Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 336

With deep frown and crooked brow knot, Li Yan’s original gentle face finally showed his anxiety. He was a bit tongue tied: “Chen Shi, listen to me, I really don’t like what Li Chun said. I may die suddenly at any time. I have some minor illness, but it’s not so serious.”

Face to face with Li Yan’s four eyes, his hand is still on my shoulder. In such a cold situation, the warmth in his palm is transmitted to my body, which is so real. Suddenly, I am confused: “what you say is true? You didn’t lie to me? But why do I think it’s so mysterious? It’s true that Li Chun doesn’t pay much attention to what he says. He can break the truth and falsehood of everything, but he doesn’t need to cheat me with it? He is not so bored that he curses you for being sick in order to deceive me? I can’t say anything else, but Li Chun is tough on you. He can’t make fun of your body, can he? ”

“My brother Li Chun, he really can’t

Gradually, there was a little bit of indistinct embarrassment on his face, and there was a little bit of rigid embarrassment in Li Yan’s voice: “he may have been misunderstood. He might have heard of bleeding as sudden death. ”

“You mean that Li Chun made a big oolong, he heard it wrong, misunderstood it, and misled me?”

I still didn’t dare to relax a bit, so I continued to hold on to this topic: “with my understanding of Li Chun, he doesn’t look like a person who would make such a low-level oolong. Even if he hears wrong or understands wrong, he will take action to verify the information he receives. Li Chun told me that he and Wu Haian came to the conclusion that you were seriously ill. Although he didn’t tell me the process of verification, he certainly got this step. Li Yan, if you continue to deceive me, I will certainly do something that you can’t stand. You know my character, and I can’t joke with you. ”

Li Yan’s voice was stunned for several degrees: “what you said is all right. Li Chun is sure to verify it in many ways, but if the pathological judgment he has verified is a big oolong, then he can only get a big Oolong conclusion.”

After a deep breath, Li Yan glanced at me cautiously, and he was slightly out of breath: “what Li Chun and Wu Haian saw may be a wrong diagnosis. The diagnosis does indicate that I may have cerebral infarction and sudden death at any time due to the blockage of blood supply due to the presence of nodes and obstruction in the brain. But actually that diagnosis is a misunderstanding. I have been confirmed by the doctor that my blood Qi is deficient and my fire is rising, that’s all. This is a small problem. The external manifestation of the disease, as you know, is nosebleed. Problems like this can be cured by sticking to dietotherapy. I’m not suffering from any serious illness that may cause sudden death at any time. Chen Shi, don’t worry about it. ”

After stopping for a few seconds, Li Yan was extremely upset. He felt more and more guilty: “looking back, I will explain to Li Chun and Wu Haian clearly, so that they will not worry any more.”

Doubting, I continued to kill Li Yan with my eyes and grabbed his face: “really? Li Yan, I’ll tell you that it’s not easy for me to come here. I’ve suffered double setbacks along the way, and I’ve lost all my patience. You’d better not lie to me. I’ll take what you’re saying now as true. Since you just have a small problem, why do you want to divorce me? Don’t tell me that you don’t love me anymore. I don’t believe it! All your actions are expressing your love for me. All you do is say you don’t love me anymore! ”

On such a cold day, Li Yan’s forehead gradually began to sweat. He scrawled it with his palm. He was extremely embarrassed: “this is the whole story. I had nosebleed before, so I went to the doctor who I saw before and prescribed some medicine. The doctor suggested that I take some medicine for a while and then go back for a re examination, so I followed the doctor’s arrangement. Later, Zhao Xianxing and his party danced in disorder. I was tired and couldn’t take the medicine regularly. Later, I couldn’t stop my nosebleed. I took a breath to continue to see a doctor. The doctor suggested that if I was worried, I’d better have an in-depth examination. I thought that if I went there anyway, I should go down. The assistant that the doctor used to study for a while. Another assistant is a French boy. His Chinese is not very good. He gave me a diagnosis report with the same name and surname by mistake. I was really distracted at that time. Under such a high intensity of work, I really didn’t pay much attention to that diagnosis. I had to put it on the shelf for the time being. After I smashed the evil purpose of Zhao Xianxing and others, I could spare the time to care about the diagnosis. At this time, I had calmed down, because of the coldness, and I didn’t make any effort to study the truth of it. I checked the conclusion of the diagnosis from various channels, and I began to panic. I might leave you and the child at any time, and I was afraid One day I am walking with you in the park, or walking the dog in the community, or at the dining table. I may fall down at any time without warning. I dare not let this happen when I think that your mother and son may have to face the situation that I die in front of you at any time. I can only leave you, leave Nian en, I only leave you far away, you can escape, maybe because I bring the shadow that is difficult to eliminate in my life In the corner of his eyes, Li Yan raised his eyes and said to me, “I had thought about it at that time. Apart from you and Nian en, another regret in my life is that although I have been playing outdoors these years, I have always been trapped by the so-called speed and achievements. In fact, I have never really enjoyed the boundless scenery I have gone through. I also want to walk in the long distance, so that I can enjoy it I can resist my impulse to go back to you and find nian’en, so I’ve been walking on the road since I’ve dealt with some of Baolun’s mistakes and straightened them out. But I really overestimated my ruthlessness. In fact, even if I had done all my psychological construction, even if I had only one second of leisure, I would think of you. I began to be more and more reluctant to believe that I would encounter such bad luck. I took time to go back to check again. This time, the little assistant who went out for further study came back, and she made everything right, I just found out that I made a big oolong, I took the wrong diagnosis belonging to others. I will have nosebleed, just because of the rising of xuhuo, I will feel tired, but I have been overdrawn during that time. There are countless possibilities in my life, I can see the scenery further, and I have the opportunity to watch Nian en grow up ．”Hearing this, I can be sure that Li Yan’s uncle didn’t deceive me. It’s like the time bomb in my heart has been cleared. My whole body is as happy as drinking ginseng water. Now I can’t help it. I cut off Li Yan and calculate the account with him: “OK, Li Yan, I’ll forget that you feel sick and will leave me. I’ll calculate another account with you first, you know I’ve made a big trouble. You have nothing to do with your health. Why don’t you go home? How can you be so cruel? If the children don’t look and the wife doesn’t pay attention to you, you can’t think about it. How can I live with the children? OK, Li Yan, you are really good! ”

Following my criticism, Li Yan’s face became gloomy. He buried his face slightly: “I want to go back, but I don’t have the face to see you. I think back over the years, you and I have not had a few days of stable life together, you have not had a particularly happy smile, I bring you things, only careful, worried about gains and losses, cautious words and deeds, step by step, fear. I bring you more negative things than positive ones. I make you cry more than I make you laugh from the bottom of your heart. I can’t find the reason why I’m clinging to you. I think our story is just right when we say goodbye ”

” good, you fart! ”

His stupid brain circuit!

I was so angry that I almost lost half my life. I may have been overplayed by Li Chun. My swearing skill is not ambiguous at all: “you counsellor! Since you feel that you are ashamed of me, your normal way of thinking should not be to treat me well for the rest of your life and treat me as the Queen’s confession to make up for me? You ya raise the white flag for me and hide away after you surrender. Do you want to know all about your betraying me? Li Yan, if you are not sincere, please don’t bother me. I’ll go to the marriage suck website. I’ll take the money you put me in to support you. If you are the one, I’ll go to the stage. I pick up men all over the country. I pick it up. I’ll take it to the house you bought before. I’ll bring him the money you’ve accumulated and I’ll let your son shout. If he is a father, maybe no matter how well your son does, his stepfather will not appreciate it, and he will have to beat your son! You just want to see other men enjoy themselves, spend your money, live in your room, drive your car, beat your son, sleep with your wife, you will continue to die, and suffer for the worthless death! I’ll ask you now whether you want this home or not. You can answer me whether you want it or not. I don’t want to hear a word of other nonsense. ”

“Yes, I do.”

With his shoulders drooping in front of me, Li Yan is like a carrot that has been dried in the sun. Hesitation runs through the corner of his mouth: “but I don’t have confidence in myself. I’m afraid I’ll encounter something in the future, and I subconsciously don’t want you to worry and choose to avoid it…”

“Just think about it! Don’t I tell you that I don’t want to listen to nonsense! ”

It took me more than ten seconds to calm my mood and tone. I didn’t need to work hard at all. My intonation was unconsciously out of radian. I whispered: “hold me, kiss me, say you love me. Now, now, don’t wait for a second. ”

Almost biting the end of my words, Li Yan’s hand galloped at the speed of a rocket. He surrounded me like a vine. He was silent for a moment, but his speaking speed was pitifully slow like crawling on the ground: “Chen Shi, I’m sorry.”

“You want to be worthy of me, simple, spend the rest of your life with me, even if it’s noisy, smashing the pot, also take out the courage to go to the white head with me, it’s OK.”

Obviously, I wanted to use a more relaxed tone of ridicule, but before the words stuck to my lips fell to the ground, there were a lot of grievances in it. I continued: “during this period, I almost went crazy. I almost went crazy because of you. ”

“I will try my best to make it up to you, my queen.”

Gradually recovered the state, Li Yan finally sent the words I most want to hear to my ears with doubled effect: “you are my life, Nian en is my lifeblood, if I don’t have you to accompany me for the rest of my life, I see the sun is not bright, the moon has nothing to do with it, I eat sugar tasteless, and I don’t eat well. In fact, I have suffered no less than you during this period of time, and I am in all kinds of seesaw and confrontation It’s falling apart. In fact, I went back to the depths of the clouds many times, but I didn’t dare to approach you and the children. I could only gaze at the place where you had children like a thief in Xiaoguo’s building. I was really desperate at that time. It was clear that all the people who lived there were the most important and caring people in my life, but I didn’t have the qualification and reason to approach. What I wanted to do most at that time was to rush up and hug my child and kiss you. I want to tell you that I don’t love the world. I love you mother and son most. I can only completely control this mood. After knowing that the diagnosis of the case that almost sentenced me to death was issued, I thought about going back to you to seek forgiveness. That was my first thought at that time. However, when I thought about the way you shed tears in front of me, it was not easy for me to let go of my courage. I just came to wolf tower. I wanted to go to the places where we started. I wanted to go through these places, See if I can gather courage, the rest of my life no longer wasted, the rest of my life will love you, love children, as their longest stick. Chen Shi, I love you as always. Can I ask you to forgive me and let me come back to you and your children? “Ah, what I really want to say at this time is don’t stop talking, don’t beep, just kiss me and kiss me warmly.

But it’s really damaging.

In addition to overflowing with the joy of crisis relief, I was dazzled by Li Yan’s good speech. I unconsciously followed the atmosphere he created. I whispered: “of course you can come back. I said earlier that for half a year, as long as you come back, I will meet you personally.”

He gently released me. Li Yan raised his hand a little and plucked my hair, which was wet with sweat for many times and became a little sticky. He and I were facing each other with four eyes: “Chen Shi, I will try my best not to let you shed tears.”

“You can make me shed tears with joy, or you can make me cry with joy. This way of shedding tears, I’m ok. ”

The feeling of gain and loss drove me to grab back Li Yan’s arm subconsciously, and I slowly recovered my sense. I said: “Li Yan, sister Meng, they are baking in some places in front of me, preparing for dinner. In order to help me find you, they worked very hard all the way. I think we should go there together and thank them. Then you can find a reasonable name and give them some bonus. Although sister Meng and I went to the wolf tower together at the beginning, they didn’t think about money, but they all have old and young people to eat and live. Let’s do something practical. ”

Nodding, Li Yan is more and more able to chat now. He nodded his head like a chicken eating rice: “OK, what my daughter-in-law says is what she says. She will listen to everything, and she will listen to everything. My daughter-in-law told me to go east, but I would never go west. ”

As soon as the feeling of getting along well with him came back, I sneered casually and began to choke his heart: “don’t open your mouth, shut up, daughter-in-law’s cry, don’t forget how you tried to drag me to divorce with a blackboard face a few months ago. You are only my ex husband now. I promise to let you go home, which doesn’t mean I’m willing to be your daughter-in-law. I can’t say it It’s just that I’m willing to let you join my harem group. Whether you can become queen again depends on whether you have the ability. ”

It’s the same as the pickled water dishes. Li Yan’s smile suddenly lost his soul. He said dryly, “let’s go and say hello to sister Meng first.”

Seeing Li Yan, the faces of sister Meng and her party all showed their simple satisfaction. They were happy and busy cooking noodles, and they gave us a throw first.

For the outdoors, Hou Ge and thin monkey are kind of sentimental. On the other side of the herdsmen’s land, they exchanged some wine with the herdsmen by lighting lamps. Now they share it with us in the dark.

After baking a bonfire and drinking a little wine in the ice and snow, everyone relaxed more and more. This was started by Hou Ge. He gradually recalled his impression of Li Yan when he first met him. Hou GE’s evaluation of Li Yan was that he was a little cold, but he had special qualities.

As for sister Meng, she said that when she saw Li Yan for the first time, she thought he was handsome. She thought Li Yan’s handsome gave her a sense of distance. She didn’t expect that Li Yan was a gentleman and a very good man.

As for the thin monkey, he was intertwined with Li Yan on the road of Wusun ancient road. He said that what he remembered most was that Li Yan had given him a big piece of beef at that time, and he was always nostalgic about the taste. Now he is very honored to work with Li Yan.

For me, although my life and Li Yan have been intertwined for many years, I have to go deep into it. In fact, I don’t know Li Yan very well. I especially like to listen to his friends who have been around for many years to count his past.

I also realized later in such a psychology. One day many years ago, Li Yan was just like me. He was not willing to let go of even a twig.

So, I’ve come to the same end with him?

As soon as I was relaxed, I drank a little more wine. I couldn’t sit still. Li Yan said hello to sister Meng and he helped me back to his tent.

Turning on the headlamp, Li Yan opened my backpack and pulled out my dry clothes for me to change. Then he kept shaking open his sleeping bag and stuffed me in. He also slowly moved in. He turned off the light first and then lay down next to me.

Although Li Yan and I don’t belong to the ranks of fat people, two adults are crowded in a single sleeping bag, and the space is still very narrow. I use the blurry words washed by alcohol to say: “Li Yan, otherwise you will spread out my sleeping bag, and we will lie down one by one.”

“It’s too crowded for you?”

Li Yan did not move: “if not, that’s it, two people squeeze a squeeze, warm.”

I continued to tone vaguely: “it’s not hard, but I’m afraid you can’t sleep well. Didn’t the doctor say that you had a weak fire, that you can’t take a rest before you get into the fire? It should be like this However, Leng buting came up and scratched my forehead like a dragonfly. Li Yan’s breath warmed my earlobe. He said, “after I leave you, I don’t have a good day to rest. Only when I’m by your side can I have a good rest. If you really want to be good for me, just squeeze with me. “This reason Give him full marks, not afraid of his pride.

After exhaustion and overdraft, even if I had wine to help me, I couldn’t fall asleep all of a sudden. I suddenly thought of something like this: “Li Yan, I remember the first time we met in wolf tower. You used a double sleeping bag at that time. You use a double sleeping bag just for the sake of open space. Now you’re using the single again? ”

“That sleeping bag for two, I took great pains to meet you.”

Li Yan spoke slowly in my ear: “but now when we squeeze into this single sleeping bag, I wake up and feel annoyed. What I wanted to do was a single sleeping bag. You don’t have to hold me up like now. I don’t have to think all night about how to pretend to touch you inadvertently.”

Pinching his arm, I rubbed my face with my hand: “how do you think it’s so beautiful?”

“Because the person I want to get is beautiful. If I don’t want to be beautiful enough, I’m afraid I don’t deserve you.”

Just like opening and hanging up, Li Yan blew me up with sugar coated shells wrapped with sweet words. His words changed: “Chen Shi, thank you for being willing to forgive me for all the delay I brought you. When we get out of the wolf tower, I’ll give you a special gift.”

I just said, “what gift? Don’t play the game. Let’s talk about it first. ”

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