You Have Guts! - Chapter 54
Ziyi didn’t know how she came back. Her mind stayed on those words that Qin Fei said. She didn’t understand why God was so cruel and gave her such a happy expectation, and then she got into such despair. This is her and Yanshen’s child. Although there is Feng Yi in front, this child has a different meaning. It is the first child after she and Yanshen formally fell in love. It is the child she and Yanshen are looking forward to.
Why did this happen? What went wrong? At the hospital just now, she repeatedly asked if it was wrong or the instrument was deviated, but Qin Fei told her that the most authoritative inspection and laboratory tests are hers. People, and, again and again.
Ziyi knew that Qin Fei wanted to tell her the truth of this result, and her last faint hope was also disillusioned. She felt cold and couldn’t help taking a nap.
Chu Yanshen hugged her in her arms. She never felt that she was so fragile, fragile as if touched. She looked straight out the window, her eyes were empty, but her hand was subconsciously stuck on her belly. It seems like this can protect the child in the belly.
Yan Shen felt a pain in his heart. This child is also a long-awaited one. He always wanted a child, either a daughter or a son. As long as it was their child, he wanted to make up for the lack of regret. He thought a little. Looking at his child a little, he sprouts and grows in the belly of his daughter-in-law. He can see himself at the first sight of this world. He will feed him, change his diapers, play with him, and teach him to call his father. Shout Feng Yi brother, their family of four should be so happy.
Maybe he can bet, after all, Feng Yi is normal, but in case he loses, he doesn’t think he will be able to bear it, let alone, as a father, he must be responsible for the child’s life. No, this child cannot Yes.
Yan Shen was the second time in his life, so indecisive, the first time was to know his relationship with his son-in-law, and the second time is now, he used to think that he would not be so swaying in principle in this life, but it was only near the end I know that the principle is not worth mentioning in front of his lover. What he thinks and can think of is how to prevent Ziyi from being hurt.
But she was still sad. The only thing he could do was to hold her like this and accompany her. This time he finally knew that he Chu Yanshen was also an incompetent man. He couldn’t even protect his favorite person, and even became The culprit who hurt her.
Knowing this news from yesterday, Yanshen regretted that if he did n’t want the child so much, if they had contraception, if he paid attention, his daughter-in-law would not be pregnant and would not be so sad.
At this time, the daughter-in-law was like a ragdoll who had adjusted all the souls. Just looking at her like this, he felt a pain in his heart. He lowered his head and kissed her on the top of the hair: “Don’t do this, I’m worried about you, I’m really worried. “
Zi Su suddenly looked up: “Yanshen, why don’t we change to a hospital and check again? Okay, I still think there is something wrong. I can feel it’s healthy. It’s calling mom in my stomach, it’s afraid of me. Do n’t do it, really, you just listen to me once, and I promise, if there are still problems with this test, I agree to the operation, okay? ”
Yan Shen looked at her for a long time and finally nodded. He knew it was cruel, but he couldn’t give her hope, even if there was a glimmer of hope, Zi Zi would not give up, and they could not bear the final result, he Wanting to drown it all, as long as he can keep his son-in-law, he would rather bear all these sins.
They went to the second hospital, and the result was still the same. Zizhao looked at the inspection report. Those same data turned out to be dark and fainted.
Ziyu dreamed, the dream was very dark, it was the kind of black that could not see five fingers, could not see anything, and could not see the way forward. She stumbled forward, like a blind man, not like, she is a blind man, she She couldn’t see anything. Suddenly, a beam of light appeared in front of the sky. The beam of light fell from the sky and illuminated the front. She saw a little girl. The girl looked very small, about three or four years old. Beautiful and familiar, but Ziyi couldn’t remember where she had seen it before.
She couldn’t help asking her: “Who are you?” The girl giggled: “Mom.” Zi Xi looked at her stupidly: “Are you my daughter?”
The girl laughed a few more times: “Goodbye mother.” “You wait, wait, don’t go, don’t go …”
“Zi Xun, Zi Xun, wake up, wake up …” Zi Xuan suddenly woke up, and Yan Shen deeply kissed her: “Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid, it’s just a dream.”
Ziyu suddenly said, “Yanshen, I dreamed of our daughter. She called my mother. I saw her. She is very healthy, really healthy.”
“Zi, that’s a dream, just a dream.”
“No, no, it’s true, you believe me.” Her eyes filled with prayer, Yan Shen embraced her: “Okay, I believe, tomorrow, I’ll let Shanshan come home with you, okay?”
When Shanshan saw Ziyu, she was frightened. She hadn’t seen them for a few days. The whole person was like a lost soul. She was so scary, she had a small face, and she was almost gone. The home clothes on his body wandered around and looked around, as if a child stole an adult’s clothes.
Shanshan didn’t bother to admire the mansion of the big boss, and sat beside Zizi with her hips: “What’s wrong with you?”
Ziyu looked at her, rolled her eyes a few times, and burst into Shanshan’s arms and cried. Shanshan hurriedly hugged her and reached out and patted her on the back: “What’s wrong? See you all right that day, yes Didn’t you quarrel with the big boss again? “
Ziyu cried for a long time before shaking her head: “Shan Shan, I’m pregnant.”
“Pregnant?” Shanshan almost didn’t jump up. “That’s great, isn’t it? Pregnancy is a good thing. What are you crying for?”
Ziyi told her about the results of the inspection. Shanshan suddenly stunned. No wonder the big boss Baba found herself. It was because of this. Ziyi was a confused woman, but she also insisted on it. One thing is useless, but this one can’t be willful.
Shanshan wondered if God was jealous of Ziyu ’s life being too happy, so she mischievously made such a prank. Shanshan comforted her for a while, and began to persuade her when she saw that her mood was slightly stable. We still have to trust the doctor. Actually, think about it for yourself. It ’s only been seven weeks now, and removing it is just an unformed cell. But if you insist on giving birth, if you are born with a disability, how do you face her life? You can say to support her and take care of her for a lifetime, but you are not her and you ca n’t decide for her. Besides, we are human beings, no one can escape old age, sickness and death, even if you are her mother, you ca n’t take care of her life, she will sooner or later She will face everything she has to face, and by then, she may resent you for giving birth to her. “
Ziyu looked at her: “But, I think she is healthy, really, you believe me.”
Shanshan was okay, and suddenly dragged her up: “Since you are sure that she is healthy, then we will go and check again now. Instead of going to those authoritative private hospitals, go to the obstetrics and gynecology department of the general hospital, but I can talk to you Well said, if the result is still the same, you must remove the child without discussing it. “
Ziyu was a little scared at first. She really didn’t want to face the result again. Her courage had been used up, but she still had a little luck. She remembered the dream last night. The little girl in the dream was so healthy. , So beautiful, she called her mother, if that little girl is really her daughter, then, should she try again.
Even if it was still that kind of result, for her, it was just another blow, but if it weren’t for that result, she could keep the children and their daughter would be born.
Thinking of this, Ziyu suddenly had the courage. Shanshan admired Ziyu for the first time. She could accept such an inspection again for the hope that this one-ten-thousandth is almost impossible. If she could n’t bear it, she said True, motherhood is just right. Even if confused and weak like a child, for the sake of children, they have become so strong.
But she was still very scared. Her face was pale and without a trace of blood. When Shanshan accompanied her and waited for the result, she was really afraid that she would faint. “Feng Ziyu.” The name of Ziyu was listed on the guidance screen above. Shanshan hurriedly helped Zizi to stand up: “It’s us.”
Ziyi hesitated for a moment, and finally followed Shanshan into it. He was an old doctor in his fifties who was very kind. He turned over the examination report in his hand, looked up at Feng Zizhen, and suddenly smiled: ” Don’t be nervous, first child. “
Ziyu opened her mouth and didn’t make a sound at all. Shanshan was busy answering for her: “No, it’s the second child, doctor, is there any problem with this test result?”
The doctor was quite surprised. I didn’t expect Ziyu to have a second child at such a young age, but he said quite conscientiously: “Every indicator is normal, that is, the blood sugar is a little bit low, and some are slightly malnourished. Go back and pay attention to increasing nutrition. The first three months of pregnancy is very important. I can’t ignore it. I will give you some pregnancy supplements, take more rest, and you will have a healthy baby after eight months. “
Ziyu, like Mengyou, got out of the hospital to find the reality. She grabbed Shanshan and said, “I’m not dreaming, right? The child is fine, the child in my stomach is healthy, she is fine, everything No.”
Shanshan nodded and couldn’t help grunting: “What kind of quack doctor are you looking for in front of the big boss? It ’s just nonsense. It almost killed a life. Such a doctor should be shot. It’s cheaper for him, the car has to be cracked. To celebrate the death of my dry daughter, let’s have a big dinner. “
Ziyu said a little embarrassedly, “But I want to find Yan Shen.”
Shanshan snorted, “Seeing friends and forgetting friends.” Shi En waved his hands like that: “For the sake of my daughter, you go …”