wen Jin’s complacent appearance, her heart was beating like a drum, it should be said that it was the first time she felt that Wen Jin cared so much about her.
Aware of her gaffe, Wen Jin restrained her emotions, and her heart was still faintly pantothenic, especially when she remembered that Ning Qian and Lin Man were chatting and laughing together last night, she was so afraid that Ning Qian really liked each other , My heart is blocked and sour, and I can’t express the discomfort. She cares about Ning Qian, even if it is selfish, she hopes that Ning Qian will only treat her like that.
For a moment of silence, Wen Jin took a breath and continued, probably all the low attitudes were shown in front of Ning Qian, “Or do you mind if I’m divorced…”
“No!” Ning Qian replied without hesitation, she couldn’t hear Wen Jin’s humble tone, because Wen Jin was the best in her heart, and no woman could compare to Wen Jin. What does it mean to be divorced? She didn’t want to see Wen Jin belittle herself, and she didn’t want Wen Jin to feel that she cared about her.
Getting Ning Qian’s response made Wen Jin feel a little relieved. In fact, neither she nor Ning Qian had calmed down and had a serious chat, perhaps now is the opportunity.
“If you think that there is really no possibility between us, and that my presence in your life can really only cause interruptions.” Wen Jin calmed down and his tone gradually became calmer After a long pause, she lowered her eyes and said the remaining half of the sentence, “…I will definitely stop pestering you.”
Wen Jin emphasized two “truths” in a row, because she could feel that Ning Qian still cared about her as she did a year ago. But caring doesn’t mean it can be accepted. Emotions need to be fought for and respected. Wen Jin doesn’t want her own thoughts and behaviors to become a problem imposed on Ning Qian.
When Ning Qian left last year, saying that Wen Jin was disturbing her life was nothing more than a passing remark. Although all kinds of things happened, Ning Qian never really complained about Wen Jin from beginning to end.
With her heart swaying, Ning Qian couldn’t hold an accurate answer, accept or reject, she couldn’t make a decision immediately. It happened that at this moment, the assistant called, and Ning Qian only knew that there was a client to meet temporarily at night. She put away her bag, “I still have something to do, I have to go first, sorry.”
This is undoubtedly an escape.
Wen Jin’s heart was suddenly splashed with cold water. I don’t know if Ning Qian was really busy with something, or if she didn’t want to get along with herself and made a random excuse. She took out a ticket from her bag and handed it to Ning Qian, “You take this.”
Ning Qian looked down and saw that it was a ticket for a circus tour, and instantly Ning Qian’s heart became hot. She understood what kind of memories were hidden behind this ticket.
“I remember you liked watching this.” Wen Jin brought back a memory in one sentence.
What kind of memories are hidden behind this ticket, Ning Qian knows best, but when she asked Wen Jin out alone for the first time, she gave Wen Jin a ticket to the circus tour. What she took the initiative to do to Wen Jin back then, now Wen Jin seems to be intending to “return” one by one.
Wen Jin watched Ning Qian silently, and after a long deliberation, she said softly, “Whether you come or not, I will wait for you.”
Ning Qian clutched the ticket in her hand, wondering how she got out of the restaurant. Sitting in the car, she stared at the colorful tickets in her hand, and looked at Wen Jin for a long time, thinking about Wen Jin…
Shang Ningqian was in a very bad state tonight, even when he was socializing, he was absent-minded, and he almost gave all the customers to porn.
It was late at night.
After taking a shower, Ning Qian lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, I don’t know how long I looked at the chandelier, the chandelier was a little dazzling, and my eyes were dazzled, Ning Qian simply turned off the light, and everything was obliterated by darkness.
Five minutes later, the light came back on.
The plane flies to S city.
Life is always faced with countless choices, big and small.
She clearly remembered how many times she had been drunk and how many times she had endured bitterness before she persuaded herself and gradually got out of the gloom. Today she hesitated again, why not be more free and easy, just be more simple, let go is let go.
I asked herself again, was she really happy when she was with Wen Jin? The so-called happy, but also self-deception. Beside Wen Jin, almost everything she tasted was bitter. Ning Qian still doesn’t understand how the old self could hold on for so long…
The ticket was torn in half by Ning Qian and wasted, just like the photo of her and Wen Jin was torn apart last year.
In the evening of the next day, Ning Qian checked out and prepared to go to the airport with her assistant. As for Wen Jin, if she didn’t give a reply, it was already her answer.
“Mr. Ning, did you sleep well last night?”
“I’ve been a little tired lately.”
Seeing that the leader was not in a good mood, the assistant did not dare to ask any more questions, so he kept quiet.
The car drives at a constant speed all the way, getting closer and closer to the airport and farther and farther from the city.
Ning Qian closed her eyes and wanted to take a nap, but within three minutes, she was woken up by a phone call. She rubbed her forehead, helpless, it was the squad leader who had broken her heart for her again.
“Hello?”
“Qianqian, you and Wen Jin…”
Ning Qian could hear the other party’s desire to gossip through the phone, “I don’t have anything with her, so don’t arrange this kind of thing in the future.”
“I promise that this kind of thing will not happen again. This time I really can’t help it. Wen Jin suddenly called me the night before yesterday and asked me to ask for something. You too Knowing Wen Jin, she would never open her mouth to ask for help. She said she liked you, so I made my own decisions…”
She said she likes you.
After Ning Qian heard this, she didn’t hear a word of what was said on the other end of the phone, as if no matter how hard she tried to forget, she just said “she likes you”, Enough to make all the hard work come to nothing.
“Qianqian? Are you listening to me?”
“Hmmm…”
Ning Qian hung up the phone, unable to calm down.
“I’m fine.”
“You are lucky today, there is no traffic jam all the way.” The driver held the steering wheel and chatted, “You can be at the airport in about ten minutes.”
“If you think there’s really no chance between us…I’ll stop pestering you.”
“Whether you come or not, I will wait for you.”
“She said she likes you…”
The scenery outside the window was still going backwards, Ning Qian suddenly raised her head, “Master, please stop by the side.”
“Mr. Ning?” The assistant looked at Ning Qian in confusion.
“I’m in a hurry, go back first.”
“Huh?”
Ning Qian got out of the car in a hurry, stopped another taxi along the way, and drove to the city…