You Are Brighter Than Stars - C264
Chapter 264 – Reasons
My selfishness prevented me from letting go of the little devil. Even though I knew that the little devil would have a better quality of life after he left me and would live the life of a prince, he was still my son.
The little devil is more important than my sister, a voice in my heart clearly told me.
“Mummy, what is the thin line of thought?”
Hearing the little devil call her by her gentle name and not giving her father, I heaved a sigh of relief.
“It’s his brother.”
“What happened to grandpa and grandma?”
I resisted answering the little devil’s questions, but I had to answer in order to get the little devil away from me.
I don’t want to lose my precious son, and I don’t want to lose him.
Back then, the Mummy and your father were together, which was considered gentle. His little brother wanted me to leave that person, so he attacked your grandfather and grandmother.
The little devil frowned and didn’t say anything for a moment. I nervously grabbed the little devil’s hand. My heart was thumping hard, as though it was trying to jump out from my chest.
“Mummy, I won’t leave you, I will never leave you, so you don’t have to worry, I will always be by your side, always accompanying you.”
The little devil wrapped his arms around me. Although his arms weren’t long enough to hold me completely, I could feel what he was trying to express.
This is my son, my best son.
Heaven was fair to me to a certain extent, for it gave me such a good little devil.
Because of the matter with my sister today, the little devil was worried that I wouldn’t be able to sleep well at night, so very few people would be resting in the same room as me.
“Lin Xiang? Her mind was wandering again? These few days your mental state should have recovered, but your condition seems to be even worse. ”
When Lin Jia came over with the script, I knew that Lin Jia would definitely come over to talk to me about the filming situation for the next few days.
After that day, I often had nightmares about the scene after my parents died. On that day, in the house where I used to live, I saw my parents questioning me about why I had been so entangled with gentleness.
If it wasn’t for me and the gentle entanglement, they wouldn’t have been unable to see my sister. Everything was my fault.
I’m in a nightmare, and I can’t wake up, and I can’t wake up.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry. It’s because of my personal state that I didn’t adjust my state properly. I’m sorry.”
Lin Jia fought hard for this show, but now, my performance was a mess. Everything was a mess.
I still want to run on the road of my dreams. Right now, I don’t even have the strength to run.
“Sorry? Lin Xiang! I don’t want to hear your apology! At the very least, they will not be depressed, or at least, they will not show such a sickly state. No matter what happens, I hope that you can be full of vitality because I do not want to see the completely crestfallen Lin Xiang. ”
Lin Jia’s words were not light, but they hit my heart.
Not far away, actors were filming today’s scene. Because the weather was too hot, their faces were a bit red, but they were still working hard, trying their best to memorize the script, adjusting their expressions and attitudes.
But me?
What have I been doing all this time?
Forget about Lin Jia, the current me, is also disappointed in myself.
The sky was originally blue, but at some point, it would also be stained with grey. However, what we have to do now is to expel the grey and replace it with blue.
Would my parents blame me like that?
Will it?
This question suddenly popped into my mind, a question I had never thought about before.
After losing my sister, my parents didn’t scold me. They treated me well all along, but now, how did I repay them?
I haven’t done well enough to live up to the encouragement and expectations my parents gave me back then.
Mom and Dad love me. I believe that if they could see my current expression, they would be anxiously saying to me, “Darling, stand up and work hard. I believe you can do it. You can definitely do it. Dad and mom believe in you.”
My body suddenly felt lighter, and my mind cleared.
“Yes, how can I trap myself? This will only disappoint them. I must work even harder. ” I don’t know whether I was talking to myself or Lin Jia.
But at that moment, I completely understood.
“Thank you, manager. Next up, I won’t let you down.”
My filming went from a mess to a mess, getting better and better, with Lin Jia also showing a smile on his face.
It’s just that sometimes when I’m free, I still think about the Ouyang Fei that hasn’t appeared in front of me since that day she disappeared.
Was it because she didn’t want to give up on the idea that she would rather be with her enemy?
Impossible, my sister, how could she be like that.
In these two months, I have never seen Ouyang Fei before. It was as if she had disappeared, as if she had never appeared in my life.
In addition to my cell phone memo, I also have her contact information on my WeChat.
As for the rest of it, I have very little information about Ouyang Fei.
“Have you heard? thinning is getting married to the young miss of the Ouyang family on Wednesday next week. ”
While I was in a daze, the voice of an artiste not far away reached my ears.
Slow down? Miss Ouyang?
Marry?
My body stiffened slightly.
But she also felt that this might be the best result. She would slowly marry Ouyang Fei. She’s the one who killed my parents.
But why was his chest feeling so stuffy?
There were more and more people discussing’s wedding and I was on the verge of fleeing.
When we returned home, the mother and son slippers of the Little Devil and I were placed neatly in front of the door. The floor seemed to have been cleaned, making it look especially clean.
I can’t even bear to stop.
“Mummy, are you back? “Hurry up and come to eat.” The little demon’s face was my familiar smile, without any other expression.
I heaved a sigh of relief. I was afraid that the little devil would also know about this news. If my father were to marry my aunt, he would definitely have some thoughts in his mind.
However, from the looks of it, I was overthinking it. The little devil looked calm, but fortunately, the information was not found out by the little devil.
The little devil stayed at home every day, and the school hadn’t even officially opened yet, so I was worried that he would see the news. If he wanted to know more about the wedding, it would definitely be reported by the Highlands, and almost all the official news and television stations on the web would be involved.
“Well, what did you do at home today?” The dishes on the table are almost all I like to eat.
Sure enough, my son pampered me with his strength.
“Read books, read the news, check out that person’s information, check out that person’s brother’s information.”
When the Little Devil said those words, I stuffed a mouthful of food into my mouth and spat it out in an instant.
“Cough cough, what did you say just now?”
I must have heard wrong, how is that possible? How could my family’s baby be so straightforward? At least it should be able to cover up a little bit …
“Didn’t Mummy hear it? Does Mummy want to hear it again? ”
Did you make a fuss over nothing with that little devil’s Mummy gaze? I swallowed my saliva, since when did my family’s baby become so imposing?
It was a little scary, but also a little gratifying.
There was the pride of a young girl from my family when she had just grown up.
“I’m not going to listen, I’m not going to listen.”
“Mummy, that person’s family background is indeed rich, but don’t be afraid. In the future, our son’s family background will be even better than his. We will let that person know that he lost a treasure after losing Mummy.”
I swallowed my saliva again. Although I was very happy to hear the little devil describe me as a treasure after he said that, isn’t this meaning a bit wrong?
“It seems that it is because of my son that I am so confident. Just by myself, I am also outstanding, alright?” How can you speak, child? Mummy is also very attractive and capable, okay? ”
The little devil didn’t say anything but coldly looked at me.