You Are Brighter Than Stars - C286

Chapter 286 – Danger

That would disappoint my baby.

“Alright, no rush, wait for Mummy to find a spot and you will be born. Come and see the sky of this world, the clouds of this world, the sun of this world.”

“If possible, Mummy wants to accompany you to look at the sun in the sky every day. Look at the rising sun, watch our baby grow.

Mummy truly loves you, very much.

All this time, I had been suppressing my love for my child, and I dared not overdo it, for in my heart I had labeled her the descendant of an unknown enemy, even if she breathed with me every day, but I had other ideas, other ideas.

I am not a qualified Mummy.

The heavens must have seen my usual performance, so they must punish me, right?

I deserve it.

It was all the retribution of heaven to me, and I deserved it.

My heart hurt. My stomach hurt. I moved to the other side with difficulty. Every step was torture to me. I wasn’t sure if I would be able to give birth safely if I did that.

There are no doctors here, no anesthetic, everything depends on me.

Even if I was in so much pain that I wanted to cry, I could only suppress my voice, not daring to let it escape from my lips.

For the sake of the child, I must learn to endure, even if it hurts terribly.

Having a baby, it really would hurt. It really hurt so much. So those pregnant women online really weren’t spouting nonsense. It really hurt.

To a woman, having your own baby is a blessing, but it is also a torment, isn’t it?

“Ah!” I hurriedly covered my mouth with my hands. Sweat poured down and the various liquids underneath me mixed together, making my appearance even more miserable. If it was in the past, I would definitely not be able to endure such a situation.

Two hours, a whole two hours, I endured the heart-wrenching pain. Finally, I saw the head of my child slowly reveal itself. Soon, I would be able to successfully give birth to my child.

“Hurry, bring the men over there immediately.”

All of a sudden, I heard a series of tight footsteps and various sounds of talking. I felt a sense of panic in my heart.

“What’s going on? Could it be that man, that man wants to bring me there? ”

What should he do?

My child has yet to be born. Under these circumstances, if I were to be hit by it, I definitely wouldn’t be able to leave this place successfully, not even my child.

At this crucial moment, I needed more strength, the harder it was, the more intense the pain was. But at this moment, I could only bite my lips and not make any sound. At the same time, I could only hope that I could give birth to my child as soon as possible and let him descend into this world.

Don’t let him be found.

The footsteps are getting closer and closer, and I feel a little weak from all the effort I’ve gone through.

Soon, the baby will be born.

I suddenly thought of what I’d seen on TV, how every newborn child would cry, and how I wouldn’t have dared to imagine that if it had been my child.

Suddenly, his entire body turned ice-cold and he forgot to exert his strength for a moment.

I suddenly realized that, in any case, it seemed that my child and I would be found out.

When the footsteps got closer, I used the corner of my clothes to tightly cover the child’s mouth to prevent her from making any unnecessary sounds. My body tightly pressed against the crack, waiting for these people to quickly enter so that I could take the opportunity to leave.

The child’s face turned green. I prayed that the speed of these people would increase.

Even after he was born, I took off my coat and wrapped it around him, but it was too late.

The weather wasn’t too good.

I, who had been able to breathe from exertion, felt chills run through my entire body. I felt as if I was in an icehouse and was being roasted over a bonfire.

It was torture to me.

My hair was completely wet from the sweat. It was very wet and uncomfortable.

Hurry, hurry in, don’t discover me, don’t discover my child.

My breathing quickened and those who were covering the child’s mouth increased in strength.

As the sound of footsteps got closer and closer to me, it seemed to be ringing in my ears and gradually distancing myself from me. Only then did I heave a sigh of relief.

It was also very big outside. I didn’t know where I should go. I just subconsciously followed my thoughts and ran non-stop.

A lot of complicated memories that were buried deep within my memories suddenly rose up in my mind.

Weed had already grown on top of my memories. When I threw away the dust and grass bit by bit, the speed under my feet also increased. I resolutely ran towards the direction where I was previously at.

It’s just that, faintly, I feel that I shouldn’t be called Lin Xiang. I’m Lin Xiang, but I’m not Lin Xiang either.

I was a poor man abandoned in a corner by the river of memory.

I thought of more. I thought of how my hands had once been covered in blood, how I had used the couple I called my parents. I thought of how I was not a kind person.

I’ve never been a good person.

So Lin Xiang, who is Lin Xiang?

Who am I?

While my memories were in a mess, I still held the child in my arms and kept running. I stopped in front of a villa and quickly jumped into it.

I carried the baby into the bathroom.

I slowly loosened the corner of my clothes that was covering my child’s lips. The originally unresponsive baby, at this instant, let out a soft cry. In that instant, I felt as though I had been saved.

“Baby, Mummy really loves you.”

Once, I didn’t like children, and once, I didn’t like family either. But after arriving at the Lin Family, I gradually assimilated into it, even taking myself as a child of the Lin Family. Wasn’t I relying on my face that was similar to that of the other child?

If you say sorry, the person I feel the most sorry for is actually a member of the Lin Clan, right?

Back then, if it wasn’t to save me, that girl wouldn’t have fallen into the water. Back then, when she saved me, she simply thought that I looked similar to her.

The drowning that time wasn’t an accident at all, it was an accident within an accident.

Who would have thought that I, a heavily injured assassin, would lose my memory after that incident? Furthermore, because of my guilt towards that child, I had actually thought of myself as Lin Xiang and played the role of Lin Xiang for so many years.

Even I, myself, had forgotten about my true identity and was completely immersed in it, treating myself as Lin Xiang and the Lin Family’s child.

Back then, when I was with her, although it was an accident, it was due to the obsession in my heart. My original mission was related to being gentle.

The most innocent ones, were the members of the Lin Clan.

As for me, I don’t have the qualifications to blame anyone else. The only one whose hands are covered in blood and is a demon is me.

“Baby, do you blame Mummy? Your Mummy is a bad guy, if your father knew my identity, would he hate me too? My past is not worthy to be your Mummy, nor is I worthy to be your father’s wife. What should I do? Darling, Mummy is too selfish. ”

“But Mummy really doesn’t want to leave your father. She doesn’t want to leave.” I smelled the baby’s scent, and it smelled of blood.

No, the smell of blood. How could my treasure be stained with blood?

As if I had gone mad, I put the baby in the bathtub. I put a lot of water in the bathtub, and I followed in myself.

My baby must not be tainted with blood. I must not be tainted with blood myself.

We want it clean.

“Darling, let’s wash our hands together. We wash our hearts together. We are clean. Our treasures are clean. Our hands are clean. Our bodies are clean. Our hearts are clean.”

I don’t know if I can be considered awake now, but in my mind, I can’t help but think back to the scene in the Devil’s Cave.