After Wearing the Book, Did the Hostess Get Me? - Chapter 87

Lin Qingyan looked at her in a panic, and finally released her fingers inch by inch under Le Jiaxuan’s complicated eyes.

She had never seen Le Jiaxuan look like this.

In the past, she had always looked at her with intense love in her eyes, but this time it was from the initial surprise to the later calmness, no longer as full as before, so that she could clearly see Feel the happiness that I am needed, and smash the luck that I had in my heart before.

Perhaps before that? She still had such a simple fantasy in her heart, but the truth brought the truth of the matter cruelly and clearly in front of her eyes. Le Jiaxuan didn’t even want to accept her touch at this moment, so she had nowhere to talk about her joy.

She saw that Le Jiaxuan’s face was not very good-looking, and she was obviously very tired, but she directly rejected her care, and was weakly supported by the oncoming nurse. She stood up and walked into the lounge. .

Lin Qingyan hesitated for a while, but followed.

April weather? It’s a little cooler at night.

Omega’s physique is much weaker than Alpha’s, but Le Jiaxuan was only wearing a thin windbreaker, apparently she came here in a hurry and didn’t bring anything. Her grandmother’s illness started off-guard, no one must have expected it at the time?

At that time, Lin Qingyan heard what the nurse said seemed to be cardiovascular and cerebrovascular symptoms. She knew nothing about medicine, but she also knew that it should be very serious and the situation was not optimistic. She can understand that Le Jiaxuan is absolutely not in the mood to deal with love at such a time, so she is willing to wait.

After adjusting her mood a little, she carefully walked to Le Jiaxuan’s side and wanted to touch those hands, but she stopped when they were just a short distance away.

“Xuanxuan.”

It seems that these two words have not been uttered for a long time, and there was a slight sense of strangeness when they were just spoken, but they soon dissipated. The girl’s fair cheeks made the two dark circles around her eyes stand out? Obviously, it was obvious that she didn’t sleep well after staying up all night. Thinking about it? Before? He handed over his jacket:

“are not you cold?”

Le Jiaxuan’s eyelashes trembled.

When she wanted to put a coat on her, her instinctive reaction caused Le Jiaxuan to push Lin Qingyan’s hand away in a flash, using a lot of strength, without leaving any trace. , so that the other party staggered and almost fell to the ground, and looked over in surprise.

In Lin Qingyan’s memory, Le Jiaxuan always spoke softly to anyone, and she never lost her temper with anyone. From childhood to adulthood, she has seen the best tempered people, namely Shu Minglan and Le Jiaxuan. She has never even heard of swearing, let alone pushed people.

To be honest, Omega’s strength isn’t too great, but it just made Lin Qingyan defenseless all of a sudden? She bit her lip tightly. Compared with her current sadness, Le Jiaxuan’s body is obviously more important. After not seeing her for so long, she really lost a lot of weight.

“What did you come to do with me?”

In the past, the hoarseness of her crisp voice due to physical discomfort was a bit more sexy, but at this time Lin Qingyan had lost the thought to perceive it. Because of Le Jiaxuan’s rare speech, after hearing her own voice, she rarely sat down beside her, her voice very low and soft:

“I paid for your grandma’s medical bills.”

Before seeing Le Jiaxuan herself, Lin Qingyan never thought that she would be so excited when she saw her one day.

People who used to enjoy being held up high in the past seem to have changed their identity. At this moment, Le Jiaxuan is like the idol she has liked for a long time, and Lin Qingyan is the one who came to chase stars. The emotions that were repressed in the chest in the past have accumulated from shallow to a threshold that needs to be exploded, and finally reached the peak.

Many things that annoyed her were finally resolved. After waiting for so long, Le Jiaxuan finally came to an end. Lin Qingyan had a faint smile on her face, her voice was the same as she imagined, it was the gentleness that she had practiced countless times, she turned her head slightly, as if comforting her girlfriend who lost her temper:

“My payment this time is… in your girlfriend’s name.”

Le Jiaxuan raised her head and looked at her for a few seconds, but after a while, she lowered her head again, and said lightly, “Oh.”

The heartache and anticipation that rose spontaneously before she had time to start to flourish, Lin Qingyan was directly hit the trough by this simple word, her eyes were stunned in disbelief, and she looked at the girl lying on the sofa and continued to close her eyes. .

She could hardly believe her ears and eyes, but the girl in front of her was obviously no longer joking. No, to be precise, Le Jiaxuan would never joke with her about this kind of thing. Even if she pretended to be a calm surprise, she couldn’t help it, and immediately jumped at her with a smile on her face. arms.

But this time Le Jiaxuan did not.

She just raised her eyes slowly after she was looking forward to it for a few seconds, the expression on her face was a mockery she had never seen before. Then Lin Qingyan, in that time when she fantasized about a romantic reunion, saw little by little the cute and well-behaved girl who was always in front of her, and revealed everything she had never seen before.

“Why do you say it’s my girlfriend, and you are? My girlfriend? Miss Lin Qingyan, where did you get your confidence?”

“In the beginning, we didn’t even have time to reply to a message when we were in the underground relationship, and now you are looking for me excitedly, do you really think that I am a puppy that you call and linger. ?”

Lin Qingyan’s expression changed several times: “I didn’t…”

“Didn’t you talk to Chi Shuangyan on Weibo when you didn’t have time to reply to my news? Showing off your love, or didn’t you think I didn’t need to be annoying when I went to the airport to see you for the last time? Did you make a promise? Give up, or not when we are not really together? In the name of girlfriend? Enjoy my goodness to you?”

“You have nothing? … You have everything, but I have nothing.”

“Lin Qingyan, why are you crying? Are your tears so worthless? You have your teammates, your glamorous title of ‘national girlfriend’, Chi Shuangyan who hyped you up, and love you Family and fans who support you. Do you think I didn’t want to expose you in the past, but they will believe what you say.”

“Just like me back then.”

“You have everything.” The girl’s familiar and unfamiliar voice echoed in her ears over and over again, “But I didn’t have anything, except for my grandma and the courage to run for your dreams for you? Outside, there’s nothing left.”

Lin Qingyan, do you remember the factory He Lingxing reported? I just came from there. I don’t look any different from you, but my heart hurts too.

I cry, laugh, cry, and feel pain when peeling apples you don’t like. The fruit carved when you don’t want to eat in the summer heat is the result of my injury time and time again. No one is born with such skill.

The first bouquet of flowers you received when you first debuted was given to you by Mr. Tuo Shu. A box of gypsophila also had a broken leg. I was lying on the hospital bed, watching you and Chi Shuangyan on stage On the hot song and dance, a little bit by hand folded out.

Can Shu Minglan be reckless for He Lingxing? Tell them about their relationship directly in variety shows, and He Lingxing can go to a dangerous place for Shu Minglan to solve their secrets, but why do you Can’t think about it for me at all, or don’t want to?

When I like you, you are my idol, and the stars hanging in the sky can support my dreams. But when I don’t like you, you’re not even anything. You’re just a complete coward. You only dare to think about guilt in your heart, but you dare not stand up and take no responsibility.

“If you like Chi Shuangyan, you can say it directly. We have never been together, so there is no question of who is sorry and who is cheating. I won’t expose a little about our relationship.”

“I do not like her.”

Le Jiaxuan swallowed the words that came to her mouth, and after a while she was still coldly looking at the girl who was sitting in front of her, who was already bursting with tears, but it didn’t hurt as much as she imagined. no. The moment her heart opened her mouth, she felt unprecedented comfort. After holding back for so long, she could finally stab the pieces that had been stabbed into her heart, and stab Lin Qingyan mercilessly. heart of.

Pain is written off, with interest.

“then you?”

Lin Qingyan’s voice was shaking violently, but she still stubbornly said, “I like you.”

“But if you want to be with me, I’ll just treat you as a tool person?”

Lin Qingyan raised her head, and the girl leaning beside her was expressionless for the first time. Maybe if you look closely, there is an extremely strong pleasure in it, like a piece of broken glass, ruthlessly? Pressed in the skin and muscles, regenerates? Roots sprout, stinging more small nerves.

Le Jiaxuan added word by word? Repeatedly added:

“If you want to be with me, I’ll just treat you as a tool? You know, I don’t have the money to see my grandma, and you can’t make up for the damage you’ve done to me before, so I can only change idea.”

“You’re my titular girlfriend, and you’re in charge of treating my grandma. I’m not interested in you at all, so you can’t kiss, have sex, or make temporary marks when you’re with me. I feel safe and have to go anywhere? Message me back.”

“If it can’t be done? These few points…”

Lin Qingyan’s voice trembled in pieces: “Can I do it?”

“Then you should follow the way I used to coax you, and cut an apple for me first.” Le Jiaxuan raised her cheeks and smiled as sweetly as before, “Clean up, I’m the same as you, Eat apples without the skin.”

The author has something to say: the new article will probably be opened as soon as this book ends. I will try my best. I can’t guarantee that because the list is uncertain, and the author wants to eat Orz

Finally finished this month! Where there is an epidemic, everyone should pay attention to protection. If you can’t go out, don’t go out first. If you go out, don’t go to crowds. Wear a mask. Vaccine protection is not 100%!